I'm okay

I dont wanna live anymore.

But that's enivatble. Probably, a part of me knew and just waited

And now I know for sure he's fallen out of love.

When lotsa realization hit u and u just wanna drop dead

Ive never cried this much in such a long time. And I just wanna disappear.

There's nothing left for me to do but wait for my death. So please, death, come a little sooner. Maybe rn

My boyfriend is prolly in love with somebody else and I cant blame him and I try hard not to fail cos I dont wanna disappoint him but he wont care anymore so

No ones ever gonna marry me so

I wanna escape my family buuuut Im a useless piece of shit so

I WISH SOMEBODY WOULD RUN ME OVER WITH STH THAT WOULD KILL ME

I am soooooo tired to be the epitome of a failure and rotting person

But really, when I plan it all out in my head, I imagine stabbing myself or drinking sth poisonous.

If only I had the guts to slit my throat

I really dont wanna live anymore. Im not doing anything significant and Im a big ass failure. I dont inspire nor motivate even just a single person. Nobody's happy abt my existence so it wouldnt really matter whether Im around or not