sweetest downfall

writing is good actually. what a fun hobby.

ok i think im done being crazy now. everyone wish me luck i’m going to be normal now

hey, sorry for posting just when im going through it, but do you guys have any tips for getting over something that deeply affects you but there is literally nothing you can do about it and you just need to get over it because thats kind of the only option other than feeling bad about it forever

i love poetry so much but i will never be able to write it because i feel like.. it would definitely be all the bullshit blood flowers skin soft tender teeth etc words that everyone makes fun of at Least in the beginning and i am too prone to embarrassment for it to ever work. art for me is like. i think the most detached from my own personal emotion (it still has some, but mostly just that a lot of it is gay, so that feels like a vulnerability in a way), then fiction is the next one, because wow i have a hard time showing that to people, but poetry is like. i don’t think i can even stand to be the only one reading it. just the act of writing it would be too much i think. yes i am overthinking this but maybe its goodto have an interest i just consume and don’t produce.

lads

hey, random question, can i hear some of ur bucket list items?? also ur goals for 2022! this is genuine interest i like hearing about this stuff

the fight between cutting down my book from its crazy long length (like 160k) vs the fight of keeping in my favourite scenes. 

ok im gonna do a more formal post later but i have finished the second draft of my book (featuring the characters you’ve seen me drawn for the past few years) and i am looking for beta readers. so if you have any interest in my characters, hmu! i am looking for someone who can at least read the first act, which is 40k, so if that’s too big of a commitment, then that is completely cool. im planning on having the beta readers read it over like. at least five months to give everyone enough time with life and everything. anyway, cheers