Scrambling to stop

Because it takes a lot for me to get me into that state.

“The holidays” where people feel so much pressure and feelings of not being enough isn’t a tradition worth keeping to me.

Whether it’s to buy shit or sell shit or to find acceptance from emotionally immature/close-minded people. It’s silly and it’s weird I’ve kept up with it for so long.

I’m going to try to make new traditions for myself during “the holidays” going forward.

I know that I want to be available for people who are struggling or especially needing affirmation during this time.

I know the queer and trans community hasn’t had it easy this year. I know the deadly combo of white supremacy + capitalism makes it hard to feel grounded. I know “the holidays” can activate feelings of loneliness.