Flowers for noone. Im looking at you, bitch.

Rant.

This is very common in beginners. Especially the gifted beginners. Just had one in real-life nearly shit herself because she was beginning to exhibit what I've come to call "tarot psychosis".

It's the itch to read and keep reading nonstop. All thats on your mind is doing a reading. Finding an excuse to do a reading on everyone or everything. Nonstop shuffling and pulling cards on a spread thats clearly dead. Then next thing you know, you feel watched, you feel anxious or scared constantly, bad dreams, seeing shadows, and hearing voices. Congratulations, you've opened the door for the other side to come in because you have no grounding, no restraint, and didn't cleanse before and after. However, you keep itching to pull more and more. You feel drained. You feel tired. Maybe even sick.

Tarot cards are a tool. There's nothing wrong with them but you must respect the deck too. Don't abuse it. Respect your tools.

You on the other hand, you are a living human with a soul, when you use these tools you are opening yourself and using your essence to receive messages through the cards. There are a lot of things around us that we cannot see but they are there, and when you do not have discipline and protection, you become a target. When you are going crazy over a spread and you keep pulling and pulling but nothing makes sense, your spread has lost all meaning. Yet you are ravenous and keep on shuffling, very likely, something else is already influencing you. There are things that want to speak out and when they are desperate and strong enough, they will latch on.

may i join your recent tarot reading, please? i choose namjoon, the color blue, the letter c, and the number 22.

thank you in advance 🥰

Yes, there was a past life I could see.

Trigger warning, possibly traumatic.

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my idol : vernon from seventeen

color : blue

letter : Z

number : 5

Thank u :)

Yes, there is a past life.

Upon focusing and meditating on the subject of the past life-

*May be sensitive or triggering, I will let you know for your reading*

Condition: reblog.

Give me: Your idol name, a color, a letter (A through Z) and a number 1-30.

Yeah...

I think its very important that fans remember that not everything they see is real. I'm speaking from personal experience knowing individuals who worked in similar background and environment. Groups at the end of the day makes money for the agency and the idols get their cut. We all gotta eat and provide for ourselves and loved ones. Sometimes that overrides personal connections and feelings. Its a job. A job bound by contracts and it seals you with that group and agency for 'X' amount of years and it can collide with identity. It's other members careers too, and what one member does can affect everyone- what I'm trying to say is when something comes between someone and their money, feelings can go out the window very fast if there was any at all. In Heesung's case, the members have already read the writing on the wall. They can understand but its been an unpleasant experience. Additionally, kpop agencies has nurtured a culture that makes fans very attached to the idols and its not all healthy. K-fans, specifically, has went funeral wreaths to agencies before over a ridiculous mishap. Sasaengs not being punished for violating the privacy of idols.

We don't really know what was said between Heesung and the agency. However, if my memory is correct, he will still be under Hybe's sub label Belift Lab. Heesung still has the backing of Belift to manage and support his career, and Belift still gets to keep a very talented individual. Honestly, I've think that this is probably a very fortunate outcome for Heesung and Belift.

It could've been worse, and I've been around to see similar situations get ugly between idol and agency in the past.

Speaking of contracts, we don't know the specifics for Heesung in Enhypen. What did it promise? What did it restrict? What responsibilities did Heesung agree to uphold to Enhypen?

If the contract didn't allow him to pursue solo activities fueled by his creative vision, then the only choice was to leave. However, if he had decided to stay in Enhypen and create solo music (possibly profit off of it), he'd be in a lawsuit for violating his contract.

Either stay to fulfill your role within Enhypen, because you signed up for it, or leave if you desire pursue your creative passions. Heesung can't have his cake and eat it too when Enhypen exists as an contractual entity that he agreed to operate within.

That is how life is sometimes. There are moments where you have to make a choice between a rock and a hard place. Some choices you cant take back. I think its a disservice to Heesung when fans demand him to go back because Heesung has said that he has plans for HIS music, HIS- not Enhypen (even though he was part of Enhypen and contributed, it aint the same as "Me- mine alone").

But... time will tell.

Niki:

- ready to move on because this is his career too, not just Heesungs.

- what a cop out (his thoughts)

- it was gonna happen eventually.

Niki feels like it couldve have been executed better but he is ready to move on from this because the world doesnt stop and he doesnt want this to be the mark of his career just because Heesung left. He feels like this was such a cop out nonetheless because this has caused so much uproar. He isnt hurt per say, hes just mildly annoyed because he knows this type of reaction would happen and he has to deal with it from fans. He feels that the agency might even implement shittier rules or loops that will make it harder to navigate in the future because this has been handled stupidly on both sides (heesung and the agency, then the fans). Hes not mad at Heesung, but still it could've been done better.

Jake:

Tired. First word I hear. He's just tired. He' wondering how everything is going to work now (heesung's lines goes to who? Will he (Jake) get more work?). Hes just tired but in the midst of it all he still has to get up and do his job like everyone else. I hear, "Just shut up already." And "Stupid."

Jay:

The whole situation was over the top in his opinion. Disruptive of flow and rhythm. I hear, "Wow. Who would've thought." Very sarcastic. "What did Heesung do now?" "Lucky bastard." "Leave me alone." Jay is annoyed at the situation because again he also thinks this couldve been handled differently. He thinks Heesung can leave, fine, but this moment is going to stick with Enhypen for a while and he doesn't want to be seen as hurt or pitiful and be asked nonstop "oh how do you feel about heesung leaving? Oh the agency must be controlling you! Oh you must be so sad"- no. He doesn’t want to be asked that. Ideally for him it would be a moment and then done, but that's not the case.

Suno:

"Am I going to get more lines now?"

"Get over it."

He doesn't feel much. He wants to work, get things wrapped up "the sooner the faster. Get it this over with theres too much work for this shit." He's cranky because he knows that the logistics of rearranging schedules, lines, roles, and events are being re- evaluated. He's not surprised Heesung has chosen to leave.

Jungwon:

"Oh wow, its gonna fall on me to speak as leader on this..."

People need to stop.

He just wants to be able to move on from this and keep doing his job. He thinks like the other members so far that this could've been handled better and came at the worst time. However he isn't surprised that its Heesung.

Sunghoon:

He feels similar to other members. Hes not hurt. He's more focused on how the agency will handle the group as a whole now with Heesung's departure and how they are going to speak publicly when they create company content or on shows and media because everything is PR.

They're not hurt or anything. The sudden news may have been an inconvenience at most, but most members were not shocked. If anything, a few are slightly irritated because they know that fans will make a fuss, and they live in a country where fans will send funeral wreaths to the company due to some mishap, or where violation of privacy isn't taken seriously. A member or two even envies Mark leaving because they don't have the opportunity to do so to pursue their own vision.

*I know its old song but I enjoyed this era very much.*

A very fun unprofessional and unwarranted- very amateur esoteric analysis of BTS Fake Love. Why not Arirang? I simply don't want to because I'm *not that good. Honestly, Fake Love was my favorite era after Wings. This is just for fun. Food for thought. It just goes to show how amazingly flexible the brain is when it comes to narration, beliefs, symbology- to the point it can get delusional lmao. Anyways again this is just for fun. This is not a conspiracy theory, this is just brain rotting. I will be looking at the live comeback. I watched it in reverse because I was briefly and informally mentored by occultists; reversing things and thinking or seeing backwards is a whole thing. I've come to call it the principle of inversion (i made it up). Trained to see patterns, hidden messages, and symbols via thinking backwards. Its not a very useful skill on the resume so dont try it at home. I will be using words like ritual because this is a "EsOTeRiC" analysis. But its not, its just for fun, folks. Please chill.

Start:

What seems like the ending is actually the beginning (principle of inversion). The real “ritual” or message did not begin at the "start” Or “play” button when you're watching it “normally.” It began at the “end”.

It starts out in dark capes and masks. Thats shadow. The void. Chaos. Yin. Primordial. The subconscious. The beginning. In the beginning there was darkness. You see the group of masked and black cloaks writhes and move, then separate.

It symbolizes that creation begins in the subconscious (the dark- chaos). Thought formed in the subconscious. Thought was there then spoken (vibrated) into existence (manifestation).

The void separates from the members (7), see pic below. Take note of the number 7.

7 members. 7 chakras. 7 the perfect number, englightment (or reaching understanding of your true self/character). Their album was all about persona, map of the soul- 7. The 7 principles of truth , hermetic philosophy (i cant be bothered). 7, sheva- completion.

Its about creation and awakening. Birth, death, and rebirth. The members shed the cloaks and masks- it can be seen as initial stages of “coming into realization or self”, the chaos separates from the members in the screenshot above.

Its the alchemical process of separating the pure essence (soul/spirit) from chaos/impurity etc. to work on spiritual refinement. The universe was spoken (vibrated/ manifested) into being from the darkness then formed into matter, then it separates (waters from the earth)- the cell divides and new life is formed. Its not just physical but its spiritual, its about everything being intertwined. Your conception has a meaning and it is divine.

Observe the 2 pictures below:

All the members are hovered and clumped together, the personas or facets of the soul/divinity. Jin, the oldest, in black has his hand up. He represents the subconscious, the ancient, female energy, death. Again, it all starts with the void, the subconscious, the dark. Then light stage turns on fully and jungkook, the youngest and wearing red intertwines his arm with Jin.

Jungkook, red, youngest- is the fire, the spark, male energy, blood, motion, speed, hunger- agression… and life. Virility.

Black and red.

Shadow: womb, dark etc. Red: blood, fire, spark- heartbeat.

The instinct and shadow. Wrapped around like a helix.

Black was first, then red.

We begin in the womb (darkness, primordial). We are nursed in darkness nourished by the blood of our mother.

Black and red can be seen as polars to eachother. Duals, duality. In occult, spiritual, metaphysical stuff; black and red are intense energies, in its worse it can be destructive (look at the world). In this instance, it can be read as the point of life coming into being, sudden light bulb moment for an individual and this is their… alchemical process beginning towards awakening.

The unconscious (black) initiates the awakening. Vitality answers the call. The fire- the movement.

Each member are the personas, aspects of the soul that makes up the whole. The personas- the individuals are going through… their own process of refinement. It separates and joins one or rejoins the whole again. There are instances where there is mirroring (personas looking at eaching, acting like a reflection) and duality, the mind and the egos looking at each other- different sides of one coin, but they separate to undergo refinement (think about when you withdraw from a group or a situation to reflect or compartmentalize).

But yeah lets end this its getting too long.

Towards the conclusion of the act. All the members are lined up and they all come back into one single being, the camera pans and we see Taehyung.

It is a dance of the personas, a journey to self realization. The message to the ones whose eyes open “to be free, you must learn to think for yourself and come to self realization. It starts from within. Inner liberation of the mind- soul.”

Taehyung represents the individual/physical going through the process. He represents the body harboring the soul, thats why he wears what looks like a cage (bondage, to bind- the soul is bound to the body- the living physical), the soul is inside the vessel. He is the vessel that carries the soul that is made up of the personas. The soul is incarnated into a vessel. The journey starts from within.

Again, Taehyung is the body- the physical manifestation of the personas and he is part of the 7 persona too because what we see is a persona. We all have an external persona. It ends with the lights turning blue and purple- indigo.

Awakening or realization of the true character is reached.

That is Map of the Soul: 7.

Again this is just for fun. Its just an observation of how the mind can come up with anything.

It's not you if you're wondering. I suggest you stop thinking about who a stranger is going to marry and focus on yourself. Even if you tell yourself its just curiosity for the sake of knowing because you care about him, living vicariously isn't going to help you in your own life.

Jungkook, if it were up to him, he wouldn't get married at all. However, a "Shut up" ring might save him from certain problems with the public some day. And he knows that if he wants children (not for love) for bloodline, he must marry. He's not very faithful either.

I hope this answers you and please refer to my earlier reading on Mark, someome asked about him too before you.

Hybe cares most about money and favors. Whoever can buy them the most favor and make the most profit will have hybe's eyes and hybe will seek to control them. That is the energy I get from Hybe. Lesserafim is neither a favorite or an unfavored group. Instead I keep hearing that Cortis will be Hybe's priority for the time being while they handle BTS through the storm.

Thoughts heard:

- "Wow..." (most of them)

- "So much trouble for a small mishap."

- "He needs to stop drinking so much."

- "He's really letting himself go."

I hope this answers your question. If not please clarify what you specifically want to know.

I conjured three numbers: 6, 9, 8.

Mark has been in a cycle with his career. Its been successful as 6 and 9, have shown. 6 and 9 are spirals. Cycles. 6, the beginning- the foundation of building and creating. He was set up for success when he joined Sm and was casted into NCT and he has been successful with NCT. 6, the spiral, flips into 9.

9 is the perfect number. The number of completion, its pattern folding differently from 6, six flipped to 9. That's a great career. Then we get 8.

Success, but in a closed loop. 8 is the infinity symbol, the ouroboros- in this sense, it means he's been in a cycle thats spells out same shit, different day. Yes he is successful, but with 8, its trapped. 8 is urging the soul to be reborn from the cycle through death (not literal), by endings. Ending of a cycle for a renewal.

The sum of 6, 9, 8- is 5. The human expression number. Its about independence, freedom, adventure- chaos too. Its the breaking point that forces transformation. Its his soul urge to break the cycle.

I want to mention that the 10 years is no coincidence either. 1 : 0. All the numbers are encompassed by 9. They all exist in the number 9.

10 -> 1+0= 1.

Start again. 1. Renewal.

Hes starting again.

His official departure is April 8. 2026, the sum is 22. A master number. 2 and 2. That is major structural shift. It was planned and thought out. 22 is the master builder number. Its vision taking material form. We are the builders of our lives. Leaving one structure to build another.