Wednesday the 15th. What an excellent day. Middle of the week, middle of the month. Truly, we are in the middle of things.

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

living under a rock is so fun i love watching a movie that’s been famous for decades and being like wow this is so good.. did you guys know about this

If you ever wished for your non existence, it's pointless because you're merely a perspective, if not you then someone else.

damn it, i do want to live. i want to see that movie that’s coming out at thanksgiving. i want to know what it’s like to go to greece. i want to see my dog grow old. i want to be a part of my best friend’s wedding. damn it, i want to live!!

a moment before i was literally like okay 25 is enough i don't need to live anymore. better to be dead than feeling this huge pit in my stomach and heart and well now i am here reblogging this as a reminder that it's always better to try to live than not, i guess~

damn it, i do want to live. i want to see that movie that’s coming out at thanksgiving. i want to know what it’s like to go to greece. i want to see my dog grow old. i want to be a part of my best friend’s wedding. damn it, i want to live!!

is it me or does someone else still remember the taste of polio vaccine??

i asked this aunty to give me 2 drops of polio and SHE DID??????? IT WAS SO WEIRD??????? WHY IT DIDN'T TASTE LIKE IT USED TO????????

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

september was practice… in october I’m getting my shit together

in november I'm getting my shit together

in december I’m getting my shit together

in february I’m getting my shit together

in march I’m getting my shit together

in april I’m getting my shit together

in may I’m getting my shit together

in june I’m getting my shit together