Live | Dream | Believe - Saptarshi Kashyap

Maybe she is the one with whom my relationship will have a glowing depth and joy. It's not worst being in love with someone, the worst feeling is being in love with someone who will never love you like the way you love her. I wish I could give her so much to remember. Love is still a word to me until one day she will come and give it a meaning. Even though I convinced myself to move on but deep inside I may never get over her.

Every second, every teardrop. The smell of of you, and the words you thought. Is settled into my heart, with a small dream. Your love pierced me repeatedly with an endurable pain. Every time I think about you, love is what defines you. Our love will surely soar. One day you won’t let me suffer anymore.

When it ends. GIRL: I broke up with him today. I told him that I was not happy. He didn't even ask me why. I thought he might ask me to stay, but he didn't. He just let me go. And just like that, I lost the ideal guy for whom I waited so long. BOY: She broke up with me today. She said that she wasn't happy with me. I wanted to ask her why but I was too hurt. I wanted to stop her, but if she is not happy with me, there's no way. I just let her go. And just like that I lost the girl of my dreams.

There was melancholy in the air that surrounded me.

Benedict Smith

She was beautiful, but not like those girls in the magazines. She was beautiful for the way she thought. She was beautiful for that sparkle in her eyes. She was beautiful when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful for her ability to make me smile even when she was at her worst. No, she wasn't beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She was beautiful, deep down to her soul. I fell for her personality, looks were just a bonus.

This was not something unexpected or shocking, I knew the reality but was waiting for it to struck me. Now I don't feel like doing anything, except you, I'll do you. I wish we made it through. At this moment I don't even care anything. I'm going with the flow without even looking behind, whatever happens, happens. As I never had you but I'm still afraid to loose you. You may think I'm stupid, but you know what is stupid, hurting me so bad that only letting you go is the only answer. You're the most wonderful thing that I wish have ever happened to me. I'm not giving up it's just that I'm moving on with the hope to have you in the end. I wish I could have made you love me like I love you. I know you're not meant for me, but it's worth waiting for someone like you. Now, I think I should stop thinking about you anymore because I know you will never think about me. Thank you for reminding me that an idiot like me could never have someone like you. I'm trapped in the darkness of disappointment. I always try not to break down but my controlling power has surrendered much earlier. I will always care about you without even your knowledge. Just be with me, I'll always be there for you. 

Maybe there's some power, known as god, who let's us meet certain people in our life. I don't mind meeting them all until one of them is you. But I didn't met you yet neither did I ever saw you. I don't know you but as time passes by I need you more and more. If you just tell me once that you want me, I will make you my one and only. Our bonding is somewhat special, someday, you might cry but I wouldn't instead I will be there to wipe off those tears and hold you tight and make you feel that it's alright. Your life is going without me and in fact it always will but let me assure you that you will be missing that one smile which only I could ever give you. I fake smiles like a pro but I hope that one day you will come and see those struggle behind my smile and help me fade the darkness. I don't know how to say and express what I feel about you. You might not accept me but remember when you want someone while walking through the darkness, I will be there as the gleam of light and help you escape the darkness. My soul still lacks someone who knows the pain and sorrow behind my smile, the love behind my anger and the reason behind my silence. Whenever I look at your pictures or even go through your profile, the abrupt changes in and around me goes unnoticed. I don't mind if you just slip past me now because my heart has captured you and kept it safe in a corner. Now that couldn't be infatuation. Now you have to make a choice and for that I am giving you my whole life. I will always wait for you with the hope that one day you will be mine and I could cherish each and every moment we live together. Still and always waiting.

It's easy for us to take off our clothes and have sex with anyone, in fact people do it all the time. But opening up our soul to someone, letting them into our fears, happiness, thoughts, dreams, hopes and future. Now that's being NAKED.

Walking all alone the busy streets the whole night long I was lost. I wanted someone to walk with. How I wish you could have find me wherever I am. The night vanished but all I could see was the stars. I lost my way and you left my side. You told me that you wanted sometime, and I gave you my whole life. Soon, the darkness gulped me. All I did was felt your aroma and closed my eyes. I wonder if you knew that I never wanted to let you go.

Inspired by Ananya Anubhav Saikia.