May 30, 2013 around lunch time, I had this what they called Laughing in Spirit,
Laughing pertaining to mw actual laughing,
spirit pertaining to my spirit that is being controlled by the Holy Spirit.
Many people ask, wonder and think how it feels like.
I will be telling the whole story over here, please be patient in reading.
May 28 – 30, 2013 is a 3 day event of our church for youth people to encounter God, it is called CHAMPIONS CAMP.
7am was the call time for May 28.
I came there with 4 awesome people with me, which I am so thankful to be with (not to mention their names all glory to God for their lives.) at 4pm, and we have reach the camp place at 5:40 not exact.
The reason why we came at this time because I came from work and 1 of the awesome people I am with came from manila who was a CPA board exam passer. Jreally great privilege to be with her at that time. Haha. XD
Supposed to be, due to my work, I can’t come on the said camp because I need to be with my Lifegroup/Cellgroup to check them out and to be a minister too so I got to go ahead, do whatever it takes to be at the camp, and work at the same day too. I wasn’t allowed by our company to be on a leave because it was just my 4th to 6th day of being a trainee. Schedule of work is 6:30am to 3:00pm.
So at that night, I need to wake up at 3am, I left the camp place at 3:30 and a treasured friend/leader of mine which influences me a lot (not to mention the name) helped me out to reach the terminal from the camp site to work place because It’s hard to travel at that time. There is no other way I can reach the terminal unless I have a car.
So that day had succeeded! I get to work and be at the camp too. Praise God. I arrived the 2nd day of the camp at 6pm via 2 PUJ and a tricycle. Then after having sessions, I asked the treasured friend/leader of mine if I can be with them again for tomorrows work. But unfortunately, He told me that He will not be able too. I still said thanks of course, I was just the one asking the favor and I did understand, I just have to work out and find another way. So I tried to ask my Lifegroup leader too about it, and He tried to helped me out but there was just no other way around, no one will be leaving the campsite that early, so what I did, I just have to wait for the sunrise to come and inform our HR that I will be late.
I tried to sleep because I still don’t have enough sleep. I get to sleep for an hour a day.
I slept at 2:00am and woke up at 3am still to find out some ways, I asked the security guard for other information but still my last resort will be to wait for sunrise around 5am. And then commute.
So at 5am, I already called our HR and then I told them regarding the scenario and let them know that I’ll be late, they told me not to come anymore, because it will not be possible for me. And as per our rules and regulations trainees must not have any late or absences due to any situation. So my training was canceled that means, I don’t have work anymore. JLOL. Good bye to my work. So ofcourse! As a Christian and actually by the Grace of God I am at the great perspective that still I don’t need to work that day and I can get to stay at the camp site till it ends J I told myself to just enjoy the last day!!!!
It wasn’t a blast for me to be honest, I am so tired because sleepless night, and somehow I still get to think of my work. My body is already weak. I wanted to sleep. But then the last time we worship God at the camp totally change me the atmosphere! XD
Our cool pastor, just stated a verse, I get to just read it, I started to clap once and then closed my eyes and started to laugh.
Then I can’t stop, I think it was morethan 10 mins. Laughing and clapping, I was aware of what I am doing. I can hear our pastor saying other verses, actually I heard the place go silent, but still I was laughing and clapping, what goes in my mind is like this. “I want to stop,Im supposed to minister, I don’t want this feeling cause I don’t want to do it just because of my effort or my desire for God to take me onto the next level of my Christian life”
 I am almost 6 years Christian. The 1st time I encountered God in the same place which made me 1st time speak in Spirit or what they call speaking in Tongues. it was 4 years ago May 29, 2009 late night the last session of our second day that camp. I tried to stop it too, by holding my mouth but I didn’t succeed too. The feeling is like I ate my cellphone and then It vibrates. Weird feeling, and It’s not that I don’t like to experience this Gifts of the Holy Spirit, but It’s just because I want to experience them on my quiet place where no one can judge me, only God, and I don’t want to let myself just imitate what I am hearing from other people.
 I already saw other people experience this laughing in Spirit thingy, and I want to experience it too. But I just don’t want it to be by my own effort by trying to imitate what I see.
 My stand with the spiritual gifts of God is that they are really given by God and they were not taught by anybody, never practiced and never just imitated.
 So I guess, That moment was real, authentic and exceptional.
 After laughing in the spirit, I get to open my eyes and stop, then I started crying I mean really Crying like a crying baby, I don’t know the reason why.
One of my lifegroup just hugged me. I didn’t want to, I want to be just alone that moment,
But it was a good help to, because If not maybe, I will not stop. XD
 I was crying and crying, still, then I get to realize what I was crying for, it was not for the reason I am tired, I lost my Job, not also for the reason how I will tell my mom about that, but I was just amazed that I know by myself, I am not worthy of that experience, I wasn’t worthy of the touch of the Holy Spirit, I was not worthy of the love of God, but still. HE CHOOSES too.
Unforgetable experience. Now I want to experience it again, but ofcourse again on my quiet place nalangsana. Jahaha
 He choose to love me, I am writing this, May 31, 2013 after I read the bible and found this verse
 Blessed is the man to whom the Lord does not impute iniquity and in whose spirit is no deceit
 Yes, what joy for those whose record the LORD has cleared of guilt, whose lives are lived in complete honesty!
 P.S. I am excited for more things to come! J WOOO! J
             When the Spirit of the Lord.
 Exo31:3 And I have filled him with the Spirit of God, in wisdom, in understanding, in knowledge, and in all manner of workmanship,
 1Sa 10:6 Then the Spirit of the LORD will come upon you, and you will prophesy with them and be turned into another man.
 Jdg14:6 And the Spirit of the LORD came mightily upon him, and he tore the lion apart as one would have torn apart a young goat, though he had nothing in his hand. But he did not tell his father or his mother what he had done.
 1Sa 11:6 Then the Spirit of God came upon Saul when he heard this news, and his anger was greatly aroused.
 Job 33:4 TheSpirit of God has made me,
           And the breath of the Almighty gives me life.
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