I had this awful accident last weekend... Some stupid girl (who is the girlfriend from the best friend of my boyfriend) hit me from the back without reason outside Archgoat show. Few hours early everything was fine, we went to the Watain show and after that we decided to move to the other show. I don't know in what fucking point everything turned bad.
I was leaving the venue when this shit happened. I was unconscious for 20 minutes or something, I had a TBI and two second degree sprains. And the crazy bitch who did this to me just disappeared after that.
Right now I'm still pissed off for this shit. And for the attitude of my boyfriend's friend... However, this gave me the time to think about a lot of things.
The last month of the year just started and I was thinking (for a couple weeks) about a big change in me. I want to take every single good thing I have and make it even better. I want time for me and do something with the way I see myself. Everybody say that if you look good you can feel good and that is what I plan to do. Right now the only thing I need is to pull out this cervical collar do my therapy and start to add things to my daily beauty routine, try to put some mascara or lipstick. More effort in my outfits. I don't know stuff like that who will make me feel better.
Life has a funny ways... This is one of them.