sapphic-fujoshi

the fatal flaw that makes you long to be ...

Your opal eyes are all I wish to see.

He wants what's only yours

'Cause when I'd fight, you used to tell me I was brave

And if I'm dead to you why are you at the wake?

Cursing my name

Wishing I stayed

Look at how my tears ricochet

And I can go anywhere I want

Anywhere I want

Just not home

And you can aim for my heart, go for blood

But you would still miss me in your bones

And I still talk to you

When I'm screaming at the sky

And when you can't sleep at night

You hear my stolen lullabies.

"I loved you, Owen. I should have told you." - Hannah Grose, 1987

And if I had to confess --

there stands a greater chance that I have all but lost my mind in here

So I suppose it's better off this way

Because I've always believed that the odds of finding what you seek

Tend to favor those who are open to seeking them in the first place.

To be clear

I've seen a million faces

I've seen a million different faces

Each one mirroring that of your own

And still, none of them felt like home to me

None of them have felt like you

So here we are

And I can vaguely and strangely trace your outline

I can remember what it felt like to hold you

I can remember what it was like to stare blindly into your eyes

for what felt like an eternity

How could I forget that?

I could never forget that

I could never forget you

Because I might just stop loving you.

Because I'm not myself, just yet, and giving love makes me feel more in control -- of me.

Because I hate myself that the moment that love was reciprocated, it falls apart.

Because I hate myself, I can't possibly let someone love me --

Because I can't love someone who likes the same things I hate, right?

Do not fall for me,

Because I love you still, and I don't want to lose that, just yet...

It's like when you hear a word for the first time, and suddenly, you start hearing it everywhere.

- Sterling Wesley

In the end, you just want the calm...

Someone you can crash in to

after a drunken night out.

i don't know about you, but these gives off the same energy to me..