Going through some changes

Sometimes, please see often– Scott did things that often changed things…forever. Like that comment he made. Still hugging and shielding herself from the wolf as much as she could, Kira had soon placed her head upon her arms resting across her knees. In all honesty she didn’t know what to say to him, or where to go from there. The atmosphere around them had been thick with awkward, so much that had it lingered anymore the kitsune was certain it would soon manifest into a tangible, organic being. 

“–Have I really gained that much weight it’s noticeable?” Funny, in most cases stress can often result in weight loss. In others, harboring stress could also prevent such things. Kira’s must have been the latter. Feeling ridiculously self conscious, a problem he’s had before hand (acutely) it was something she’d truly rather not think about. “Don’t answer that,” the young fox had decided, biting her lip as she cast her gaze down moving off the stool. “I should probably get dressed…call my parents, let them know I’m awake…”

Scott knew he had messed up, he could just feel it roll off of her and in this moment there would be nothing he could do to change it. He slowly stood up, head bowed as the weight of making Kira feel anything less than loved and beautiful fell heavy on his shoulders. He sat on the stool across from her, pushing back his hair from his eyes when he looked up at her.

Scott’s hands exploring her body felt so nice, even if she had been wearing a towel. His kisses were amazing, too- making her skin tingle. “Yeah, I remember but you were so deep in sleep that…I didn’t have the heart to wake you.” The fox explained with a soft hum to follow- eased against him. “I did…I’m feeling moderately okay now, though.”

While she listened to the wolf point out what he’s noticed, Kira abruptly opened her eyes where she frowned awfully deep. “–On second thought I don’t think I’m all that hungry.” Moving from Scott’s arms to go sit down at the island– Kira held– no, hugged herself a little closer as if to shield her body. Gained weight?? WEIRD? She never pegged Scott to be like that… “Thanks..”

Scott's face fell with concern as she pulled away and denied food. Her tone and the way she just seemed to drop hit him at once. "Kira?" Utterly confused, he kneeled in front of Kira as she sat down, chin on her knee as he looked up at her trying to figure out what was going on. It was when he realized she was shielding herself from him did it click. Oh FUCK.

With her hair as wet mess, and a towel still wrapped around her– safe to do so as Melissa had an early morning shift today…Kira had been standing in front of the sink with a cereal box in hand reading the back when Scott had found her. Kissing on her neck, arms wrapped around. The best feeling, really– especially with how crappy she’d been feeling. “I know, but I wanted you to sleep, too.” The Kistune murmured leaning back against him with a gentle, exhausted sigh.

Closing here eyes as she basically melted against him, the fox exposed her neck enjoying the kisses being pressed to her warmed skin. “Was planning on having a small bowl of cereal, but if you’re up for making breakfast I’d be happy to try some out.” While Kira had often slept over Scott’s house (please see nightly) she never really got to try his cooking before. “If I get sick again, it’s on you though.” She gave the wolf a smile as best she could, turning her face to meet his lips briefly. 

Scott's embrace was gentle as he practically melted into her. He lead soft kisses along her neck and jaw with happy sounds. "I don't sleep very well without, remember?" His hands moved along her stomach and down along her thighs with a tilt of his head, but was soon distracted as she exposed her throat to him. As human as he tried to be, the act always had him rumbling, kisses a little more focused now.

While Kira had slept on and off through the night, the last time she had woken up had been the last time she tried to go back to sleep. Instead, the Kitsune had been sitting in the shower with the water pouring over herself trying to get past this wave of nausea that’s been getting to her for over an hour now. Was it possible for a supe to be so worn down they could get sick? Miserable, hair tied up with wisps matted to her forehead from the water– the young fox didn’t want to wake Scott up.

He needed the rest just as much as she did, besides– this would pass right? The minute she started to feel okay again, Kira sat up turning the water off where she then went about getting herself a towel to wrap around her body. Maybe eating would help subside what ever is going on. Doing just that, wrapping her small yet full frame in a towel, the kitsune carefully padded down to the kitchen with a little groan. Man, being light headed was something she didn’t enjoy. Not one bit. 

Scott must have needed sleep more than he was willing to admit, as sometime when Kira left the bed he had flipped onto his stomach, face buried into the pillows. In his dreams he was reminded full moons always made him anxious, more worried than he usually was, and that he should learn to really let go more. As he slowly came around, noticing the fact his partner was gone from his embrace and he had thoroughly soaked his pillow in drool, he made a note that someone had to worry.

“Maybe a month and a half ago?” Kira answered having not thought too much about it as well…it happens. Yawning as she closed her eyes again, sleep was about to take her over again..honestly she felt like she could sleep for a whole week straight. “I would tell them the same thing,” the fox answered at last before having settled in all over again. “Hey– lay with me again.” While it had been Kira there to help Scott sleep, it’s gotten to the point where Kira needed HIM to sleep, too. While Scott’s mind had been occupied by a lot of other things, their sexual endeavors hadn’t been one on Kira’s. To the Kitsune it was just her body being out of whack from the exertion being placed on her body. The amplified out bursts and the passing out all the time after an episode…that’s what she had chalked it up to. Another large yawned pulled from Kira, the kitsune snuggled closer to her boyfriend where she whispered a soft ‘good night’ nuzzling into his shoulder.

"Maybe a month ago?" Scott repeated, thinking it may have been longer. He quickly saw it'd be useless to get any more of a specific date out of her. Kira was tired, he was too, but not like her. He could feel her body slack against his and automatically drew her close against him. Even if she was a fox and he was a wolf, to Scott she was one of the most important people in his life. He settled down with her at her request, arms wrapping around her waist with his nose pressed to her temple. The Alpha took a deep breath of her scent, noting it had changed to something sweeter. At its core, she still smelled like Kira.

Returning the soft smile that was saturated with a melancholy feeling, Kira hummed and agreed. Scott did make good food, must have gotten it from Melissa– despite how much they had take out. Laying back down where she felt much cooler now that her hair had been tied up and her shirt off her sweating body, Kira let her hands rest on her stomach. While Scott’s hands had been moving over her abdomen too, the fox closed here eyes where she took a soft breath in thought. “I’ve missed my period? But that could be all the stress going on…are you sure we should be asking Deaton about these things?” Opening her eyes again as she glanced up at Scott, Kira nosed into his arm softly before grabbing his hand to snuggle. “Seems all kind of personal and I don’t know him all that well..”

Scott wasn't stupid, he had been a great student before all of this werewolf business broke out around him. It just took a bit of studying on his behalf to grasp a concept fully. His hand paused over Kira's stomach, brows furrowing as his sleepy mind went to work. "You'd tell the doctor the same thing, wouldn't you? You and I are just a bit different now." The Alpha thought about what she said; missing her period. He learned about reproduction through class, at the vet office, and what he picked up being around his friends.  Stress could cause a missing period, but so could other things.

Wiping her forehead free of the small little beads of sweat that had collected there, Kira watched as Scott opened the window appreciating the things he’d done for her without even asking it of him. “Yeah, weeks,” the fox murmured in response to the reminder a frown taking over her features. When her boyfriend of a wolf returned to her side, helping the fox remove her shirt– Kira had been ever so thankful to have him there with her.

“Thanks,” Kira yawned as her hand rested at her side where Scott had been quick to take her hair elastic and tie her hair up. Something he had learned to do from all the times she’s had him play with her hair. The tanned teen had certainly learned quickly, and for that– Kira appreciated it very much. “Mm..that feels a lot better.” The raven haired girl commented, much happier now that her hair had been off her neck. “Maybe I’m just burning too much energy…I mean..I do pass out after each time I lost control..” The last parts had been mumbled. Something she’d been ashamed of and not too proud to admit. Leaning against Scott as he smelled her, the fox placed her hands on her sore stomach where she gave a little whimper of a grunt. “Wish I could blame it on bad food.”

Scott had only wanted to make Kira more comfortable, she had been coming over to his home for a while now just to make sure he got rest. The least he could do when she was feeling run down was try to make her more comfortable. He frowned as she mentioned herself losing control, his stomach doing a flip as he urged her to lay down on his bed. "Not my food, I only make good food." The wolf reminded her with a small smile, hoping to pick up the mood a bit.

“Deatons, yeah,” Kira nodded as she had been slipping back into a state of sleep, curling into Scott’s side where she had been kept more than warm. After about another hour or so that had past, Kira had rolled over feeling the need to tug on her clothes trying to free herself from them mumbling something about being too warm. 

“Can we open a window? It’s– I can’t..it’s really hot.” The tired fox finally got out, fighting for words to even form sentences with. What was going on? Just how much did her Kitsune have an effect on her?  Never did she think she’d see the day where she didn’t feel good. Tonight had been that night. “I don’t feel too well and I’ve oddly got a stomach ache. Like I’ve done a thousand sit ups.”

It had to have been Scott's arms wrapped snuggly around Kira's waist that added to temperature rising. Roused from his own sleep he slowly picked himself up with a soft and tired, "Hm?" He shifted onto his knees so he could open the window wider for Kira, brows furrowing in concern as he leaned over to help tug her shirt off so she could cool down. It just didn't sit right with him, both their temperatures ended up being mostly regulated.

“Mm– mn– no, no I’m getting hot anyway. What time is it?” Kira asked as she tried to move about only to have been eased back into his chest. Sighing out against him only to be followed with a yawn, the Kitsune looked up at the wolf as much as she could from this position. “Sorry I fell asleep before you,” the young fox apologized, eyes fighting to stay open but ultimately closed from being way too heavy.

Exhaustion had been hitting Kira so hard lately, especially having to wake up early on the weekends to help her father with various things at school. Didn’t help that she’d been feeling more drained and under the weather than she’d like to be. “Just gonna…rest here against you a little longer, just a little longer.”

"A little after one." Scott answered, hand sliding down along her back as he settled under her. He tried to hide the look of concern that flashed by, not wanting to worry her. "You don't have to apologize for being comfortable. I'm told I'm the best source of heat, I'd fall asleep on me too." He said with a soft smile, eyes sliding along her body, fighting the urge to switch to his Alpha eyes and really check on her.

Scott had been the perfect person to lay with, the fingers through her hair…the warm body to cuddle. Hell, the kisses to her forehead despite being asleep has been pretty nice, too. All the elements needed for the perfect night in, which is why the Kitsune had been asleep in the wolfs arms. Although this time around the fox had fallen asleep much faster than normal. Between her own Kitsune freaking out on her at random times and feeling lack of energy, oh the irony, right? Kira had been awfully tired these last few weeks.

Normally Kira had tried to stay awake to make sure Scott was actually going to sleep. It was definitely concerning to know that her boyfriend hadn’t been getting the rest he needed, especially when things on the chaotic scale had been heavily weighted down past it’s limits. The fox had failed, as well– she’d been the first one asleep tonight. Stirring when Scott started to move, reaching for the remote, Kira’s head had been moved in such as way that she had woke up. “–Scott? Scott wha’….what’s wrong?” 

Scott immediately felt bad for disturbing Kira from her sleep. She had been needing all the rest she could get, it was as if every chance a nap came up, Kira needed it to recharge. He assumed it was because her Kitsune was taking a lot out of her, he hoped that was all it was.