What The Fuck Was I Thinking

Jayden Robert Hanson is the son of Rockstar Jackson Hanson guitarist of the 80s hairband Heavens Gate and Laywer Helena Hanson. When he was younger his dad was not really around because his band was still touring in his band and playing music while his mom was home taking care of him. They were not rich for say but they did have money. He knew something was up when his mom moved him to a bigger house when he was 9 years old and his dad didn't come with them. At the age of 15 he got into high school and started skateboarding, listening to bands like Blink-182, Sleeping with Sirens and All Time low as well as started dating a beautiful girl named Annie. One day he went home with his girlfriend and started singing at a bbq they had and there was a friend of his moms who was a talent agent there asking if Jayden did it professionally and he shook his head after the guy said his dad would be proud of him and is looking down on him. confused before he looks at his mom and questioned what this man just said. His mother said they moved here because his father passed away on tour and she didn't know how to tell him and this talent agent was her boyfriend. He went inside and started grabbing his stuff and took Annie with him. At the age of 18 he graduated high school and never spoke to his mom. Annie was going to college USC to be exact and he needed something because college was not an option for him. So he spend days and even nights in his house that he paid for with the money his father left him in a trust fund before his passing. The male wanted to start a band. He had some friends of his looking for a lead singer so he basically did what Vince Neil did in the movie the dirt and tried out and he was perfect and they knew he was perfect as well. They were about to go on their first call as he had gotten a call from Annie's mom and she had passed away from a car accident and was driving under the influence. He then went to rock bottom. He knew this wasn't what he needed because he was about to go on his first tour with his band but his friends cancelled the tour because of it. In the summer of his 19th birthday he said goodbye to the love of his life with his best friends and told her mom that he was here for the family. Annie's mom told him that Annie loved him and before she passed away Annie told her that she knew he was special and that's why she loved him. She told her mom that if he didn't go on the road she would come home and push him to do it then never go back to college because his dreams came first. Jayden knew what he had to do. He ran out of the wake after it was over to the rehersal space where his band was and told them that He was ready but they were changing the name from Sly Hookers to Saving Annie. They agreed and knew it was the right way to honor Annie's memory Jayden is now 30 about to be 31 years old living in Cape May, NJ and still making music with his band even after a decade. He has worked with tons of other bands as well such as Our Last Night, Against The Current, Neck Deep and so may more. He has won a couple of awards but to this day he still thinks about Annie and what it would have been like if she was still with him today. He knows he can't change the past but he will make sure his future is bright and he does everything in memory of Annie.