SCHS

I'm so happy for you, I never wanted you to react how you did. I do understand what I did, why your would hurt me when all I do is help

These smiles are to convince the world that I'm ok. You know my real smile, you can see through these lies.

When your reality becomes a nightmare, how do you wake up?

I am on the verge of tears nearly every day. Those days when I'm not I'm already crying.

I was never going to be enough was I.

You said it would crush you if I was talking to anyone else, if you were just another girl. I never thought id just be another boy. A stepping stone.

When you go to bed tonight and you hold your loved one close. Spare a thought for those of us who lay alone. Questioning everything they've done and how they ended up alone.

The one time I try to protect myself I just end up getting hurt anyway

No longer being the first thing on your mind, it's going to take time.

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You think me the toad, but no matter the amount of times you sting me I am impervious to the poision.

Say the word and il be there tomorrow

What separated you from everyone else its not that you’re everything I ever wanted, its that you are more than that. Nothing prepared me for meeting you, because how could it? You are beyond anything I knew and anything I will ever know again. 

You've hurt me more than you could ever realise.

Should tears fuel another's smile?