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It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

It's not easy living with this. It not easy always looking for reminders of how to stay happy and keeping yourself grounded. I want to break out in every possible way every day, but that's just my mania talking. I’ve been told that I can manage it, but a lot of the times, most days feels so hard. I wish I didn't have to live with this. I wonder what it's like to not have such a heavy heart all of the time. But that's the goal. To not give up and to keep going.  I have to remind myself that this feeling is temporary and the feeling will go soon. I wish I could say that it's a recent feeling, but it's been well over 10 years and my chest feels so many emotions at once.