Bittersweet Memories

Sun to Sun 

Sun to Moon 

Sun to Mercury 

Sun to Venus

Sun to Mars 

Sun to Jupiter 

Sun to Saturn 

Sun to Uranus 

Sun to Neptune 

Sun to Pluto 

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Moon to Moon 

Moon to Mercury 

Moon to Venus 

Moon to Mars 

Moon to Jupiter 

Moon to Saturn 

Moon to Uranus 

Moon to Neptune 

Moon to Pluto 

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Mercury to Mercury 

Mercury to Venus 

Mercury to Mars 

Mercury to Jupiter 

Mercury to Saturn 

Mercury to Uranus 

Mercury to Neptune 

Mercury to Pluto 

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Venus to Venus 

Venus to Mars 

Venus to Jupiter 

Venus to Saturn 

Venus to Uranus 

Venus to Neptune 

Venus to Pluto 

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Mars to Mars 

Mars to Jupiter 

Mars to Saturn 

Mars to Uranus 

Mars to Neptune 

Mars to Pluto 

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Jupiter to Jupiter 

Jupiter to Saturn 

Jupiter to Uranus 

Jupiter to Neptune 

Jupiter to Pluto 

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Saturn to Saturn 

Saturn to Uranus 

Saturn to Neptune 

Saturn to Pluto 

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Uranus to Uranus 

Uranus to Neptune 

Uranus to Pluto 

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Neptune to Neptune 

Neptune to Pluto 

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Discussing larger age differences in relationships with certain Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto synastry aspects could be a whole topic in themselves.

JIJI, LILY AND KIDS

I saw you today after a while. Long ombre dyed hair with your new piercings and tattoos, your fingertips covered in guitar calluses. So different from what I remembered you as. Does that shy boy with a bowl cut and big doe eyes even exist anymore… he always had questions, his eyes curious always searching for more. What did you do to him? He’s not even there anymore. The boy who first caught my attention, the boy who looked too innocent for the big world. The boy who was nothing but his determination, the boy who has disappeared within you. Looking at you in your eyes, I wonder if you miss him sometimes. I am right in front of you right now and the boy I adored is just a distant memory. Now, you’re the guy from our text messages, someone I’m just getting to know.

It is a little liberating to know that you’ve changed so much that the boy for whom my feelings weighed too deep is different from the man in front of me. Maybe this time our conversation can be rational and my emotions won’t outrun logic.

I’ve heard you’ve been drinking a lot, does that numb your pain?

I’ve heard you’ve been seeing a lot of people, are you trying to look for her in them?

You miss her, don’t you.

Your smile is so different from 6 months ago when you were seeing her. Your subtle laugh while you said, “She is pretty, she creates art and she is a good listener.”

Sometimes I pity you. How you don’t have people around you to talk to, but plenty who will accompany you to clubs or bars. Somewhere I hope there are people who care for you. That there are people who stick beside you even when you’re this lost. That you hold those people close to you, that you learn to appreciate their care.

🇵🇪 MADE IN PERÚ 🇵🇪