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Saam
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Intro
Saam
Former kastcel
Femcels don’t exist.
16yr old KHHV incel
Diagnosed ND
Addict
Don’t expect me not to be misogynistic.
1312

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I know I’m not being delusional because when I’m delusional I like to keep to myself.
I know I know best, why would I let anyone tell me otherwise?
I’m too sure of this.
Posting for the first time since April 14th is kinda weird.
I feel like I the same thing happened last year.

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I’ve been so confused, angry and tired these last couple of days.
I can see peoples auras I can see that they’re meant to be something and how they’re living how they’re supposed to.
But I can never figure out my own aura. (Green aura with flies. Maybe.)
I don’t fit my own style and I hate all the clothes I wear. I can think something looks good but know I’d hate it on myself.
Idk this is lowkey just rambling for no reason but I feel like I’m supposed to be different and have good sense of fashion but I just can’t get myself to like what I wear.
People hate me irl. My friends always look at me with so much disgust.
I feel like the guy on tiktok measuring the distance between his house and a tree.
Im too sure of this to be wrong.
There’s either a cult or some sort of government base in my local park. Too much isn’t making sense.
A small building with Greek architecture, always locked.
Mirroring it on the other side of a plane and a couple of lakes but still entirely visible, like it was meant to be seen/connected, is a small building with Chinese architecture, which too is always locked up, in fact the island it is on is locked up.
There is another island also locked up, with only way of getting onto it is through a boat by a type of doc, and sometimes it’s there from when the park opens (at 7 o’clock) but it’s not there when the park had closed the day before.
Meaning someone is accessing the island when the park is closed/no one can see what’s happening.
It’s not just a random park either, a castle, now used for military training and yoga classes is placed within it, and it used to be used as the schizophrenic kings (Christian the 7th) main residence when he was alive.
Too many strings for something like this to just be a normal park.
you could be a trans woman. i used to loathe men, always getting into fistfights with them, always getting into relationships to just. abuse the dudes I was with. the rush that i got from making them feel like shit was unlike anything else. i gave my dad a bloody nose so many times. this might come across as.. haughty and airheaded, but I'm just being honest. not trying to impress anyone. it's what I did. all because I wasn't allowing myself to be the man that I am. the visceral hate I felt was all because I had been brainwashed by transphobic retards (so.. for a while, I was a transphobic retard too) into thinking that trannies were sick. the fact that I wasn't allowed by society n those close to me to be different made me hate my differences instead of those who caged me. i was just one and they were plenty. hating myself was easier than swimming against the current. the only way I could ''reclaim'' my power back from the differences that I am, was through being violent towards them. punching them into the ground, either literally or mentally, until they felt numb enough. ''how dare they look like that, sound like that, dress like that.. I want that shit more than they do.'' was my subconscious reasoning ig. i am.. the healthiest I've ever been now that I've finally transitioned. I got a penis and everything. i can cum too which is wild lol. maybe this isn't your case, but.. dude.. entertain the thought. trust. who gives a fuck if the people around you give you shit for changing. they aren't your people anymore. hate is so very comfortable. it rots your brain, you can't feel a thing except for it. a defense mechanism blown so far out of proportion it swallows you whole trying to defend you and then you *are absolutely nothing except for it. but you're still in there.. // I'm willing to bet you haven't felt something real since forever. it's all samey, flat and dull. when was the last time you felt warm happiness inside your chest? anything that could help you return there? + I'm not a one-off case. when one hates something so fervently.. Sometimes.. it's because we're avoiding reckoning with a part of ourselves. we're avoiding it because, well, others who already were where we wanted to be at, hurt us, so we associated the hurt with the destination, instead of just those particular individuals. we hate those who represent the part of us that we don't like for whatever reason. the only way to reconcile with oneself, in order to live a life where you can actually feel things, is to figure out where that hatred you feel is coming from. i genuinely think you might be a trans woman. revelations like often these shatter one's idea of self. they're like death. but you can come back from this one. those girls you see in your dreams... do they resemble you in any way? i look similar to the men I'd draw when I was younger.
I've been awake for 3 days I hope this made sense.
This is some prime coke bender rambling.
I’m not trans. Even though a lot of people feel like they’re able to make that diagnosis for me.
I don’t want to invision myself in a female body.

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Delete this shitty account once and for all
I said I was going to but maybe I’ll let it stay up for a little while longer because of this
I’ll probably delete tumblr in a bit
Are all of your schizophrenic delusions negative in nature, or are some positive as well?
Never had a good delusion or hallucination, and if I did, I never realised it was such.
I hate being semiconscious of my own schizophrenic delusions. Knowing you’re wrong but keep finding evidence or having vivid images in my head of something happening.
I hate having no one to talk to about it. No one can fix it and no one can understand. I already have a diagnosis, I’ve already had a therapist but it’ll never go anywhere because my mother refuses my medication.
That Jaydes gig the other day looked fucking trash.
Hysteric doesn’t work live. People were off key, out of tempo, and the place didn’t have any ambience or atmosphere.
Just watching the clips made me cringe.

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I’m decaying.
I’m so logged out of everything I do, and I’m forced to be somewhat social having a roommate. All I want is to lock myself in my room and never come out.
I want to be found rotted into the floor of my room in a hundred years. All these phones make me paranoid and I always think people are filming or taking pictures. I hate it.
Whatever.
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Hello 🙋♂️