el ⧗⋆.𐙚 ̊ (byler endgame!!)

❝she rules her life like a bird in flight and who will be her lover?❞

— "rhiannon" by Fleetwood Mac

˙ .꒷🪼. 𖦹˙— about me

ᯓ★ my name's ellie/el!! (it's more like nickname tho, I use it on social media and some online friends call me that, my legal name is marta :33)

ᯓ★ I'm a lesbian and prefer they/she pronouns in english and she/they in my native language (polish), but all pronouns are fine!! (I'm genderfluid btw)

ᯓ★ I'm autistic with adhd and "other mixed anxiety disorder" (all diagnosed!!)

ᯓ★ I'm a sophomore = minor = don't be fucking weird!! ://

ᯓ★ I LOVE typology, so here's mine:

isfp/infp (I'm IF in classic jungian). sx/so 4w3. 469 (4w3-6w7-9w1). choleric-melancholic. chaotic good. [I'm lowkey questioning if I'm not 468 tho 😭]

ᯓ★ witch (since 2021 but I'm still a baby witch I guess 😭)

ᯓ★ I'm polish, but I post in english!!

ᯓ★ my favorite animals are raccoons, jellyfishes and cats

ᯓ★ my favourite colors: burgundy (dark/wine red), purple, orange (and I absolutely love purple and orange combo), pink, green (especially sage, pastel and dark), blue

˙ .꒷🪼. 𖦹˙— literally me!! (aka my kins):

(amanda and misty day are the heaviest, cut me in half and you'll see these two)

amanda young (saw). misty day (ahs coven). misty quigley (yellowjackets). nancy wheeler. robin buckley. joyce byers. will byers. mike wheeler. el hopper. (all six are from stranger things) cassie ainsworth (skins). jade west (victorious). dottie underwood (agent carter). linda (becker). coraline jones (coraline).

↑ [pictures: amanda young, misty day, misty quigley, nancy wheeler]

˙ .꒷🪼. 𖦹˙— FANDOMS:

❝the cure for death itself? the answer is immortality.❞

— Amanda Young in Saw III

stranger things. saw franchise. marvel (mcu and black widow comics). yellowjackets. agatha all along. agent carter. american horror story. the last of us. life is strange. fnaf. mulholland drive. shadowhunters universe. the hunger games. alice madness returns. dead poets society. the conjuring franchise. gravity falls. heathers. hamilton. other musicals. komisarz alex. descendants. (and many, MANY more...) [bold means I'm most active in them and cursive are my special interests]

╰┈➤ STRANGER THINGS ✮⋆˙

— favourite characters: nancy wheeler. joyce byers. robin buckley. karen wheeler. mike wheeler. will byers. el hopper. lucas sinclair. max mayfield.

— favourite ships: joyren!!!! (I'm the biggest joyren stan in the world.) ronance!!!! byler!!!! lumax/mucas. jancy. elmax. steddie. stonathan. elumax. nancy x barb. hopclair. one-sided stommy. jopper.

— favourite platonic duos: platonic elmike. stobin (steve and robin). platonic jopper. platonic stancy. madwheeler (mike and max). madwise (max and will). willel. rebelwise (will and robin). freakdrew (nancy and eddie). elmax. hopclair. joyce and murray. (and all of the other non-canon romantic ships I like, they're cute as platonic too!!)

— favorite headcanons: lesbian karen wheeler!!!! bisexual and genderfluid (she/he) nancy wheeler. gay mike wheeler. bisexual joyce byers. (these are from my main ships, the rest of sexuality hcs are here) autistic + adhd robin buckley. adhd nancy wheeler. anxiety disorder (I think it's canon tho) and adhd joyce. nancy's favorite song being total eclipse of the heart by bonnie tyler. karen wheeler is alice creel theory (I'm staying delusional untill the end).

╰┈➤ SAW ｡𖦹.˚

— favourite characters: amanda young. jill tuck. adam faulkner–stanheight. brit stevenson. peter strahm. john kramer. allison kerry.

— favourite ships: lynnmanda/shotgunshipping. pintshipping. chainshipping. john and jill. hoffstrahm/coffinshipping. eric and kerry.

— favourite platonic duos: platonic rockstarshipping (amanda and adam). amanda and john ☹️. daniel and amanda. platonic strahm and perez.

— favourite headcanons: autistic amanda. (not saying she doesn't have bpd, she's just autistic coded too and I relate to her a lot) pre-trap alcoholic brit. brit and mallick living together after saw v. amanda and adam knowing eachother more before she kidnapped him for the trap. apprentices actually having any contact with each other and john out of being apprentices. mallick's burn scars being also sh (it's hinted in saw v). jill being a mother figure to amanda.

I think the sexuality headcanons from saw are mostly the same for everyone tbh 😭

my favourite saw movies are saw III (it's my fav movie in general), saw II, saw V and saw.

╰┈➤ MARVEL ⧗

!! I'm currently rewatching everything and catching up on new things so a lot things might change and I'll probably be updating this often !!

— favourite mcu characters: agatha harkness. dottie underwood. natasha romanoff. maria hill. yelena belova. peter quill. peggy carter. sam wilson. wanda maximoff. tony stark. bucky barnes. carol danvers. kate bishop. clint barton. rio vidal. steve rogers.

— favourite mcu ships: agathario. carterwood. blackhill. wandanat. gamora and quill. stucky. winterwidow/buckynat. danbeau (carol danvers and maria rambeau). wandagatha. stony. bishova. peptasha. wandavision. pepperony. cartinelli.

— my marvel headcanons list is currently in work so I'll add a link later!!

currently reading bw comic: bw breakdown (2001) issue #3

my reading list: *to be added*

╰┈➤ YELLOWJACKETS 🃜🃚🃖🃁🂭🂺

— favourite characters: misty quigley. shauna shipman. nat scatorccio. lottie matthews. van palmer.

— favourite ships: mistynat. jackieshauna. lottienat. lottielee. taivan. butcherqueen. jackienat.

— favourite headcanons: autistic misty quigley. lesbian misty quigley. lesbian jackie taylor. the rest of sexuality hcs is pretty the same for most ppl in the fandom 😭

˙ .꒷🪼. 𖦹˙— MUSIC:

❝all the pretty stars shine for you, my love. am I that girl that you dream of?❞

— "pretty when you cry" by Lana Del Rey

singers: lana del rey. lorde. stevie nicks. florence + the machine. mitski. marina. taylor swift. lady gaga. kate bush. fiona apple. some halsey, olivia rodrigo, billie eilish, chappell roan and ethel cain.

bands: fleetwood mac. big thief. black box recorder. the dresden dolls. she wants revenge. radiohead. mazzy star. mother mother. the last dinner party. abba. the nbhd. fydolla ho. some los campesinos!, the yagas and arctic monkeys.

extras: musicals' soundtracks, rock, fnaf and "weird kid" ahh music, pop, I'm seriously getting into bowie and queen lately (I mean like more than 3 songs lol). blake robinson's duets with gloom darkheart. witchy ahh music. 70s, 80s, 90s, 00s music. early-mid 2010s white girl ahh music. some fun 40s, 50s and 60s music. a fever you can sweat out by p!atd. postmodern jukebox's covers. some crystal castles kinda music. some polish music like myslovitz, kult, manaam. and daria zawialow lol. some pirated felonie martinez's songs. shawnee smith's songs 😭.

(I listen to pretty much everything as long as I like it 😭, I don't really listen to very heavy metal and stuff tho, it's overstimulating for me sometimes so I can barely enjoy it 💔💔)

˙ .꒷🪼. 𖦹˙— MY SOCIALS :

ao3: scissorsxluvv

wattpad: scissorsxluvv

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tt main acc: mysteriousquigleyy_

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side blog (mostly posting my pics and stuff but I barely use it 😭): ultrawhimsyviolence

˙ .꒷🪼. 𖦹˙— and here's me!! 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

— your fav nerd's fav nerd signing off!! ᝰ.ᐟ

❝I am my mother's child, I'll love you 'till my breathing stops, I'll love you 'till you call the cops on me.❞

— "writer in the dark" by Lorde

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(I don't have the videos of those scenes downloaded on my phone so idk just imagine/remember them 😓😓)

s2 ep2

*joyce says that she just can't functionate whenever will is away from her because she's worried about him blah blah while they dance*

J: "I know it sounds silly.."

B: "no, it's not silly. it's not silly."

s1 ep 3

*joyce explains (lies) to karen that she hung those fuckass christmas lights all over the house because will loved christmas and it felt like he was home*

J: "it- it's silly, I know.."

K: "nooo... no, it's not silly." *grabs her hand*

(if you haven't seen it yet, you can watch it here!!)

okay, first of all, I'm even more excited for s5 LIKE GIVE IT TO US ALREADYYAGHRDHSH

but also I can't believe it's ending. ☹️

my babies are adults now 😭 (it's not like I'm half their age.... but they're my babies ok 😔)

and also... 🛐🛐

anyway!!

I'M SO SCARED FOR HOLLY OH MY GOD

AND FOR KAREN TOO

IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO ANY OF MY WHEELERS (except for ted idgaf about him lol) I'M GONNA SUE THE DUFFERS ISTG 💔

another thing, also about holly, Y'ALL WERE RIGHT WITH THE ALICE IN WONDERLAND DRESS

I LOVE THE ALICE IN WONDERLAND IMAGERY SO MUCH GIVE ME MORE I'M SO EXCITED ARGHSGASGAHFSS

henry get over your sister after 28 years challenge 😭😭

alice creel will definitely be important this season.

speaking of important....

KAREN IS GOING TO BE IMPORTANT IN S5.

I mean, why did they put her here WITH ONE FUCKASS LINE and not put any clips of sadie, jamie, priah or nell fisher (because we know that holly is important this season, so she's also a part of the main cast) talking 😭

tbh now that I think about it, maybe that's the case — max, henry/vecna and holly are very important so they don't want to spoil anything or smth?? 😭😭 idk

(well el and will are also very important and millie and noah are there, but they're like main MAIN characters so)(and also what else could be the reason behind not putting sadie and jamie there if not this lol)(idk about nell and priah tho, could be because they're not that popular among the cast?? idk WHY AM I OVERTHINKING THIS HELP)

ANYWAY 😭

I'm very excited for karen finally being important (well, in my opinion, she's always been a bit important, there's a few butterfly effects that change the ENTIRE plot that are because of her or centered around her, which is kinda suspicious (for example her not letting boys play a bit more in the first episode — resulting in will being missing) and she is suspicious in general (her lockpicking in s1???? wtf???? 😭) and I think she knows much more then we think.

*cough* she's alice creel *cough*

but my absolute favourite theory aside, she really is suspicious 😭

now.... time for ships 😈😈

since I just talked about karen, it'd be nice to mention how much excited I am about joyren FINALLY having screentime together 🙏🙏

*imagine that one breaking chains with sunset in the background picture bc I can't add more pics*

speaking of sunsets....

WE ARE DEFINITELY GETTING A MILEVEN MUTUAL BREAKUP SCENE

REMEMBER THAT ONE LEAK WHERE PEOPLE WERE TRYING TO LIP-READ WHAT MIKE IS SAYING AND WE WERE SAYING IT'S A BREAKUP SCENE??

THAT'S LITERALLY THIS SCENE.

(it's not the exact video, I can't find that one but yk what I'm talking about 😭)

BYLER CANON AND PLATONIC ELMIKE BESTIES!!!!!! ‼️‼️💙💛🙌🎉🥂

a few words about other ships:

I'M SO EXCITED FOR JOPPER!! I lowkey can't believe I'm saying this, as I'm a platonic jopper stan 😭 (though I always liked them romantic too) but yk what? HELL FUCKING YEAH LET'S GOOO (THEY'RE SO CUTEEE)

I have the highest hopes for either jancy or ronance endgame I DON'T EVEN CARE WHICH ONE I JUST DON'T WANT STANCY

but I can't wait for ronance scenes 🙏🙏

AND LUMAX WHERE ARE THEY HELLO?? GIVE US MORE LUMAX 😭😭🙏🙏

and last, but not least....

WHAT IS IT WITH THIS DOOR.

I feel like it's gonna be something with either max or holly idk

like in the mind lair

and I think the blue stuff (I forgot how it's called 😭) will be removed in the show

like yk, it's just the bts and the door will be LITERALLY out of nowhere, floating

it gives alice in wonderland vibes

I think that's it!! :33