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When people say things will get better you say to yourself "no they won't" or "Why'd this happen to me". The truth is it will get better, a year ago I wouldn't of believed that but now, I can see my people say that. I wasn't in a great place a year ago I was bullied in September 2015 to January 2016, my friend fought with my other friends so I was stuck in the middle not wanting to chose which side to go to as to not hurt my friends, one of my best friends back then had cut herself and didn't tell me, our class fought a lot and I had the pressure to look beautiful. But now a year later I'm in my first year of Grammar school (I'm 12 so I guess I'd be in middle school?), I've got friends who I've never fought with (and hopefully never will) and I'm not as pressured now to feel beautiful.

So, not much had happened that's mildly interesting since last time I talked to you (even though probably no one reads these) my best friend text me today saying she likes this guy in my class and she wants to ask him out. I'm sorry, even though you are my best friend I don't have a freaking clue when it comes to asking guys out because I've never had a boyfriend. Other then that and me being all stupid and stuff that was it for today. Oh wait, I remember, I don't know why but sometimes for no reason I start saying things to myself like 'People are probably judging you right now' or 'you're ugly' I'm trying really hard to stop but it's really hard. I can't tell anyone because they probably think I'm some attention seeker and I'm scared no one will want to be my friend. Thank you for reading, Sarah ❤️ If you read to here send a 🐘 into the comment section!

So, today was kinda bizarre I guess..... on my way to school I saw my friends from Primary school walking up a hill to their Grammar school. I looked out and one of them stared up at the bus and gave me this bizarre facial expression a mix between confused and something else I'm not quite sure. We had English first today and we walked into the room to find a young woman around the age of 25-30. I don't even know we're my actual teacher Mrs. Kane is but apparently she won't be back until the end of October/ start of November. We're reading Boy in school and I had to read a paragraph! A paragraph! It might sound alright to you but having to read in front of people scares me. So after English we had break and ohh my god! The bacon butty's and the chocolate croissant's are life! I mean for a pound they're amazing! So skip ahead 3 periods (a period is 35 minute long) and now we're at Geography standing along the back with our school bags also at the back. "Harry, You're supposed to bring your school bag to the back." I whispered. "Triggered!" I laugh to my friend Georgia as we listen to our Geography teacher going on about some game we're going to play to do with the Water Cycle. I feel something heavy on my foot and look down to see Harry's shoe on my shoe. I cough. "What?" He says, I look back up at the teacher and pull my foot out from under his. Now officially Art is one of my friend Amy and I'd favourite subject (except I can't do art very well. At all.) because we have this running joke about dabbing (yes the dance move). Dabbing our paintbrush into paint and dabbing at the same time, so it was to my surprise that on Instagram I found a meme about paint and dabbing we always have a laugh at art. That was all that happened today at school that was somewhat interesting. Thank you for reading, Sarah ❤️

I've decided this is going to be a bit like a diary?? I just recently started Grammer school (middle school in the US) and I wanna recount what happens daily at school because I love my new school and maybe some tales from my old school (?)

Maybe tomorrow can be her night to pick a book?

What a little rebel, eating crisps at 4 in the morning!

But not to worry bae still loves you

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