They were supposed to be on their way days ago. Trip to Nicoâs parents and back. Instead, they spent Christmas morning in bed, still in that cozy little cabin in the middle of nowhere that they decided to stop in half-way. Alone. No family or friends, just them.
And all of that just because of some snow.
Well, a lot of snow actually.
The night before they were about to head back out to San Francisco, to attend family dinner at the Kim residence, it had started to snow so severely, that the next morning, Nico couldnât even open the door. And he tried. His ankle still hurt a little from him karate kicking the door. He has to stop doing these as they seem to never actually open anything.
If he was being honest, Nico didn't mind being stuck here. Theyâd see their friends and co-workers year-round. No amount of tinsel or mistletoe could change that. As long as theyâd get to snag some of Caseyâs special gingerbread cookies, everything was going to be just fine. And about their families, well.
Myrna had slowly adjusted to Nico being around. Itâs been a process, but now they even shared inside jokes and could have normal non-awkward conversations. He enjoyed the stories about Leviâs childhood most, much to Leviâs dismay. But funny stories and delicious latkes were nothing against having Levi in his arms, his warm back pressed against Nicoâs stomach, knowing there was nobody going to be around for the rest of the day.
Not to even think about his own family, either. The plan was to visit Nicoâs parents three days ago. Wanted was a stretch here, Nico wanted nothing less than visit his family over the holidays with his boyfriend. He had only recently told his parents about Leviâs existence and the reaction could have been better, but it hadnât been the worst. Awkward silence and change of topic were better than immediately being disowned. Â
It was actually his Appa who reached out to him first and told him to bring along Levi so they could properly meet him. He hadnât heard a word from his Eomma for over a week after until she called to ask about what Levi can eat, since Yunjae had told her heâs Jewish, which then was followed by a semi-passionate tirade about how he didnât tell her, his Eomma, about this man that he seemed to be so disgusting in love with, as Yunjae has put it. Nico had made a mental note to chew her out about it in person.
But the snow had intervened and in person didnât come. Yet. He wonât forget about his little snitch of a sister.
Feeling movement in his arms, Nico was pulled back to the very pleasant present that didnât involve anyone but his boyfriend. Â
Levi turned around and bumped his nose into Nicoâs chest. âMorning,â he mumbled against Nicoâs skin, beard tickling a bit.
âMorning,â Nico replied, running his hand over Leviâs back. Being here with him like this, right now, was perfect and Nico wanted to never leave this little bubble of theirs ever again.
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"I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives.â
When Levi agreed to a house exchange of a small cozy cottage in England, he did not expect his new neighbor to be this attractive. Heartbreak forgotten, he falls head over heels for Nico.
Fourth Advent | December 19th, 2021: Christmas in the ER (link to ao3)
Christmas Eve in the ER is always a coin toss: itâs either chaos in hell or as silent as the holy night baby Jesus was born. But then one of the med students had to go and say the cursed word and all of Leviâs holiday spirit left his body instantly.
âItâs been pretty quiet.â Itâs Carter who says this and up until that moment, he had been Leviâs favourite newbie.
But not anymore.
Before Levi could even tell him to shut up or heâs on rectals for the next week, the doors burst open to let in the icy rain and biting winds. The screams of a frantic man ushering his very pregnant wife who was screaming just as loud follow it all.
The phones ring all at once too and the clerks start to hand out incoming traumas like how Bubbe used to hand out gelt like she was made of it.
âUgh, I miss Bubbe,â Levi says to himself as he rushes forward into one of the trauma rooms just as the paramedics wheel in a patient that had fallen down a flight of stairs.
He takes a deep, almost forlorn breath and gets to work.
Levi really hates being the surgical resident on call in the ER. He curses it when heâs scheduled for it. Taryn loves it because it means she gets first dibs on cool surgeries, but Leviâs sick of being grossed out by everyone that bursts in through the ER doors.
Nico always reminds him that heâs a doctor and that humans, in general, are gross. Levi usually groans about it and laments on the dream that maybe he shouldâve been a veterinarian. At least the patients are always cute, even if they try to bite you.
âBut then we wouldâve never met,â Nico would say and thatâs when Levi tells him to stop being cheesy.
âPage ortho. Looks like weâve got a bilateral ankle fracture,â Levi says, as he investigates the rads that were just taken. At least, In the ER, it also means he gets to see Nico a lot more. People come in all the time with broken bones.
It takes Nico six minutes to come down which meant six minutes of hell in the ER. His patient is screaming his head off and no amount of morphine seems to be stopping the hysterics. Levi almost wants to Ativan him but then Nico finally arrives.
âWhat do we got?â
Dr. Nico Kim the orthopaedic surgeon is very different from Nico Kim, his boyfriend. But both are very hot. Even the way he snaps his gloves on has Levi picking up his jaw from the floor. It takes Levi a great amount of restraint not to jump his boyfriend in the middle of trauma 2 and calmly and professionally give his report to Nico.
Nico whips through his assessment and decides the patient needs surgery. And what do you know? He has some time right now so itâs off to the surgical floor to repair two broken ankles.
Itâs just unfortunate that in the room across, someone needs a chest tube placed and Leviâs pulled out.
Levi sighs as he passes by Nico, who somehow finds a chance to whisper right into Leviâs ear, all quiet and breathy and hot, âYou look so good, babe.â
Itâs like a thousand candles have been lit right under Levi and Levi has to imagine Carter doing rectal exams in a tutu quickly and urgently before he can cross the hall into the next room.
Itâs a miracle he even gets through the day.
Itâs four long hours before Levi finally gets to end his shift. Heâs been bled on, vomited on, and almost pooped on, but hey, he survived another ER shift. He canât wait to get home.
âHi.â
Itâs Nico, just outside near their favourite bench, with one hand behind his back and the other reaching out towards Levi. Sometime during their shifts, the rain turned to snow. The world seems quieter now, covered in blankets of soft white.
âHey,â Levi says and collides into Nicoâs chest, greedily breathing in his boyfriendâs familiar warm scent.
âThat bad today, huh?â Nico asks. He wraps an arm around Leviâs waist.
âI hate the ER.â
Nico laughs. âBut youâre so good at it.â
âNo, Iâm not,â Levi says and smooshes his face right into Nicoâs collar bone. âYou werenât there when Kepner made me cry.â
âWell, you looked good doing it.â
Levi grumbles in disagreement and just hugs Nico tighter.
âI found something on my way out,â Nico says. âMaybe itâll cheer you up.â
Leviâs full on expecting a snowball to the face but when he looks up, Nicoâs holding a small bundle of leaves tied together with a red ribbon.
âDid you steal mistletoe from the hospital?â
âI didnât steal it. I borrowed it.â
âDid someone give it to you?â
âNo.â
âDid you ask someone if you could take it?â
Thereâs some hesitation in his boyfriendâs voice when he answers, âNo.â
âThen are you going to hang it back where you found it?â
Nico looks like heâs thinking hard. âErm, probably not. I donât even remember which doorway it was attached to.â
âOh my god. Then you stole it, Nico.â
Nico wiggles his stolen goods right in Leviâs face and says, âAre you going to kiss me or not? Maybe I should just find someone else to kiss me under the mistleââ
Levi practically shouts before he catches Nicoâs lips with his.
Ugh, he hates the ER, but he loves that Nico always tries to make him feel better afterwards. The kiss feels like a much needed break. A reward for a day of dealing with hysterical, broken people and forcing his brain to calm but still make quick, correct, life or death decisions.
He hates the ER, but the adrenaline that comes with it makes him shake with exhilaration. Itâs the same feeling he gets as Nico kisses him, holds him close and whispers sweet things in his mouth.
âI hate you,â Levi says to Nico when they pull apart. âAnd I hate the ER.â But Nicoâs smiling wide and brilliant, his hair sprinkled with fluffy tuffs of snow. And his eyes sparkling with warmth. It fills Levi up and makes him feel drunk.
âI know you donât really,â Nico replies and kisses him once more.
And Levi really doesnât. Even if the ER makes him want to cry and laugh all at the same time. And even when Nico drives him insane with his whispering and kisses.
Third Advent | December 12th: decorating christmas tree
Levi never thought that heâd decorate a hotel room in any type of way. He also never thought heâd have to stay in a hotel room over the holidays because his house was flooded thanks to a pipe that burst two weeks before Christmas.
So now here he was with a fake tree squeezed into the corner of the room next to the door to the balcony, his three closest friends bickering over which ornaments they should decorate said tree with and boyfriend that watched them from across the room, happy to not be a part of whatever was going on over there. So while everyone was busy arguing, Levi grabbed a bright red ornament and carefully hung it onto the tree. Itâs from the carton his mother gave him the first Christmas he spent with his friends in their new home. Since Levi moved out, she didnât need them anymore as she only bought them for him when he was a child and wanted a pretty tree like the ones he saw on TV and at his friendâs place.
At first, his mom was hesitant. A Christmas tree in their home? Their neighbors surely would see them bring in a tree. Or visiting family members. What would they think? That her son rejected her, rejected their faith? How could she be a good mother if she allowed a Christmas tree into their home?
And yet, as always, Myrna couldnât say no to those big brown eyes. The next day, the two of them went the nearby tree farm to pick the prettiest small tree they had to offer. And after making a stop at Home Depot to pick up some red and golden ornaments, they set up the tree in their corridor. Â
It was a pretty little tree and Levi adored it.
It never changed anything about his faith. After all, it was just a pretty little tree. Â
âSuck it! Red and gold it is, bitches!â Taryn yelled excited, pointing at Levi. In their ongoing debate, Taryn had been team red and gold. Casey wanted red and silver while Dahlia was for blue and silver.
Nico didnât care about any of this.
He did care about the cookies that Taryn brought in this morning, though. They were delicious and he had an iron grip around the tin. Only to make sure they donât just disappear in the whole decoration chaos.
Just to make sure.
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The tin was half-empty by the time they finished the tree. Â
Almost finished. There was only the star left to be put on top and neither of them could reach it. Their eyes landed on the cookie-eater.
âWha?â He asked, a crumb clinging onto the corner of his mouth. Man, those cookies were really amazing. He could eat them all day. In fact, that was what he did all-day.
His glance darted over to the tree. In between the fake green, there were red and golden ornaments hanging from the branches with fairy lights in between, cozying up the whole room.
When he looked back at his friends and boyfriend, he still wasnât any wiser. Â
At least not until he noticed the big gold star in Caseyâs hands. Ah, his duties were needed.
âAlright,â he sighed as he got up from the couch. The things heâd do for them.
So while Nico grabbed the star, the four gathered around, excitedly watching him place it onto the top of the tree.
âHowâs that?â Nico asked, feeling a familiar arm wrap around his waist. He turned his head and grinned, placing a kiss against his boyfriendâs temple.
Second Advent | December 5th, 2021: Of Needles and Yarn (link to ao3)
âI saw your boyfriend knitting.â
âWhat?â Leviâs stops typing on the computer and looks up at Taryn, who has a smug smile on her lips. She sets down a large file on the nursesâ station counter and leans over, looking down from her nose and laughs right in Leviâs face.
âYou heard me,â she says. âI was passing by the attendingâs lounge â totally not looking for anyone named Meredith Grey â and I saw Nico. Knitting.â
âKnitting?â He echoes, in disbelief. âKnitting?â
Taryn picks up another tablet and shrugs, walking away. âAre your sex lives that boring that he has to resort to knitting?â
He hears some laughter from the interns and shoots them a vicious glare. And Levi thinks seriously about demoting Tarynâs status as his best friend in the whole entire world and to the wench who has an unhealthy obsession with their boss. But that thought is quickly replaced by the image of Nico Kim â his taekwondo practicing, orthopaedic surgeon, six foot tall boyfriend â knitting.
*
Leviâs still thinking about it. Even after a very un-boring, very exciting, very hot night of sex life activities, thank you very much.
Heâs thinking about Nico knitting and why. But most importantly, why he hasnât told Levi about it.
A million and twelve reasons flash through Leviâs mind. Maybe Nicoâs knitting because he really is bored. Or maybe heâs secretly a crafter that goes to their local yarn shop on his days off and hangs out with old ladies and fabulous men with great fashion sense. Oh god, he hopes itâs really not because of their boring sex life.
Nicoâs fast asleep, his head tucked into the crook of Leviâs neck and an arm draped over his chest. Heâs warm and heavy and keeps Levi anchored and out of the tangled mess of yarn thoughts heâs made for himself.
âOr maybe he just likes it, you dummy,â Levi whispers to himself in the dark. Nico makes a noise (Thatâs cute, Levi thinks) and rolls over on his other side.
Good. Now he can get up to use the bathroom without waking Nico up. And maybe heâll walk by Nicoâs bag and maybe heâll accidentally trip on it and maybe itâll accidentally open and everything inside comes out. And maybe, maybe, maybe, Levi, ever the good samaritan, will put everything back inside and happen, by chance, to see what Nicoâs knitting.
Before he knows it, Leviâs crouched over Nicoâs bag and pulling out, not one, but several balls of yarn and needles. Whatâs attached to the needles puzzles Levi though: itâs not more than a foot long and wide. It could be a scarf but the edges are all crooked and wonky. And the yarn is as stiff as a board. Just what the hell is Nico â
âWhat are you doing?â
Yarn and needles catch air and meet the wall, much to Leviâs embarrassment. He curses to himself and avoiding eye contact with Nico, sheepishly walks over to pick back up the poor knitted thing.
âSorry,â Levi says, quietly. He cradles everything in his arms in shame, shoulders drooping.
A sigh then Nico says, âCome here.â
Levi immediately looks up and goes to Nico, who doesnât look that disappointed at his boyfriend, but Leviâs determined not to dwell on it as he collapses into Nicoâs open arms.
âOof, watch where you point those things.â
âSorry, again!â Levi almost cries and pushes the knitting off of them and just buries himself deeper into Nicoâs bare chest. God, why is he the way he is? Now Nicoâs really never going to tell him why heâs knitting and maybe heâll run off with one of those well-dressed knitting grandpas.
âIâm not going to run off with a well-dressed knitting grandpa, Levi.â
What? Fuck.
âI said that out loud, didnât I?â Levi says and he feels Nico nod and chuckle. âIâm sorry. I shouldnât be looking in your bagââ
âYea, youâre right. You shouldnât be.â
ââBut Taryn saw you knitting and said our sex life must be boring andâ
âBoring? Sex life?â
âWhat if you are and thatâs why you didnât tell me youâre secretly knitting? Why are you knitting anyway? What are you knitting? It looks â
Two hands grab a hold of his head and Leviâs forced to face Nico. He looks so serious but also so calm.
âShut up.â
Levi blinks and blurts out, âW-what?â
âLevi.â
âOkay, Iâll shut up.â
âLevi.â
It takes every neuron in his brain working hand in hand with no breaks and overtime to not open his mouth and say something.
Nico waits a beat and then smiles. Heâs still got Leviâs face in his hands, his cheeks squished up and lips puckered out in defeat.
âMy halmoni taught me and Nadia how to knit when we were kids. And I heard knitting can help with improving dexterity so I thought Iâd pick it back up again. I didnât tell you because itâs almost Christmas and the scarf is for you.â
âItâs a scaâ?â Heâs shushed immediately.
âYes, itâs a scarf. And yes, I know it looks like shit. Knitting is hard. And no, our sex life is far from boring. Donât listen to Taryn. Or Link, if you see him.â
Nico releases his head, finally, and kisses him. Levi forgets where and who he is for a moment, completely engulfed by Nicoâs kiss.
âSatisfied?â Nico asks when he pulls away.
Levi nods, feeling his body turn to mush and mould into the shape of Nico.
âWait. What did Link say?â
*
Itâs Saturday night and two grown men are wrapped in blankets on the couch, needles in their hands and balls of yarn between them. A hockey game is playing on the TV but itâs mostly being ignored. Levi and Taryn are by the stove, heating up a kettle for hot chocolate. Seattle just needs to grace them with some rare snowfall along with the biting chill thatâs passing through and it would almost be the perfect holiday evening.
âJust how many stitches did you drop, Nico? Are you making a scarf for the summer or the winter? These holes arenât going to help with the cold at all.â
âGive it back. I can fix it myself.â
âAs if. Your boyfriend's gonna get frostbite and itâll be all your fault.â
âI shouldâve just googled how to knit instead of asking you.â
âYouâre welcome, Kim.â
âNever said thank you, Atticus.â Â
Levi can hear Nico grumbling under his breath and he has to cover his laughter as he watches Nico fake jab Link behind his back with knitting needles.
âI heard Dr. Grey knows how to knit too. Do you think all the great surgeons know how? You think we need to learn too?â Taryn asks as she pours some marshmallows in her cup.
Leviâs smile instantly disappears. âShit. I think we do.â
The hot chocolate is abandoned as all four surgical doctors gather around, with the utmost seriousness and determination, and learns to knit together.
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Nico would do anything for Levi. Both of them knew that. Sometimes Levi knew it a little bit too much for Nicoâs liking. For example, when Levi was already all tucked in in bed, window creaked open a slit to let in the crisp winter air, remembering that he had left his glass of water in the kitchen near the sink. Heâd bat his eyes at Nico, who was on his way to take off his slippers, reminding him of how quickly heâd start freezing to almost death if heâd left the bed now and how long it would take him to thaw again. With a faked sigh, Nico would then go downstairs to get the said glass of water.
Once he slipped into bed next to Levi, his boyfriend wrapped an arm around Nico and kissed his shoulder, a silent thank you to make Nico immediately forget about his little trip around the world.
So due to his inability to say no to Levi, he found himself at a farm, left arm outstretched with a carrot in hand, slowly approaching a reindeer. It not like he was afraid of the 350 pound animal, but if the worst-case scenario came to be and this reindeer became hungry for human flesh, then he was at least ready to put some distance himself and Santaâs not-so-little helper.
When Hugo, as Levi called the 350-pound being, bit into the carrot, Nico pulled away and checked whether he still had all of his fingers left or if he would have to call Bailey to break the news of his ending career at the hospital. Fortunately, no such call was needed as he still got all of them.
âWhat a good boy,â Levi cooed as he patted Hugoâs head, giving him another carrot. How he could be so careless with the instruments that were the reason he had a bright future and career ahead of him that he would just thrust them towards a reindeer's mouth, Nico didnât understand. But maybe he didnât need to, as long as he could watch Levi being happy.
He didnât hate being here either. The farm was an hour drive away from Seattle. Nico almost missed the exist as it was kind of hidden from anyone who didnât know about it. But thatâs what made the farm so peaceful. With barely anyone around, it was just them and nature. A very needed break from all the buzz in the city.
Nico felt Leviâs arm wrap around his shoulders and smiled as he turned to look at him.
âItâs beautiful here,â Levi said, his eyes still captured by the green of the field in front of them. Hugo already had moved on from them, chasing something neither of them could see.
âIt is.â Nico nodded and kissed Leviâs temple. âLetâs come here more often.â
But this year, a little more different! Making a post for every single day til Christmas is a little bit too much for us this year. So we decided to post on every Advent plus St. Nicholas Day, Christmas Eve and Christmas itself.
Itâs not like Levi wanted to make androids deviant. It wasnât his decision of course. If they were fine with staying in the state that they're in, then he couldnât change a thing about it. But if Nico were to question his existence... Well, letâs just say that heâd be very supportive of him.Â
Levi stared at the empty mug in his hands, praying that the coffee would be done very soon.Â
âSo,â Taryn said as she sat down next to him on one of the stools at the kitchen island. âYou came home late last night. Got picked up by a hot stranger?â She wiggled her eyebrows suggestively.Â
âWhat? No, I went to Joeâs with Nico. Thatâs all.âÂ
âNico?â Taryn frowned in confusion. It took her a moment to remember and then her eyes grew wide before her lips curled up into a knowing smirk. âSo Nico, huh?âÂ
âOh my God, no. Stop. I just â I just ââÂ
âYou just what? Went to a bar with a very pleasantly designed android?âÂ
âHe really looks  so good ,â Levi whispered. It was almost unfair how good he looked. Â
Nico stood alone in the elevator. His optical units directed towards the elevator doors. He was fumbling with a dark green pen, spinning it in between his pointer and middle finger of his right hand. Â
Humans might see it as a nervous habit, but for Nico it was just a background process to run while being in idle mode. Nothing more than that.
He put the pen back into the pocket of his navy-blue scrubs, that he was asked to wear instead of his standard white uniform, when his left audio unit registered the âpingâ of the elevator.
He had reached the third floor and was now on his way to the chiefâs office to introduce himself.
After a twenty-six second long walk, Nico had arrived at his destination and knocked on the door.
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âMy name is Nico. Iâm the android sent by Cyberlife.â
Nico was and android. He was given tasks that he had to accomplish. He surely wouldnât get side-tracked by an eager resident who was fascinated by androids, right? And he surely wouldnât start questioning his entire existence, because said resident was guiding him to tear down his own firewalls.
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Levi woke up in the middle of the night from the noise that was coming out of their kitchen. He groaned tired and tapped the other side of the bed, but it was empty. With his eyes still closed, he reached over to the bedside table to get his glasses. Slowly, he sat up and put them on, now trying to figure out the time from the red, glowing numbers on Nicoâs alarm clock.
The fact that Nico still had one of those had amazed him when he first saw it. Now he was just thankful that he didnât have to blind himself when waking up in the middle of the night to check his phone for the time.
It was 3:23 am, by the way. Â
Why the fuck was Nico not in bed at that time? Was he off tomorrow? Levi didnât know. He didnât know anything, he was still pretty disorientated and had already forgotten what time it was. He looked over to the alarm again. 3:24 am.
After tapping the empty side of the bed again, just to make sure Nico hadnât hidden under the blanket and it wasnât him downstairs, but instead a serial killer, Levi swung his legs out of bed. He parked his feet into his slipper and slowly got up. He looked around, his eyes had already settled on the dark, and grabbed the book that was on the small table. Just in case. He could still throw it or use as a shield against a knife.
As he went downstairs, the noises became louder and louder. Wait, what was that machine sound? He could swear that he never in his life before had heard it. What was that?
When he entered the kitchen, he almost couldnât believe it.
Nico, in an apron and nothing else but his boxers was standing at the kitchen counter putting sugar into the ice cream maker that Nicoâs sister Nadia had gifted them last year for Christmas. Nico was making ice cream at 3 am. In December.
Shaking his head, Levi leaned against the doorframe and just asked âWhy?â
His husbandâs head turned around and his eyes grew wide when he noticed Levi.
âOh,â he said, âyouâre awake?â
âItâs hard not to be with all that,â he gestured at the ice cream machine, âgoing on.â
Nico frowned. He looked at the machine and then back at Levi. Then it clicked. âOh no,â he put the sugar back onto the counter, âdid I wake you up? Iâm so sorry,â he apologized and scratched the back of his head. Levi exhaled softly and went over to the counter, climbing onto one of the stools and making himself comfortable to watch Nico.
âItâs fine,â he said. âWhat are we making?â
That changed Nicoâs expression back from worried to excited and he pointed at the now empty jar of peanut butter on the other counter behind him.
âOhhh, amazing. You do realize itâs December though, right?â Levi had to remind him. Itâs not like he minded eating ice cream in winter, no not at all. He could do that all-year around. But he knew that Nico avoided to put freezing stuff into his body when it was already cold outside.
âI... do. But Yunjae called and asked for mom what we want for Christmas and that this year I should pick something that weâd actually use. So I told her we do use the ice cream machine. And then she wanted a picture of one of the ice creams we did. And now... weâre here,â Nico explained, grinning awkwardly.
Levi had a hard time to not just snort at this, so he did and then looked at the machine and back at Nico.
âHuh...â Levi stared at him, considering whether he should tell him how colossally he just fucked up his ice cream making mission or not.
âWhat?â Nico stared back at him.
âYou have to mix everything together first and heat up until the sugar has dissolved,â Levi explained.
Nico blinked. âWhat?â
âYeah, you canât just throw everything in there.â
âExcuse me what now?â
âBabe, you fucked up.â
Nico sighed. He put the wooden spoon into the machine and stared at it until Levi got up and grabbed his arm.
âCome on, letâs go to bed. Weâll try again tomorrow,â he suggested. It was less of a suggestion, more of an instruction. Nico just nodded and shut off the lights when they left the kitchen.â
Nicoâs nervous. He doesnât know why, but heâs nervous. And he hardly ever is.
âRelax, Nico.â Levi says as they exit the car with an armful of wrapped presents. âItâs just Casey and Taryn.â
Nico almost rolls his eyes, but just gives Levi a look. Easy for him to say. Itâs not like Leviâs the bad-boyfriend-turned-ex-turned-booty-call.
âYou sure theyâll like the wine?â Nico grabs the bottle from the backseat and tucks it under his arm. Itâs moscato because Taryn likes sweet, bubbly things.
This time, Levi does rolls his eyes. âYes!â
âBut itâs ââ
âDonât you dare say cheap. Weâre broke residents. Not everyone is a hot shot attending like you.â
Nico frowns. He wants to say he doesnât mind spending more. Especially because theyâre Leviâs friends and Nico knows how important they are to the resident. But he doesnât say anything, unsure if itâs something heâs even allowed to say in their current relationship status, so he just nods.
Heâs almost at the door to the apartment building before Nico notices Leviâs not following him. He turns around and finds Levi staring back at him, brows furrowed. Like heâs trying to solve a particularly hard problem thatâs on Nicoâs face.
âWhat?â He asks and takes a step towards Levi.
Levi hums and shifts his hold on the presents. âThis is our first Christmas together.â
It is. Last year, Nico had gone to see his family. This year â this dreadful year â he had assumed heâd be spending it alone with his cats. But Levi had asked him, saying he was part of their bubble anyways and Nico had accepted because he didnât want to have yet another boring, lonely Christmas.
Levi still looks puzzled. So Nico asks, âIs that⌠okay?â
It's a moment before Levi answers, as the icy winter wind blows between them and the evening streetlights flicker on. Leviâs curly hair falls over his face, his eyes wide and green as he looks back at Nico.
Nico shivers, both from the cold and from the way Levi makes him feel: excitement, fondness, warmth. Like he always had. Nico misses that.
âItâs our first Christmas together,â Levi says again, now frowning too.
âYes, it is,â Nico confirms and nods, trying to figure out what exactly Levi is trying to say. Now Levi just looks distressed as he hugs the load of presents closer to his chest and Nico doesnât like that. He looks small and worried and afraid. Nico wants to know why. So he takes the three steps to close the distance between them.
âWhatâs wrong?â he says slowly, pushing away at the messy fringe on Leviâs forehead.
The resident closes his eyes and sighs, his head falling onto Nicoâs shoulder.
Then, finally, a small muffled voice says, âI didnât get you anything.â
Oh.
And Nico just starts laughing. It starts quiet but heâs quickly and quite unashamedly laughing and itâs loud. He canât help it. A hundred and a thousand thoughts had run through his mind (Was Levi suddenly regretting inviting Nico? Was he going to demand that Nico leave? Did he not want his friends to know about them? Were they supposed to pretend that they werenât sort of-kind of-maybe together again?) but none of them were what he thought Levi would say. Itâs a relief, really.
Levi looks up, almost pouting and definitely mad that Nicoâs laughing.
âStop it! Iâm serious. I totally forgot I should be giving you something. I was so focussed on finding that damn gay giraffe mug Taryn saw one time on Instagram and everything Casey wants could be bought at a Hot Topic so I just completely forgot.â Leviâs head falls back down in defeat against Nicoâs chest. The sharp corner of one of the presents smooshed between them pokes at Nicoâs hip. âShit. Iâm such a bad boyfrieââ
They both stop, hearing Leviâs words.
Nico thought he wouldâve wanted to run if he heard that word again from Levi. Itâs not something he lets himself think about. He didnât even think theyâd ever get to that point again. He had been ready to just â exist as they were, as stress relief, until the world went back to normal. He couldnât even bear to think what would happen after either.
But now?
Nico canât help but smile at the thought.
âBoyfriend, huh?â He sees Levi take a peek up at him, his cheeks bright red. He continues, âI see we both suck at it. Because I didnât get you anything either.â
Itâs a second before Levi starts laughing too and now theyâre both laughing. Holding onto each other and realizing just how ridiculous this whole situation has been. Theyâve been each otherâs stress relief for months now. It started off as just sex, but then it turned into stress relief sleepovers because Joâs apartment had no walls and Nicoâs was closer to the hospital. Then it was stress relief dinners because eating alone at a restaurant sucks. Not to mention all the stress relief grocery shopping together or the stress relief car rides in the middle of the night that turned into stress relief cuddling after a long, hard day.
Somehow, between their break up, the pandemic, and all the using stress relief as an excuse, they had somehow, miraculously, learned how to be together again. And it was a better way of being together. One that knew its boundaries and one that was able to ask what the other wanted. And one that understood that when things just couldnât be, it was still okay.
It really took a whole damn world-wide pandemic to bring Nico and Levi back together again.
And Nico really wants to kiss Levi just about now. He really does, he thinks, as he brings a hand up to hold Leviâs face. His skin is hot beneath Nicoâs fingers and it warms Nicoâs cold, freezing hand.
He really wants to kiss his boyfriend. So he does.
***
âWhatâs taking them so long?â Taryn asks, slouched over at the dinner table. Thereâs a whole ass ham in the middle that she had spent all afternoon covering up with pineapple and honey. And now itâs getting cold. âAre they making out? Tell me theyâre not making out.â
Caseyâs by the window, peering down at two figures outside. âTheyâre just hugging â oh, nevermind, now theyâre kissing.â
It takes all of Caseyâs army training to stop Taryn from catapulting the ham out the window and onto their poor, unsuspecting guests below.
Joeâs hadnât been this full ever since the re-opening after the car crash. Itâs taken a few months to completely rebuild and at that opportunity also renovate the bar. Joeâs had re-opened at around the end of November and people had been waiting for the day to come.
But just like re-opening night, tonight was a special night. It was the annual Night before Christmas. An event for the staff of the Grey Sloan Memorial only. There would be eggnog and peppermint shots, Christmas cookie coladas and many other holiday themed drinks and snacks. Â
However, it wasnât the actual night before Christmas. It had started on Christmas Eve fifteen years ago, but over the years, the ones attending the event had built their own families and werenât able to come on actual Christmas Eve. So after some consideration, Joe had changed the date to just any random night around the weekend before Christmas.
Just like the years before, the bar was packed. Everyone who was free or was on break, would at least check in for a drink and snack that night. Mocktails were a bestseller that night.
And just like everyone else, Nico and Levi would find themselves at a table with their friends singing silly Christmas songs and eating a shitton of Walterâs homemade sugar cookies.
âI think I need to reload on the eggnog, those cookies are making me thirsty. Any of you want something too?â Nico asked as he was getting up from his seat. He wasnât even fully standing yet when everyone on the table had yanked their hands up in the air, talking over and cutting each other off.
Levi, knowing that his friends had just waited for someone else to get something, got up too and shuffled around the table to reach Nico. âIâm coming with you,â he said with a grin and took his hand as they walked to the other side of the room.
Nico followed very closely, squeezing his boyfriendâs hand when they had reached the bar. Joe was busy right now, making drinks for the group around Meredith Grey and Alex Karev, so Nico wrapped his arm around Leviâs shoulder and pulled him close, hand landing on his upper arm. His lips were almost touching his ear and he had to close his eyes for a moment to take in the familiar scent that he had been craving all day since Levi was off today.
âI missed you,â he whispered, lips now brushing his earlobe.
Nico grinned wide when he felt Leviâs goosebumps.
Levi turned to the left and smiled softly. With their foreheads touching now, Levi too, closed his eyes for a few seconds. âI missed you too.â
They hadnât been separated for long, but it was long enough for both of them wanting to not waste any minute anymore. To make the best of the time they had since you can never know when the next car will hit the bar youâre at.
âAlright lovebird,â Joe pulled them out of their bubble, âif youâre already standing there all lovey dovey, you can at least fulfill the tradition.â
âTradition?â Nico asked, looking at Levi who looked as confused as he felt.
When Joe pointed at the ceiling, the two looked up and finally saw it. Green. Mistletoe.
Levi let out a small âOh.â
âMistletoe, really?â Nico just asked amused. Of course he wasnât against that tradition at all. If there was any Christmas tradition he somewhat tolerated, today it was definitely this one.
âWhat, do you want to chicken out?â Joe challenged him.
âMe? Never,â Nico replied with a chuckle. He turned back to Levi who was looking at him with a big awaiting grin.
Maybe it was because of the eggnog in his system, but Nico didnât just go for the small but cute peck, or a more adult kiss with a little tongue. Instead, he wrapped his arm around Leviâs waist and carefully dipped him as their mouths met. Levi wrapped an arm around Nicoâs neck and put one hand onto his waist as support as he reciprocated the very surprising kiss. Â
The slight buzz from the alcohol and the taste of Leviâs mouth were a combination that came dangerously close to frying Nicoâs brain so just to be safe, he brought Levi back up to stand on his own. Holding his boyfriend still close at his waist, their lips slowly separated again, leaving behind a goofy smile on both of them.
Slowly, the sound of people howling and yelling and clapping returned and Nico had to look away for a moment to collect himself. Holding up his composure when he was with Levi had always been hard. When it was just the two of them, he often just completely let go of it. But when there were other people, he would at least try to appear calm and collected.
Somehow, Nico had a feeling that after today that reputation had been flushed down the drain.
But he didnât care.
Because having Levi was much more important than being a cool guy.
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