mabuhay.

Sometimes I really wish I’d disappear.

No matter what you say. No matter how much you say you’ve grown up. You’ll always be an egotistical asshole and think you’re better than me and always try to shit on me & what I do. But I hope that will bite you in the ass later. Stay petty ✌🏻

Imagine going through so many draining relationships & then finally coming up after so long with what you really needed.. the relationship that you’re scared to get into in the first place cause you’re scared of ruining a friendship. But…. coming to find out that after all the time you’re spending with them, all the times they come over, the cuddles, the car rides together, the food adventures, basically being inseparable — it’s all worth it. Being with someone who’s your better half. You can be your complete self around them & they can with you too. They look after you when you almost feeling like you can’t do that yourself. Accommodates to your good moods and your bad moods no matter what. Always making sure you & your kids are straight. Makes you feel safe. You ask them for something and they’re more than willing to do it for you, after feeling like asking others is too much. The one who just lays there with you and that’s enough for them. All the laughs, smiles, and aside from that, even during disagreements they still make you feel understood and hear you out & don’t make you feel like your feelings don’t matter or try to justify anything. All I’ve ever wanted was a healthy relationship…. And I think I’ve finally found it.

I think I might be fallin for you.

Approaching this with an open heart despite what I’ve gone through.