2+ hour walk, bought yogurt omw home, beautiful weather, feeling happy and gay

Yall forget about all of the depressing shit ive said on this blog. Life is actually beautiful and i am Living it

About to go on a long walk

Might get a free ticket to my local museum. Awesome thing that might happen.

I really wish my brain wasn’t so loud. Im so tired of it. Ever since i was a small kid I’ve struggled with overthinking and intrusive thoughts. I started feeling depressed when i was around 12 years old and got diagnosed when i was 16. Ive had struggles with food and body image from a young age. Im definitely doing better mentally, but i still struggle and my brain is still so fucking loud and its exhausting. I just want everything to be quiet. I just want to be happy and proud of myself and my achievements. Why do i constantly feel so much worry and doubt and anxiety. I dont know what to do about it. Ive been working on it for yearssss and it just never goes away.

Went to the beach to journal and a man got Naked and started doing Push Ups on the sand, Cock out