occultism researcher online sebastian araneda

everything seemed to be going well, but this last few days, something has happened again, i dont know why, and i dont know how but for some reason i started to hear more voices in my dreams, this time they were a lot more scary, it feels as if the voices or the origin of them was feeling pain and this time the voices were his screams of pure pain and terror... i woke up sweating and start looking in all the room, but it was just a dream... i think this is telling me to go back to my investigations. and i think i will.

for some reason, i have a bad feeling, i feel this way since 2 days ago ... i sense something is going to happen ... i don't know what exactly, but im sure something is gonna happen ... the last night, i was feeling observed, i dont wanna sleep tonight, i think i will use this nighttime investigating more things... maybe i will read something about theories of other dimensions or something, or maybe something about the theory of time travel... well i just know that something is gonna happen, but i wanna use my time in something that can calm me and be useful for me.

today, I finished a stage, a very important stage in my life that opens the doors to new horizons, I finish my secondary education, today, I am an adult, willing to contribute my way, and try to contribute the most possible to society, I will do my best to continue towards the next stage, I will strive to move forward, and I will achieve my dreams and goals, but I will always carry in my heart the memory of all my teachers and colleagues, but above all, the memory of my parents and family, since without them I would not have been able to get here, dad, you sacrifice yourself daily, you work hard to keep going, and I will return to you the hand one day, mom you strive in giving me values, in training myself as a person, in teaching me discipline and teaching me to fulfill my duties ... brother, sisters and other relatives, thank you very much for trusting me, thank you very much for giving me your trust, for giving me the support that i  needed so much ... in general, thank you very much to everyone, and good luck with everything in your lives!

Last night was pretty bad for me ... I experienced a lot of different symptoms. I felt with little energy, with fever, chills, and a lot of sweating and headache ... and after that, when I finally got to sleep, I had a nightmare in the same style of the rare dreams that I mentioned during my first publications .. I feel observed, I do not feel well, some of the symptoms continue at this time ... but hey, I suppose you should when everyone has days like this ... I will try to distract myself for a while and then investigate some things. ... I am sorry that I have not published anything about mysteries, I have been constantly investigating, but I have simply preferred to leave it for my personal research for now ... but I am sure that I will soon publish the odd mystery and thought in general, for now I say goodbye, Take care and greetings!

today i went to the local cemetery, i give a visit to my uncle, my grandfather, and to one of the few friends i haved... she died in the month of may this year, so is a little hard to me go to see her and not cry... i sincerely hope that everyone in the cemetery is resting in peace... please, never forget the people that you lost... they will always be with you if you have them in your heart...

When I was 5 years old, my mother took me to the forest that was near my grandparents' house, during that day I saw everything with astonished curiosity of the beauty of the place ... I walked among the trees, I breathed the breeze of the place .. I felt special interest because the place seemed to have no end and seemed to have a lot to explore  ... I guess that was the first sign that I had of my taste in research although I think I had more of those "signs" before this ... but the special thing of this place and the thing that have saded  me a lot ... is that this forest no longer exists, it was destroyed ... it is part of the progress, I know ... but even so it hurts to think that a place that was part of my childhood and that I could never explore in the "correct" way ,no longer exist ... at least I have my memories and I know that i will forever remember that forest ... that since childhood opened my eyes to the world of mystery. ..

Today has been a bit "weird" I have felt everything around me changed, from the things that surround me, to even the behavior of the people around me ... also during the whole day I had a kind of strange feeling ... I had goosebumps ... and for some reason I can not "reassure" is as if, for some reason my body was warning me to be alert ... besides that last night I had some problems sleeping, I felt discomfort and also uneasiness ... I do not know what is happening exactly, but something tells me that this is just the beginning ...

I know it sounds strange that someone like me, who fully defends the existence of the paranormal, the fantasy etc, talk about a topic like this ... but it seemed a good time to touch the subject ... I have known many people  like me before , friends who always accompanied me when it came to investigating different mysteries ... they gave me their support ... they felt the same passion as me for the mystery and secrets that hide the world in which we live ... the paranormal things , which we have not discovered yet despite all the years that have passed ... even so, with all the passion they had ... they ended up retiring ... when they reached a certain age and as if something have manipulated their brains and changed their minds, they stopped feeling the same passion for mystery and occultism ... without doubt that was the moment in which I decided not to talk too much with people and just focus more on my research ... how they changed ... I saw how they matured, how they passed from have the same passion as me, to be people of the bunch, people who only lived following the example of others ... the maturity completely changed, despite that ... for some reason I was not affected by that change , I am now 19 years old, and even then I was not affected by maturity ... will my passion for this topic last forever? or maybe I just still lack time ...  I just know that I am enjoying this period of my life very much ... having things to discover, being curious about the mysteries of the world ... that's what keeps me alive and happy, what drives me to keep going no matter what happens ... I'm happy to be able to investigate freely ... and I'm glad that maturity has not affected me yet

since a few days ago I have a strange feeling ... I feel much more tired than usual, and I suffer constantly from chills and night fever ... I do not know why but I have the feeling that something is not right ... I went to doctor, but he discarded any viral transmission disease ... so it is unlikely that it is a cold or flu ... but hey, I guess at least I can still stand, talking about another topic, lately I continued with the investigation of some other minor mystery within the internet, the truth is that there are not too many that I can really call "credible" but even so, the ones that I have found have given me some good nights of thoughts, soon I have planned about trying to investigate the mountain near my grandmother's field, it is a place I have not traveled much since I was a little boy, so it will bring me many memories  go there, but most important of all my grandmother has told me many anecdotes of the place , so undoubtedly it is a place worth investigating

Do you know the concept of hallucination? supposedly it is only a mental representation of something that is not there, or that is not real ... but ... and if in reality what happens is that we are seeing what is in that place, but in a parallel world? I mean, as you know, I completely believe in the existence of parallel worlds, for me it's almost 100% undeniable fact, it might be possible that when our brain reaches certain levels of stimulus that represent a limit ... we would be able to see through reality, taking into account that technically the reality we see, according to the thoughts of some historical thinkers, is nothing more than a representation of our brain, and the only thing that is 100% real is ourselves ... maybe and only perhaps, when our brain reaches a specific limit we can see through the thin fabric that we call reality ... although I suppose that is already being 100% conspiranoic ... at the moment I will only have it as a thought ...

It is curious to think this sometimes, but the truth is incredible that some of the most famous horror movies in history are based on real events, I guess that is to be expected,after all, it feels much more tention and true terror, to know that what happened to the characters in the movie could get to happen to you ... sometimes I would like to investigate more thoroughly the real facts of some movies, but I guess it is not so easy to find information that is not already a public domain or something that everyone knows ... even so, it is interesting to think that maybe, even more mysteries are kept hidden in our world...

today is cloudy, it feels quite windy, and it seems to rain at any time ... there is very little light (the clouds are blocking the passage of the sun) is a very interesting day ... unlike other days today you can feel in the environment a special tranquility ... I suppose it is due to the fact that being cloudy, the neighbors do not leave their house to make noise ... although it can also be the own climate, combined with the fact that today I'm alone at home ...

during the night of yesterday something happened to me that I suppose will have happened to many people ... basically I woke up without completely remembering what I dreamed ... but what if I call my attention were 2 things ... 1 I woke up crying. .. I guess it could have been a sad dream or something ... but something leads me more to believe something else ... and that's where point 2 comes in ... even after I woke up I felt uneasy ... I felt that someone was watching me in my room as on other occasions ... but unlike those times I felt real terror ... I felt that something could happen to me at any time ... it was an intense sensation ... and it will cost me A bit forget it ... but hey, I guess if it keeps happening I'll get used to it with time ...

What do you think about paranormal beings? Although there are many people who deny their existence, there are also many people who affirm with certainty the existence of such beings ... in my case I believe that I am from the second group ... without a doubt it is possible that these beings exist, even if we do not know it or we just do not notice it, I do not say it for anything specific ... rather, it's my own thoughts on the subject ... and you, what do you think?

although, it has started to get dark later, that only means that each night is getting darker ... in fact, today when I take a walk , I could barely see a little to the front of where I was ... all this gives place to the fact that the investigations are now much more interesting ...

during the night of yesterday, I experienced some problems to fall asleep ... I was sweating a lot, and I felt that something was watching me from the back of the room ... but unlike the previous times I could not see the usual silhouette. .. in fact I could not see anything in that place only the darkness ... which in fact made me feel even more helpless ... if it happens again I'll look more at the details ... maybe I'll notice some pattern. ..

I regret not having been able to return before, I have had some health problems in this months ... even so, I have not stopped my Investigation, while I was in bed, I used my phone to gather information about mystery and other things ... at the moment my health is weak, so I will not be able to publish, at least for a while longer ... well, I decided to leave this post for those who at the time were interested in what I published ... soon I will publish more things about what is happening in my life ... because I've had more strange dreams ... I've been taking note of them ... as soon as I gather a few more ... I'll publish a theory about what those dreams can be ... good , at the moment I say goodbye, I will take care of myself and hope that my health improves a little ... well, see you later!