Screamqueen

Brainiacs - Stydia

It wasn’t easy to keep anything from his best friend; Scott had been through so much and he literally put him through hell again by making him think that his previous Alpha was dead. After hearing about how Scott nearly killed Lucas over it, he hesitated about keeping the secret hidden, tempting to spill everything. But he didn’t. He didn’t exactly want to worry Lydia, Isaac or Emily but they ended up worried regardless. “And not like it was some walk in the park. You know, I almost told him and I don’t know what would have happened if I did. Maybe things would happen the same or it could be different.” Stiles suddenly frowned upon hearing her response, “Yeah, right. Sorry.” Sometimes, other than Scott, Lydia was someone else who often got a hard time. Like being a banshee, maybe even expecting death almost every single day and he definitely knew what Lydia meant by it. 

Lydia giggled as Stiles tried to justify himself further, not mattering to her what he was saying, but she let him ramble for the moment. Seeing his frown come on, she shrugged her shoulders, deciding to walk around the room. "Don't be. You're lucky to not have these feelings, Stiles. Sometimes, I almost forget what it feels like to be human. Like, I'm losing parts of myself with each scream. Though all of this, there are some days where I don't feel like I'm a teenaged girl. I mean, look at me. I haven't done my hair, I'm wearing leggings and flats. What have I come to?", she ranted herself before sitting herself back down on the bed, putting her face in her hands, her hair falling in messy curls around them. Looking up, her faces was a mix of anger, sadness, and a glint of envy. "All I'm saying is, don't feel sorry for being the only actual normal one here, Stiles. And don't feel sorry for doing what you did, because even as human, you're one of the bravest people I know to tangle yourself in all of this mess. I feel like I don't have a choice. But you do, and you choose to be here with us. Don't apologize for being on our side when you don't have to."