Be Who You Want They'll Judge You Anyway

"I wake up and nothing has changed. I'm still sad, lonely, and empty. My life is still a mess and my friends still don't care. I don't feel any better than the day before so tell me does it really get better or is better just an illusion? "

"It just breaks my heart that most of my friends know I have depression/suicidal tendencies yet they never check up on me."

"I'm having suicidal thoughts again and I want to tell someone. I want to open up and ask for help but I'm scared that they'll see me different so I just face it alone until the thoughts eventually win."

"The truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath, I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt."

I want to die again and this time I have no fancy way of saying it. I'm not going to beat around the bush anymore. I want to die. I want to sleep and never wake up again.