see you on a dark night

in spring he held me up while i did a keg stand. A friend took a picture of it. let's all die. Let's all just die.

crush is bisexual(my neuron activated upon learning this) so i have a 'chance', im pretty sure he sees me as a girl anyway, but also hes in a relationsip. a relationship in which both he and his girlfriend have apparently cheated on each other multiple times(white people), but im chopped as fuck and incapable of holding a conversation so i dont think that matters, but like never say never and all that. but also i have literally no game and he is so fucking hot and easygoing and intelligent, but like quite a few people have pursued me since ive come up here so maybe im not as fugly as i think, but i just shaved the fuck out of my head and any cuteness i had is genuinely gone. i actually look like a victim of something. more than before. its all just so interesting

my friend wants to learn bass drum so we've been rehearsing in our off time a bit and one of our other friends on snare has been helping us practice n she called us her little drumlings 🥺