I Want Death

You laugh while he's STARVING! 😭

Some of you have never sobbed in the middle of your bedroom floor because you’re being forced to come to terms with your loneliness and are just gonna have to accept that no one will ever love you and it shows

It’s crazy how just one person and bring so much meaning to your life but also so much pain.

So sick of starting internet friendships with people and then not being enough for them and watching them lose interest and fade away.

I don’t think I’m made to have friends

I thought having a boyfriend would fix my loneliness but it definitely doesn’t.

In the end, depression is the only thing that has my back and hasn’t left me.

The most difficult thing is just trying to make a real friend.

I must be really horrible, the worst person there is, since it keeps happening to me. Everyone leaves. Everyone stops caring, I lose meaning to them, I become nobody, nothing. Unimportant and uninteresting, irrelevant. They're always on the verge of leaving should I just say something they don't like. Because they barely tolerate me. So I either shut up and watch us fall apart or say a word and speed up the process. Whatever I do is always wrong since they wish I wasn't there at all.

It hurts when the person who you want to spend your time with doesn't want to spend theirs with you.

I always lose everyone.. They all leave.. Even if they claim to be friends, they're never there, they don't care and I feel so alone around them. It's so painful. I die every day anew.