Hour by hour, one day at a time

blue night radio ♡ 170110 translation: fantaemsie jonghyun: i think making an agit is an important thing. i’ve said this on air before but, for me, nowadays my room is my agit. however …, i suddenly remember this, but … a long time ago …, this cafe doesn’t exist anymore now, but a long time ago, before moving in together with my family, during my days off living in the dorms …, back then i opened up a cafe in apgujeong together with a hyung that i know. in complete secrecy - nobody knew of it, even my company didn’t know. (laughs) my mother didn’t know about it either. nobody knew. only me and that hyung knew about it. that’s why that place was like my agit. decorated …, it’s interior …, it was right when i was learning how to play acoustic guitar too so i learned and practiced the guitar there a lot. i just suddenly remembered all of these memories. i really think it’s important to have your own space, to have your own agit. since i had to go abroad a lot and didn’t have much time it’s all cleaned up now. [note: the word “agit” in korean means either hideout or safe place. it is used for the small concert series’ that sm has their artists partake in, which jonghyun kicked off last year. by “cleaned up now” jonghyun meant that the cafe is closed down. the cafe seemed to be called the emok or omok cafe, or something similar.]

“The truth is, that person also knows that. They know that they should quickly start moving again. They wish—so much—that they could. But they can’t do it. […] A physical wound is different from a wound in the heart.”