Sean Thomas' Curations

It was a drunken summer, or maybe it was almost fall, but the sky was red and the heart was empty. I’d been walking along the pier – Canada was on the other side; safety; security, – the one place that was the farthest from where I was and where I wanted to be.

Untitled 1 It had been the first of many. The one that re-ignited the flame. The one that kept the motivation going. The one that never left. The one that danced with everyone. The one who kissed no one. #originalart #paintingforsale #acrylic

Textured Purple, Pink, Magenta, and White acrylic on canvas. Original.

It had been the first of many. The one that re-ignited the flame. The one that kept the motivation going. The one that never left. The one that danced with everyone. The one who kissed no one.

The Basilia Phalanstère was located at 1016 Madison Ave, Central Business District, in Sidume, of Pentapolis of the Valley.  It is six floors high, with a basement to make seven; and worth $32 million with taxes at about $80,000, for 93,300 square feet with elevators.  The building had been zoned for commercial and residential usage. From outside the building looked elegant and stately, a large…

The Basilia Phalanstère was located at 1016 Madison Ave, Central Business District, in Sidume, of Pentapolis of the Valley.  It is six floors high, with a basement to make seven; and worth $32 million with taxes at about $80,000, for 93,300 square feet with elevators.  The building had been zoned for commercial and residential usage. From outside the building looked elegant and stately, a large…

A GHASTLY MAZE

The Basilia Phalanstère was located at 1016 Madison Ave, Central Business District, in Sidume, of Pentapolis of the Valley.  It is six floors high, with a basement to make seven; and worth $32 million with taxes at about $80,000, for 93,300 square feet with elevators.  The building had been zoned for commercial and residential usage. From outside the building looked elegant and…

I swear, I’m easy to care for like a cactus

Self-contempt, isolation, and a strong sense that I was untrustworthy accompanied one another making shame became my core identity. And locked in a set of very unhealthy beliefs. I was, and still am, incapable of trusting my own emotions as a compass. There is an overwhelming shadow that I will be disregarded for being abnormal, that my failures would create drama. I developed skill to ground…

 Throughout formative romantic and sexual relationships, I was a chaos creator – swinging wildly from emotion to emotion; constantly throwing and reeling; appeasing and indignant. A dating lifetime of pursuing others and never being pursued had been role-reversed when I dated Luke.

In previous dating pursuits, I was rebuffed, the other only looked good on paper, or I was purely a placeholder…