Pairing!: Jaehyun x Y/N

Genre!: angst, unrequited terminal illness

Synopsis!: spring always came easy for you and jaehyun, until winter came late and all that was left was a letter in your hand and tears on Jaehyuns hospital bed

Warnings!: mentions of death, major death, Jaehyun is sick, blurb, open ending

Last winter you held jaehyuns hand in the snowy fields, throwing snowballs and sledding with thick gloves and heavy jackets. Then when spring came you wrapped him up in sunlight and planted yourself deep in his heart like flower seeds. Love and innocence holding you two together like vines.

this year though Jaehyun wasn’t sure if he’d make it to spring. Stuck behind a big glass window, forced to watch the first bits of snow hit the grass. The soft beeps of the heart monitor and the drips of the IV reminded him of the little time he had left.

He was constantly in and out of the hospital with an unknown sickness and an impending doom, there was still so much he needed to do, things he still wanted to say to you. But like roads that were winding to the same destination he knew his fate wasn’t going to change.

Jaehyun didn’t tell you he was sick, not wanting you to see him weak and broken. He carried the strength of a flower against the harsh winter winds, your worried face making his stomach twist and his fists ball the sheets beneath him. Your soft voice begging for an explanation, emotions swirling like an uncontrollable winter with tears that were uncontrollable.

If jaehyun could go back in time he would’ve done everything right, even if he was still going to die in the end. As long as he knew you'd be okay without him. It’s not like he wanted to hurt you like this, but to watch the restraint in your face hiding the clouds you carried. He was just a weak man physically and mentally.

So instead of telling you, Jaehyun wrote you a letter some icy day he was stuck in his dim hospital room and slipped it into your bag the next day he was out. mourning a life he could’ve had, the dreams of a life to have with you that weren’t meant for him.

“Dear. My darling

By the time you read this I probably won’t be here anymore, so quickly read this and throw it away.

I know I promised you after winter we’d go watch the first spring sunrise together and I hope you forgive me for holding this secret from you. But please be happy and joyful for me because I’ll never be able to love you again.

The doctors dont know what is wrong with me so please let me be selfish just this once even if you’re mad at me forever, I’m sorry for not telling you sooner. I just wanted you to be happy and for me to be the reason. I regret that I couldn't do more for you, that I didn't do more for you.

Don't shed too many tears while I’m gone because I’ll be amongst the spring flowers pushing up the roots for you.”

Just like that the next week he was back in the hospital curled up on the bed, but this time he wasn't sure he’d be leaving. Frustrated and head full of “what could’ve been” thoughts, Jaehyun could only lay there and cry. He thought he’d get better, to be able to take you to every field he knew and sit under the trees together. But the more jaehyun cried the more he wished crying could save lives; his life.

But because tears couldn’t save lives, he was still going to die.

Even when you came running through the hospital doors jaehyun still tried to be strong for you, a sickly weak smile only you could recognize from your lover.

“Why did you lie to me?! Why didn’t you tell me you were dying!” Your voice hiccuping with sobs chopping your words apart. your chest tight as you took in his pale body. Your hands are as warm as the first spring without him, trying to scoop him up into your embrace.

“This isn’t funny myung jaehyun! Get up please- you promised me we’d watch the cherry blossoms bloom! You can’t leave me.” Tears staining your cheeks and your heart fracturing deeper than flower roots, you pull jaehyun closer to you. His body is as cold as the last winter you spent together.

Cradled in your arms like winter being melted in the warmth of spring. The sound of your cries bloomed the first flowers Jaehyun had wished to see. Wrapping him around a blanket of dreams and memories.

There he lay in your silhouette his passing quicker than the spring flowers could bloom, a death colder than he deserved.

“Sungchan! Hi how come you're not with the boys?” You wave your free hand at him, the other holding a box of cookies. Sungchan turns the other way and scoffs, smoke coming out from his mouth.

“Why are you always lingering around here? Hasn’t Sohee told you?” He turns back to face you, eyes wandering to the neatly tied bags in your arm. Rolling his eyes he takes another hit before continuing.

“He’s just using you for 50 dollars and a gram” he laughs when he sees your warm smile drop. You grip the cookie box harder, the texture biting back at your hands.

“Sohee wouldn’t do that-“ you snap at him but sungchan cuts you off.

“He needed it for dabs, didn't think you guys would be together this long” he shrugs and slips his cart into his front pocket. Stepping past you, excusing himself back into the classroom he came from.

You're left confused, Sohee had told you he stopped smoking because you hated the way the smell lingered on your bedsheets and especially how he acted when on it.

Letting go of the cookies you let the box drop onto the cold floor, immediately turning back the way you came. Not daring to look back when the door creaks open and you hear Sohee call your name excitedly.

Ignoring his fast approaching steps you dash out of the building not caring about the tears pooling in your eyes and the anger bubbling in your stomach. Even when you feel his warm hand grab yours.

“Hey where were you going? I was waiting for you! The cookies were on the floor too are you-“ you cut off his rambling and wave your arm out of his grip.

Whipping your body to face him you point your finger at his chest.

“Why didnt you tell me I was just a bet Lee Sohee” jabbing your finger into his chest repeatedly with each word, he grabs your wrist gently pulling you close to him instead.

“What? Who told you that? Talk to me love, what happened” he tilts his head confused. The words coming from him are soft and full of concern. You rip your hand away from him and step back looking up at him.

“No Sohee, you tell me what happened! It doesn’t matter who told me. What matters is why didn't you tell me”

“I- I don’t know what you’re talking about!”

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Pairing!: vampire! Sunghoon x human! Y/n

Genre!: angst, vampire enha

Synopsis!: Sunghoon wasnt human and you both knew that so he did what was best, letting you go. Simply trying to protect you both from whatever the future was hiding. all he ever wanted to do was be by your side holding you close for eternity, but the ocean only reminds him of what he had to lose.

Warnings!: none I think

Their sunghoon stood under the moon, where the waves washed along the sand, the cold air breezing against his pale body, the numbness easing his anxiety. The ripples of the waves mocking the sound of his nonexistent beating heart.

He had to leave you behind in a place where he thought you belonged, you weren’t like him, like his kind. He had braced himself for this moment moons ago. But the feeling of you not next to him is unfamiliar. Reminding him he was a monster that couldn’t die.

His emotions made him immature, wanting more of what he couldn’t have. Even when he yelled, even when he slammed his fists into the soft sand, even when he begged for you back. The blood that flowed through him desperately called for you.

You were what he was living for. Giving him strength that turned selfish. Whispered promises that only the sea could swallow and lock up. It trapped him, taking him whole. Like a cruel punishment that he couldn’t escape.

He did everything he thought was right, for the safety of you both. But the deep wounds tore him apart leaving an unfilled space where you belonged. A curse that bound you two together.

But no matter how tightly he clasped his hands with yours, he had to let you slip between his fingers. Like a fistful of sand, even when his cold words made you freeze up, pleading to go with him.

He couldn’t stop praying for a god he didn’t believe in. Seeking for answers the world had no answers to, for someone or something to end this torture of missing you. the twisted emotions that forced its way out of him deep and emotional. splashing against him just like the waves splashed the rocks.

The ocean was endless and deep, drowning whatever was in its path. Yet strong like the blood that held you to each other.

But no matter how strong it was he still wished for the deep blue to swallow him. Then maybe when his body decided to flatline the waves would bring him to you. Maybe he wouldn’t mind the dark because at the end you would be there. Just like the stars lit the dark sky

He had stopped sleeping long ago, didn’t dare to succumb himself to it, even when the moon and sun passed each other, he dreamt between them. Knowing you were under the same sky as him somewhere among the unfamiliar paths thinking of him too.

Maybe it was fate, maybe it was salvation, the hope that brought you guys together in this sharp world. Meeting you was his miracle.

His cold breath breathing in the waves. Loving you for the last time was the best thing he had. If at the edge of darkness was your light, he wouldn’t mind letting go. Because he knew where fate would bring him.

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pairing!: Werewolf! Kei x human! Reader x vampire! Heeseung

genre!: fluff!, romance, love triangle, poly relationship, tiny bit of angst if you squint, comedy

synopsis: Having one supernatural boyfriend was fine enough but when you run out dramatically after an argument with your vampire partner, you find yourself in a more peculiar arrangement than you signed up for. You meet Kei, a werewolf that is bound to fall in love with the first person he sees on a full moon; which happens to be you. Between opinions and supernatural standpoints you three make a great team but Heeseungs brother might disagree…especially when he comes over one day complaining about the smell of “wet dog” in your living room.

warnings!: Kei stinks lol

You and heeseung had been dating for a few months now and everyone knew that, it was normal for humans and vampires to mix in this day and age. But what everyone DIDN'T know was that you guys had a third in your relationship.

Kei, a 6 feet athletic man who transformed into a big grey wolf with silver streaks anytime there was a full moon and also how you met him. After a little argument with heeseung you had stormed out in the heat of the moment and while walking down the street you heard some rustling among the bushes.

Of course you had to help a kitty friend in need, not thinking twice you wrestled the bushes aside and instead of seeing a huge cat there was a big wolf looking right back at you laying on its side with golden eyes. You both freeze staring at each other before scrambling upright.

Pulling away from the bushes you quickly ran back the way you came, completely forgetting what you and heeseung had argued about and immediately throwing your apartment door open to see him standing there eyes wide and his phone in hand.

“I was just about to call you, are you okay?” He comes close to you slipping his phone into his sweats. His cold hands sliding up to hold your flushed cheeks, putting your hands on top of his and ignoring what he said you immediately start rambling about what had just happened.

“Hee, there was a wolf in the bushes right down the street! It was huge! Did you know we had werewolves-“he grabs your face a little harder and lowers himself slightly to look into your eyes.

“Baby did you just say a wolf?” His eyes are wide and deep with concern. A small smile forms on your lips and you remove his hands off your cheeks. “Yeah whats wrong with that? Wolves are everywhere now”

“Y/n when it’s a full moon the first person a wolf sees is their mate for life” heeseung deadpans pinching the bridge of his nose with 2 fingers. Letting out a sigh he follows up “and there’s only one pack of wolves that live in this neighborhood”

You wish your vampire boyfriend could suck you dead right now.

You stare at each other, you being a bit more dumbfounded than the vampire in front of you. Gulping your heart that's stuck in your throat you whisper “what are we going to do, hee”

“We will figure out who this wolf is and we’ll go from there” heeseung responds, dragging a hand dramatically down his face.

That was a month ago and you didn’t think living with a werewolf was going to be this hard.

I mean he was basically a human too, a grown adult just with wolf traits? but how wrong you were. living with an actual dog would’ve been easier.

“Kei! You’re stomping dirt everywhere after I just cleaned. I told you my friends were coming over” heeseung whines loudly stomping his foot down on the floor looking up at the half wolf half man a few feet away from him.

Kei’s ears are pinned back and his fluffy silver streaked tail is covered with mud, tucked between his legs, the tip wagging just a little. Kei mumbles a sorry and sends the younger boy a sheepish smile. quickly running up the stairs and straight into the bathroom before he can get scolded anymore.

You come around the corner of the hallway spraying a “wolf smell remover” air freshener that's supposed to smell like citrus and fresh laundry strong enough to cover kei’s outdoor scent for a few hours. but with heeseung re-mopping the brown liquid off the floor and kei actively knocking stuff over with his excessively large fluffy tail in your guys shared bathroom, there is no way his smell is gonna disappear even a little.

You and heeseung lose track of time trying to cover your guy's other partner. When the doorbell rings you both stop what you're doing looking at each other with straight fear in your guys eyes as you both quickly scramble around each other. You quickly fluff the pillows out and heeseung basically throws the mop into the closet before dashing to the door.

Swinging the door open stands Sunghoon and Jay, fellow blood brothers of heeseungs. Giving each other greetings as heeseung steps aside to let them in.

Immediately their noses scrunch, Sunghoon says it first. “Heeseung I KNOW yn’s taste in air fresheners and I’m sure she didn’t pick wet dog and sour lemon” he turns around pinching his nose looking over at jay and then to heeseung who just smiles.

“It’s a new scent, I wanted to try it and it just smells like citrus to me” Heeseung strolls past him and sits on the couch alongside you. Jay watches you both suspiciously stiffen when there’s a thump in the bathroom.

Sunghoon doesnt even notice, his nose blinded by the smell of wet mutt. “WHERE ARE YOU GETTING MUTT AIR FRESHENER FROM?!” He shouts a little louder cowering closer to jay.

“Why are you hating on-“ before heeseung can even finish there’s heavy footsteps down the stairs, all eyes staring at the big shadow coming down “hey why does it smell like dead bodies more than it usually does”

There he is in all his glory, your tall handsome wolf in sweatpants and a tank top, bits of water dripping down the side of his face. His fluffy ears poked up out from the towel on his head and his tail hung curled slightly.

“WHO IS THAT” Sunghoon points with his other hand

“Who are YOU?” Kei’s stance shifts, standing a bit broader as he positions himself in front of you and heeseung

“Oh my god that’s the smell” Jay says as he slaps a hand over his mouth

You and heeseung simply watch everything unfold, eyes darting whenever someone says something.

“Are you supposed to be here” Sunghoon side eyes him

“Uh.. well I pay the electric bill?” Kei puts his pointer finger on his lip like he’s thinking

“Yeah.. okay so who are you again” jay gets between the two trying to be a peace maker

“I’m kei” the werewolf introduces himself and turns slightly, looking at you and heeseung “y/n who is this bloodsucker and why is he talking to me like he owns the place” his voice sweet and sugary, feigning innocence as he insults the 2 blood sucking men in front of him.

You pat his back softly from over the couch looking at kei “this is heeseungs friend” Kei’s eyes switch from yours to jays when he speaks “the correct term is blood brother” jay says raising his head up and crossing his arms as if to prove a point.

“DONT talk back to my girlfriend” Heeseung says rubbing his temples and kei jumps in “were basically like packmates” he stands tall and proud.

“HEESEUNG ARE YOU SECRETLY A WEREWOLF” Sunghoon suddenly shouts

“YOU are BOTH hoon” Jay smacks the back of Sunghoons head lightly.

“Enough please” Heeseung stands up from the couch “yes we are trio and yes he is a wolf”

Kei can't help but lean in to sniff Sunghoon trying to smell him out. Sunghoon flinches back still holding his nose and his other hand swatting at Kei whose tail wags excitedly at the smell of a werewolf.

“How have you not fallen in love with heeseung on a full moon if you’re a wolf” Kei questions as he leans into sunghoons neck, sniffing at his scent glands

“WE ARE BLOOD BROTHERS, KEYWORD BROTHERS!” Sunghoon dives into the couch trying to get away.

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Note: my first fic guys fire or flames?