Seeing the reaction to his words, he could just feel how he fell even more in love with him, like how was that even possible? âTrue. But you are hot tooâ he said and nodded. Knowing that Oliver wasnât used to the compliments, he felt even more determined to make this gorgeous man know just how godlike he was. âYes, Iâm serious. You love nerdy stuff and I love you so itâs a perfect date. And I just wanna see that huge, dorky grin on your lips all day long, knowing that itâs because you are at Comic Con with yours truly. I think I am a prayer thatâs been answered when it comes to you. And please, I am the one who should be asking thatâ he told him with a playfull eyeroll. Connor had changed, he had become more calm since he met Oliver. Before he met him, he didnât have anything worth fighting for, something that kept him grounded. But now he did and it felt amazing. But somewhere along the way he did lose himself and that was when the whole murder thing happened. Just thinking back on everything that have happened, he was surprised he was actually alive. âIâm happy when you are happy. And of course I see you, you made me feel human again and not like this emotionless sex machine. You made me understand that life is worth so much more. And it makes me feel special, that I had an impact on your lifeâ he admitted. The groan, the way he looked. He was just weak for this man in general. âI wonât ever stopâ he assured him. âBetter than to die seperatedâ he added. Heaven was whenever Oliver was near, thatâs for sure. His own personal glimpse of heaven. His own bliss. Leaning back, he nodded and took his hand. âI donât live far away from here. And yes, I found a place and I moved in. Not like I have any clothes or furniture but a manâs gotta have a place to crashâ
Oliver merely crinkled his nose, not wanting to protest because he knew how stubborn Connor could be. It didnât matter how he saw himself because the person Connor saw him as was the man that he aspired to be. âI do love nerdy stuff. But also it would just be super nice to show the man that I love the things that I love. Itâs like my two very different worlds are colliding. Iâll totally be the happiest fanboy there. Youâre way more than an answered prayer and Iâm not just saying that because Iâm not religious.â The male easily wrapped his arms around Connorâs neck, his fingers sliding to massage the otherâs scalp, his grin only widening with his boyfriendâs sweet words, âI mean youâve had more than an impact on my life, Connor. You ARE my life now. Youâre the most important person in my life. Youâre my everything. Which was why I proposed. I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you.â Cupping the manâs face within his hands, âI want to be yours.â He chuckles softly, âLike Romeo and Juliet.â He offers with the nod of his head. Raising a brow, âWell luckily I donât want you in clothes right now so that works in our favor. Though we probably should talk about getting an actual place. I mean if we want to stay here and not go back to Philadelphia.â Though he rests his head on Connorâs shoulder, âMaybe we can talk about this when I donât have a hard-on.â He breathes out, rolling his hips against his boyfriendâs.