‎✵ sapphic cinephile ‎✵

i want you all to know that i am sorry for how things ended. it was my fault and i see that now. i’ve actually seen that for a while. and i feel so shitty for being such a dick. i’ve looked back at our final messages multiple times and i understand now that i was in the wrong. i am so truly sorry for causing anyone pain or sadness. i am so sorry for ruining what we had and our group. i really hope you guys are still friends and still talk.

it took me a while to fully understand your perspective, it took months. i want to keep this vague but just know that i truly am sorry. i know you all probably don’t want to talk and i respect that. honestly, i don’t know if i want to either. i am just writing this as a way to create closure for me on this blog and be able to move on. i don’t need to know if you read this, but i hope you do. just know that i wish the best for each and every one of you.