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Another fodder aberration I’ve got up for sale atm! 

If you haven’t heard by now, yes, I have been banned - specifically, for botting. 

I don’t regret getting caught. I needed to be disciplined, because I couldn’t discipline myself. I regret that I needed to be disciplined in the first place.

To those of you who knew me, this probably comes as a bit of a shock, and I know that some of you have been trying to rationalize what you have heard. I’m very sorry to disappoint you, but I don’t deserve your faith in me. It probably wouldn’t surprise you when I say that when I first started this stupidity, it was so that I could buy things to gift other people, both anonymously and not anonymously. I rationalized that since I wasn’t trying to make a profit, that it was okay - and then conveniently didn’t think about it ever again in some kind of subconscious dismissal of the problem. Mistake number two (mistake number one being using a bot in the first place, of course).

I pride myself on my integrity - or rather, I did, since I’ve now well and truly proved to myself that I’m not nearly as honorable as I try to tell myself. Still, I think that even though it doesn’t make up for my actions, owning up to it is still better than just disappearing without a word, and letting people wonder, or leaving my friends to try and defend me in my absence. 

My most beloved projects, the PSD Services thread and The Everlasting Memorial, have been taken up in new incarnations by bun and Calix respectively (I’m sorry, I don’t remember their IDs). Please give them any support you would have given me.

Now that there is no point in secrecy, I can tell you all that I was, indeed, the Aywas Fairy - and no, I didn’t do it to get praise and attention. I did it because there were people I wasn’t comfortable interacting with on a more personal level, since there are people who will consider small gifts as overtures of friendship, and I wasn’t really looking for that. I was and still am struggling with finding a balance between being friendly and having only a few close friends, as is my preference. So the Aywas Fairy was a way for me to distance myself and still send out small gifts to cheer people up whenever I could. 

Staff has graciously closed my threads, cancelled my breedings, and contacted any users with outstanding commissions with me. If there are still things that have been left at loose ends, please contact a staff member, who will be more able to assist you than I.

Thank you for the fun times, the lessons, the friendships, and the experiences. I wish you all the best.

hey guys! i made a whole bunch of 100x100 icons like these, all made from the vista artwork. i hope to eventually have venue icons, too, but for now, these are perfectly suited for use in bios, profiles, signatures etc. !!!

you can find them in my thread!

Did Someone ask for Pride Flag Cerdae? No? Well, here they are anyways. 

death doesn’t discriminate between the sinners and the saints

regarding the previous post on here about botting, I just want to come in here and point out a few things.

I’m a frequent user on Aywas, and by this I mean I adventure for several hours a day, use a script, I have never, ever been caught out for botting. Want to know why? I don’t cheat, it’s as simple as that.

it’s common knowledge that staff takes a large amount of time to compile a case on you if they suspect you’re cheating, because they want to be completely sure that they’re not banning you unfairly. they know the backlash that comes with these kinds of things; they’re not stupid. 

a prime example of this is Seacrest, if anyone remembers her. she was one of the big rich players on aywas, and people were convinced she didn’t bot. but lo and behold, she posted on tumblr that she did, in fact cheat. it’s likely that your friend is in the same boat. you want to plead innocence, but if you have any knowledge as to how autoclickers other botting mechanisms work, it is physically impossible to replicate that behaviour, and as such, the only reason you’ll get pinged for botting is if you are actually cheating and being a dipshit about it.