emotional vacancy

Do you ever feel lonely but rarely like people enough to be around them?

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yah anon, if you cry alone in your room and feel strong emotions, just not in front of others, then you’re likely not schizoid, you’re probably just repressing your emotions.

Do you think its possible for Szpd to look like ADD on the outside..?

could it be a schizoid thing to be capable of strong emotions but never show them to anyone? like i do cry, but i do so alone in my room and don't tell anyone about it afterward, as if it never happened

no no when i was telling you the car story i didn’t mean it in a “im neglecting my health bc i wanna be cool n edgy” it was a “my mind didn’t even go to taking care of myself and i just thought it’d make a funny story”. like i feel like normally people would be concerned for themselves but when i hurt myself it’s just sorta whatever, you know? that’s what i meant by it.

i once told my therapist that i feel emotions the way dogs see colour. would you consider that i good analogy of how schizoids feel emotions.

schizoids can still have a sense of humour tho right? like i feel like the only thing connecting me with other humans is my ability to laugh and make jokes.

is it a schizoid thing to not like Love your family but still feel a deep connection with them? like i wouldn’t consider how i feel about them love, but that doesn’t mean the way i feel isn’t as deep n meaningful, it’s just in a different way, bc they raised me and stuff? idk how to explain it but i’m curious bc i feel bad ab not loving them but then i try to remind myself that that doesn’t mean they don’t mean Anything to me.

got hit by a car about a month ago while i was riding my bike. it hurt but i was fine. i sorta just thought it was a funny anecdote to tell my friends but they all reacted super worried n it just ruined it for me:/ just wanted to have a laugh with the lads n they wanted me to go to the hospital.

my "i love you"s and our softer moments have felt emptier and emptier and emptier.

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