Selfshipping Polls

Also just a reminder that asks are open for poll requests! Feel free to request any kind of poll, I’m also open to polls about f/os from specific media!

i'm like so close to deactivating or just like wiping this blog idk.

I don't really know why I'm bothering to post this, but why not ig. I think I'm just too deeply ill to ever be part of an online community again, at least not for a while. It just makes me feel like shit because I am just not an interesting enough person to gain any sort of attention, which is obviously fine and I don't deserve anything, it just makes me feel bad. I've given up on making posts for others and gifting art and sending asks for a while now because I never saw much in return. Again, I don't deserve anything, but my ill brain thinks I do. I never really got anything on my strawpage, didn't really get asks, and maybe like one person in the two years of this blog has said anything nice about my actual selfship. I just don't think my ship has ever been interesting to anyone, so I don't see a point in trying to keep up an online presence anymore. I guess I won't wipe anything because some people still reblog some of my old posts and there are some things I'll like to keep so I'll keep them up. But I need to go away for at least a while. Maybe just this summer, idk. I'll be working so I'll be busy. I appreciate those who were nice and interacted over the years, I'm just too sick to ever feel worth it.

I'm leaving the community and probably tumblr in general btw. If someone wants to take over this blog lmk ig

people are being mean to me 🫶 do ya'll want me to delete this blog?

Thank you everyone for the kind words in asks and replies, it means a lot. 🩷💖 I'll try to keep posting polls. As always, requests are open, feel free to request polls.