He's My Brother, He's My Everything

Replying to this request about Candle Beck’s podfics  and thanks to smanningj who was  so kind and sent me 11 of them, I uploaded them to my personal cloud so please, if you have problems downloading, let me know:

FOUND THANKS TO smanningj

American Myth, Sam/Dean, R, 14043 words. As long as you have a car, you are free, and other lies my country taught me.

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Come My Way, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 8540 words. There is contentment and then bickering and then a haunted roller coaster, and it all goes okay.

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Speechless, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 13233 words. Dean loses his voice and their rapport is only moderately impaired.

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And I Have Asked to Be Where No Storms Come, Sam/Dean, R, 16939 words. Family is the first to break your heart.

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For Keeps For Good Forever, Sam/Dean, R, 8802 words. AU. Dean never told Sam about his deal.

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Eight Things You Should Know, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 9137 words. Being in love with Dean is the most annoying thing.

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Ascalon, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 9205 words. You and your brother are hunting dragons.

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Gone, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 6074 words. Prequel to Gone Again.  Whiskey and Star Wars and Dean.

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Last Day on Earth, Sam/Dean, NC-17, 13054 words. A list of things to do if you only have one day to live, presented in inconvenient non-list form.

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The Land of the Blind, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 12922 words. Even the post-apocalypse looks good in a certain light.

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Famous Ghosts of Texas, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 9553 words. Life will be better for all concerned if we just pretend that last thing never happened.

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Welcome to Fog City, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 7787 words. Sam’s one blind spot is big enough to drive a truck through.

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STILL MISSING, IF YOU HAVE ONE OF THEM AND ARE WILLING TO SHARE, PLEASE DROP ME A MESSAGE.

The Mother Road, Sam/Dean, R, 3608 words. The third time, the charm.

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Smart People Who Do Dumb Things, Sam/Dean, R, 14266 words. I shouldn’t have pushed, but you shouldn’t have said no.

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Junkie: A True Story, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 2590 words. Nothing else matters in this whole wide world.

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Be Awake, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 5127 words. Dean has a concussion and his better senses come and go.

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Manhattan for Beads, Sam/Dean, R, 11666 words. Try to avoid trading love for sex.

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How to Survive in the Woods, Sam/Dean, R, 9311 words. And then, if you can believe it, eight years passed.

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Roads, Sam/Dean, PG-13, 2133 words. Life in motion.

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High Wire, Sam/Dean, R, 5330 words. Nine-month skid.

That “fact” about Clinton defending a child rapist and laughing about it, came about in May of 2016 this year. It’s a new lie which is part of a carefully orchestrated smear campaign that’s been running against her for the last 20 years because the thought of a woman in power scares certain powerful men shitless.

What is true about it, is that in 1975 Hillary Clinton (then Hillary Rodham) was appointed to represent a man charged with raping a 12-year-old girl. This was her job. And just in case you can’t wrap your head around how being a defense lawyer works then I’m sorry to tell you that lots of lawyers have had to defend people they have found to be monstrous. When people say in movies “you have the right to an attorney” they’re serious, everyone has that right, even child rapists. Hillary took the case reluctantly, which ended in a plea bargain for the defendant. He did not “get away with it”. He actually plead guilty. That’s what plea bargain means.

Hillary Clinton did not volunteer to be the defendant’s lawyer, she did not laugh about the case’s outcome, she did not assert that the complainant “made up the rape story,” she did not claim she knew the defendant to be guilty, and she did not “free” the defendant. Do some basic research before you support such claims. (x)

And just in case you’re too lazy to click the link, here’s a direct quote from Hillary and Gibson, the prosecution lawyer:

[Prosecuting attorney Mahlon Gibson] called me to tell me an indigent prisoner accused of raping a twelve-year-old girl wanted a woman lawyer. [Prosecutor Mahlon] Gibson had recommended that the criminal court judge, Maupin Cummings, appoint me. I told Mahlon I really didn’t feel comfortable taking on such a client, but Mahlon gently reminded me that I couldn’t very well refuse the judge’s request.

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“Hillary told me she didn’t want to take that case, she made that very clear,” recalls prosecutor Gibson, who phoned her with the judge’s order.

And murder? If we’re talking about the decisions all politicians make, then by that logic you could turn around and say that Obama has murdered 116 innocent civilians because of drone strikes (x), George W Bush murdered over 110,937 civilians in the Iraq war alone. (x) People might well believe Bernie Sanders is the savior we’ve been denied, but you’re dreaming if you think he could have taken the office of the presidency and avoided bloodshed entirely. But since we’re presumably cherry picking about bloodshed on politicians hands, lets talk about The Authorization of Military Force Against Terrorists Act, passed on September 14th 2001. This act is responsible for the United State’s continued engagement in the Middle East over the last 15 years—And Bernie Sanders voted for it. And I love Bernie, I would have voted for him in a heartbeat. But when we’re talking about “murder” on the hands of politicians hands, we cannot cherry pick the facts we want to believe in and ignore the rest.

Hillary Clinton is not a monster. Hillary Clinton does messy jobs no one else is willing to do, and she does them well. But Hillary Clinton is also the person who showed up at Ground Zero following in the wake of 9/11 to witness the carnage for herself. Clinton who did not do it for photo-ops as so many did, and took the time to talk to first responders and to make sure theywere getting the resources and help they needed to carry on their work. Clinton who advocated for those same people to receive health care when it was revealed the Bush administration lied about the air around Ground Zero not being toxic to breathe, putting rescuers at further risk. Clinton who stood by people for years and made sure they were doing okay in the aftermath:

Gorman recalls being pleasantly surprised by Clinton’s commitment, both in terms of her mastery of policy detail and on a personal level. “She would call me on my cellphone to ask how I was doing, how my members were doing,” he said. “One time I was pumping gas at a Texaco station, it was Christmas Eve, and she wanted to know how things were going. When a senator calls someone on my level, that’s impressive.”(x)

But we don’t hear so much about that do we? We don’t hear about Hillary who has been campaigning for universal health care since 1993 (x). Hillary who has stood with Planned Parenthood for a long time and who remains their most stalwart advocate (x)

And the reason we don’t hear about them is because Hillary has endured a 20 year smear campaign against her, and this is important, because she is a woman who dares to show ambition (x). So when you believe the things you read without fact checking them, you are giving weight and precedence to even bigger lies which has its roots in female oppression. Which is disgusting.

Do I agree with everything she has ever said and done? No of course not. But on that same level I don’t agree with everything Bernie Sanders has ever said and done either. Do I believe she is the most qualified candidate to be the next President of the United States? Unequivocally.

admit the truth you l o v e him don’t you?

Pining!Dean Wincest fic recs

Anon I hope that’s ok, for pining!Sam go here

The Hunter Games  When the infamous Winchester bad luck strikes twice in quick succession Sam and Dean are forced to compete in the most brutal reality TV show ever created. It’s impossible to escape the battlefield, hiding can only be temporary, and alliances inside those dark, bloodstained woods last about as long as it takes for the other Hunter to figure out how to use your weapons. And then kill you with them.

Better Homes and Gardens  After getting whammied on a hunt, Dean wakes up a househusband in Lawrence married to his little brother. Trapped in this world where down is up and up is completely fucked, Dean desperately tries to figure out a way to get back to a world that makes sense without completely losing his mind in the process. Featuring: spice gardens, bridge clubs, and the power of incestuous, gay love.

For Keeps for Good Forever    AU after the very end of All Hell Breaks Loose 2. There’s a simple premise here, ‘cause you remember how Dean wasn’t gonna tell Sam anything?

The Ghost of Somebody at His Side The night before Sam Winchester meets with his 12th grade guidance counselor for the second time, something very bad happens. One of those somethings that takes only a ridiculously short amount of time – in this case, about three minutes – yet manages to change the course of two lives forever. Or: Sam goes to Stanford, and takes most of Dean’s heart with him.

Down at the End Verse   Set Season 1 goes AU after the crash in Devil’s Trap. ………….. Angst, pining, jealousy, possessiveness and sex …. lots and lots of sex

A Satellite of Sorrows  When Sam and Dean are called back to Lawrence for a case, old and new monsters emerge to test the boundaries of their selves and their brotherhood. The road leads them back to the place they thought they’d never return, and for Dean and Sam, that place sparks memories of heaven and hell. And during their journey, they encounter an enemy who threatens to reveal secrets better left hidden. Before long, they realize that sometimes going home means following a satellite of sorrows.

The truncated love story of Smith and Wesson  Smith & Wesson bumble about on a case.

Your Favourite Innocence    Oh these boys porn and they angst and then they porn some more and then it’s time for angst again. Really, I just wanted to write some angsty porn. Title from Depeche Mode. Did I mention this was really very porny? And angsty?

Heaven Sure Ain’t Like It Is In The Brochure   Post Season 9 Finale. In this AU, Dean killed Metatron and never became a demon. Instead, he and Sam got Cain to take the Mark back and the Winchesters went back to doing what they do best - saving people and hunting things. However, their supposedly easy salt and burn goes bad and the boys wake up in Heaven. Castiel, acting as their angelic guide, informs them that because they’re soulmates they get to share a heaven. All they have to do is find a place that they can both agree on, which proves to be easier said than done. They travel down the Axis Mundi together, stopping along the way to revisit some of the places from their shared past and the bittersweet memories that they hold. Dean is worried that this little trip down memory lane is going to dredge up some uncomfortable truths that he’d just as well let lie. But, as anxious as he is about what their memories will reveal, he figures he’d be willing to deal with just about anything

Night Moves   Was it wrong to want what Piper had? Of course it was; thinking like this would only lead to something bad, something terrible but Dean couldn’t shut off his brain, couldn’t stop the thoughts from tumbling through like leaves on an autumn day.

The Touch of His Hand Sam is fourteen when his psychic ability manifests, in the form of powerful, uncontrollable visions that leave him incapacitated by pain. Fear of his father’s reaction to having a son with supernatural powers leaves him only one person to turn to: his brother Dean. As his feelings for Dean grow stronger and the visions take more out of him, both brothers will have to make decisions on what is important, and where you go when you have nowhere left to turn.

The Ways to Sam’s Heart   Dean decides to woo Sam with his awesome cooking skills now that there is a fancy bunker for them to live in. Sam is oblivious to his efforts.

Lonely is the Night  They shouldn’t be doing this. Or maybe they should’ve done this years ago.

Between a Rock and a Warm Embrace   After two vegetarian restaurants, an almost serious usage of the term “buttercup,” and an incident with Dean’s mouth pressed against his ear, Sam came to the disorienting conclusion that they were quite possibly dating. Or, more accurately, that Dean was honest-to-god courting him like a modern-day knight in distressed leather armour. ..

Dean Winchester vs. the World   In order to date his brother, Dean Winchester has to defeat Sam’s seven evil exes. Inspired by Scott Pilgrim vs. the World.

Riders on the Storm   Bottled up in a borrowed Sierra Nevada cabin while their father chases demonic omens, Sam and Dean have nothing to do but hunt chupacabras and mess around with each other. It’s not supposed to mean anything. When the weeks are over and Sam announces he’s leaving for Stanford, everything including their relationship falls apart. Years later, Jess dies tragically and Sam leaves Stanford with Dean to find their dad. Dean is Sam’s anchor in the ocean of Sam’s grief, but soon Sam starts suspecting that he’s holding too close, wanting too much. Meanwhile, Dean has repented of what happened that summer, but deep down neither can shake his less-than-brotherly feelings. When Dean exchanges his soul for Sam’s life, Sam is determined not to let Dean die, or let their desires go unresolved. On the trail of the Wild Hunt, during a last-ditch effort to save Dean from hell, the crackling tension between Sam and Dean finally comes to a head.

Brothers In Arms  Sam disappears from a club late one friday night. There is a dead body in the woods missing a face next to some of Sam’s clothes. Sam is slipping further and further away as the war between “I shouldn’t” and “I want to” rages on in Dean’s mind. The truth about an… “accident” in teenage years that neither Sam nor Dean really sees the entire truth of, a pyromaniac with a grudge and Charlie all helps to push Dean towards the end of the losing battle he is fighting with his current version of morality.

We’ll Tak A Cup o’ Kindness Yet   naps, dubious beverages, first time, baked goods; a New Year’s revolution

Not Like This (Like This)  It takes eight years for Sam and Dean to get it right.

All I Need (Is You)   After the third trial is aborted, Dean takes Sam to hospital where he recovers. Dean wants them to rest a while, he needs Sam to get better in his own time so - with Charlie’s help - Dean takes Sam on a luxury vacation to the sun-kissed beaches of Mexico. Charlie suggests their cover should be as a gay couple and, reluctantly both brothers go along with the plan. While they both rest, recover and for the first time in a long time have normal lives, the brothers reconnect but in a way that neither of them ever expected

Alrighty then. (LACon 2009)

We were like gods at the dawning of the world, and our joy was so bright we could see nothing else but the other. {tsoa}