I feel so devastated, I can't post any nice words or pics like others here, I've just been crying non-stop. I can't deal with this, how am I supposed to live on like this? He was my number 1 idol, my hero since I was a kid and now I never even will be able to see him in my life. That was my biggest wish! Why didn't I just follow my dreams and go and see them years ago? I really don't know what to do, I barely made it through work without bawling in front of my coworkers, and the more time passes, the more reality starts to sink in, that this is all real, that he really is gone forever... I wish I never came across jrock/visual kei, I can't bear this sadness, Issay's passing (that I only became aware of 3 weeks ago) was already a huge shock but this is simply too much...

Hi! It's actually on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEBnQ9rE-GY.

The second link is unwatchable because the file is damaged but you can download it and run it through a video stabilizer (because it's gonna be quite "shaky"), then it should be mostly okay.

I don’t really care about Glay’s music but this answer really impressed me, that’s the way you should live life, wasn’t being a kid during summer vacation always the greatest feeling? He’s a good role model, I feel like so many older adults around me aren’t happy and I myself am also unhappy, so I wish I can live my life like he does.

The reason I was away for so long was partly because I once again lost interest and also because I finally graduated. I originally thought that my mental condition would better itself with the pressure of exams gone, I even quickly found a small job but one day in late spring I suddenly started feeling worse than ever. I always put off getting professional help despite knowing that there was something majorly wrong (since 7 years I guess) but now I decided that I can no longer live on like this, although this could cost me a large payroll deduction in my future job. I will start working full time in September, in a field I don’t even want to work (at least I think so now...?) and then I will see what progress I make while in therapy and what it will lead me towards.

Casual Visual Kei vs. Mana and Közi