♪ Let it Go ♪

Why exactly are we talking about you missing my brother when I’m here right now? That’s just rude, even for you. 

What do you expect? He showered me in attention. That’s how you win me over.

Sorry for what? [closes his eyes] You know, I think there was a point where I think I genuinely did hate you. I felt like you had used me and like our relationship meant absolutely nothing to you. I could have been right for all I know but I eventually got over it. I’m just sorry that it took us not talking for months for me to finally get to this point. I don’t even know why I’m telling you this but, judging from our situation, it might be the last chance I get.  

Sorry for everything. Divorcing you and leaving to Greece, just like that. For coming back only a few months later. For moving on. Everything before that too. [sighs and stops kicking] I don’t blame you for hating me and I wouldn’t blame you if you still did. I fucked up and I shouldn’t have handled the situation like that. I will tell you that our relationship meant everything to me and I loved you, I really did.  What I have learned though, it people can fall out of love as fast as they fall in and that’s what happened.I should have told you without just leaving like that. And we were obviously too young to get married. [smells the fire getting stronger and begins to kick again and finally gets his leg free then fist pumps the air] Fuck yeah!

[laughs and places the piece of glass down] I’m kidding, that would have done nothing but kill me faster. I told I was getting you out of here, right? [leans back on his elbows and starts using his good leg to kick the debris off] Fuck. [stops and looks over at Scott] Hey, I’m sorry okay? I don’t know if I told you and I know you probably think my sorrys are shit, but I want you to know I truly am. [kicks some more and grunts while doing so]

Sorry for what? [closes his eyes] You know, I think there was a point where I think I genuinely did hate you. I felt like you had used me and like our relationship meant absolutely nothing to you. I could have been right for all I know but I eventually got over it. I’m just sorry that it took us not talking for months for me to finally get to this point. I don’t even know why I’m telling you this but, judging from our situation, it might be the last chance I get.  

Just double checking [sighs] I’m sorry for yelling. [lets go of Scott’s hand and grabs a large piece of glass off the floor] I could pull a 127 Hours and cut my leg off.

[shrugs] It’s okay, we’re both in a tough situation right now. [looks at wide Spencer] Drop that glass! I’ve heard you say some absolute shit since I’ve known you but this one takes the cake. 

I’m not going to stop worrying about you and you aren’t going to stop worrying about me and all we are doing right now is getting closer to death! So, can you fucking move at all or not?!

Don’t you think that if I could actually stand up I would have gotten both of us out of here by now?! I’m getting the feeling back in my arms but that’s not going to fucking help in any way. And could you please stop reminding me of how close to dying we are. 

I’m not doing self sacrificing shit, okay? I’m the main why you are always in these situations, and I swear to god you are going to get out of here with or without me. [shakes his head] At least I can move the rest of my body. Didn’t you say you couldn’t feel anything?

What the hell are you talking about Spencer? The explosion wasn’t your fault and we both happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time so stop talking bullshit. There is absolutely no way I’m getting out of here and leaving you behind so don’t even think about it. I’ll be fine, I told you not to worry about me.

There is a beam from the ceiling on my leg. I can’t– I’m not in pain and I think that’s a bad sign. [reaches out and takes Scott’s hand] You are gonna be okay. I’ll make sure of it. 

You better not be s-starting with your self-sacrificing shit because I won’t let you. I’m not g-getting out of here without you and right now you have it a lot worse so don’t you dare worry about me.

Yeah, yeah I can. [sits up and sees his leg] Fuck. Scott– I’m not gonna be able to move. 

Spencer? What the fuck is going on? Why can’t you move? [squeezes his eyes shut and takes in deep breaths to try and calm himself down] You’re not okay are y-you?

Yeah, we will. No, just some glass in my hand. What– What about you? 

Y-You can get us out of here then right? I-I think I’m okay, can’t really feel anything but I think that’s normal after being in an explosion.

Maybe I am just your bad luck charm? [lightly laughs] Just like old time huh?

Yeah, just like old times. And like old times we’re going to make it out of this together, okay? Are you hurt?

[laying the floor, talking loudly cause he can’t hear that well] Are– Are you ok?!

Why do I always get stuck in these situations with you?