OF BROKEN HEARTS.

thank you for all the kind comments & support, i'm still gonna leave yuna on a semi-hiatus & think about where to go with her. in any case, you will be able to find me over @suender ♥

ill be answering more birthday asks after christmas, idk the thought of tomorrow & everything already makes me feel some type of way. not in a particularly bad way, just pre-drained ig

crimson brows furrowed at the sudden affectionate gesture; what was all of that? & from hibiko of all people? "huh?" mind had been slow to register the occasion; had it genuinely slipped her mind or did she try to repress what day it had been? one might never know. "oh, i didn't know that you'd know." voice remained calm, even if her brain had run rampant; expression cold as she tried to drown out any possible indication of emotion. it was best to keep them buried below. a dainty hand reaches for her own cheek, dwelling for a moment before the ghost of a smile encapsulates her lips; though, never reaching her eyes. " thanks, hibiko."

sighs. "yeah, why not..."

genuinely, one of the worst days of the year for yuna. most of the time, she ignores it to keep herself sane. her birthday is just a reminder that she's chained to immortality forever & unable to escape; it does not matter since she does not age. given the circumstances around her birth, she just dislikes thinking about it in general; it has never been a happy occasion. it was filled with grief. with pain. & of course, she's also so unfortunate to have her birthday be on the 24th of December, meaning that she'll never escape seeing happy couples & families around that time. it is just painful all around since she has spent the day alone ever since she can remember & having everything be filled with happiness & love is just painful. so, does she celebrate her birthday? not really.

“ happy birthday to me. i guess, one year closer to death  — oh wait! yeah..no.”

it’s this demon’s birthday in two days & yet, i’ve nothing prepared for her...

i’m extremely sorry for not being here or on my multi; the pain in my lower back & legs has progressed to a point where im unable to properly walk or sit without being in constant pain. i can barely make it to university to get some shit done. im not sure for how long this will be but in most cases, these pains last for about a month. im also mentally kind of....meh. not great; not bad. im just seriously holding on for the christmas break in one & a half weeks. im not gonna go on a hiatus because i do want to write, just know that ill be even slower because i can barely concentrate when in pain 24/7.