XI.XVI.MMXVI

1 month na ang nakalipas. 😩 It was so damn hard but the next was harder. I miss him so much, every minute and every second, with every fiber of my being and still cry every day and night. Sometimes I feel he's still alive. I don't know when and how I could ever get over with all of this I guess for a very long time or NEVER. Sorry for being weak bi (Bryan Suelii ) at this very moment. I know you can feel my tears and you don't want me to cry. I know I have to face it, I know I have to deal with it. It easy to say yet the hardest thing to do. You used to tell me you would always be there for me and never leave me, but now I need you the most and you're gone. It kills me that everytime I think of that I could never hear your voice again, make convo bout our day, that could never see you, could never hug and kiss you. You're always in my prayer and I pray that God will give me strength and somehow get me thyrough as I struggle with this heartache that came when I lost you. I know one day when I reach the end you will be waiting for me with a smile even knowing such sadness awaits me, I'd definitely fall inlove with you again bi. I love you so much more always and forever bitut. 😘