Why am i sad

I’m so tired of my life. Everyone is always complaining about something. Everything I do is never fucking enough. I feel so unappreciated and undervalued. No one see’s all the effort I’m putting in to provide for everyone. I get taken for granted all the time. But one day they’ll see what it’s like when I’m gone. I hate it here.

Its never enough. I’m never enough.

I put myself into insurmountable debt for the sake of my family and it has ruined my life so much.

I ruined my life for the sake of others and it is killing me inside

When I’m gone how will I be remembered?

When will these hard times pass?

When will it be my turn to finally be happy

Grateful for the life that I have but damn this shit is so fucking hard

Ive been thinking bout killing myself a lot lately

Ive never hated my life more than I do right now honestly

My life is falling apart

Its just one thing after another