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TRUE writers suddenly get writing urges at 1am mid-doomscroll and proceed to ramble out the most incoherent plot into a new doc and wake up and then just. stare at it.

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mental health check-in
How am I feeling right now? I feel like I'm trying to do a million things at once, knowing it's not only physically impossible, but that I can't change the world in one night.
What does my body need at this moment? Probably water, but it could use a brisk walk and stretch.
What self-care action can I take today? It's 7:42pm, but I exfoliated my scalp earlier, and brushed my hair.
Is there anything I need to forgive myself for? Gaining weight after pregnancy, and all three miscarriages. Mostly from depression and emotionally eating.
What am I grateful for today? My husband's grace.
What are my needs that aren't being met? I need to find a therapist, soon. Hopefully once my PCP sends in that referral.
What accomplishments can I celebrate today? Getting my picture taken for my gym membership. Walking into a gym for the first time was terrifying, but overthinking it was worse.
How can I be kinder to myself in this moment? I could tell myself, 'I am beautiful' more.
What's one thing I can let go of that's not serving me? The endless stream of negative words I call myself on a daily basis.
What brings me joy, and how can I incorporate more of it into my life? WRITING. I could incorporate it more into my life by setting aside time to write everyday.
repeating this to myself forever and ever
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mental health check-in
How am I feeling right now? Tired, having just woken up from a small nap; happy that I'm eating ribs from last night, and dreading the drive to New Hampshire to pick up our new puppy, Toby. (Excited too, just dreading the 16 hours it's going to take to get there.)
What does my body need at this moment? Water water water
What self-care action can I take today? I slept today lol. I took a shower. I brushed my hair. I feel as though I could relax more than I currently do. I feel super tense.
Is there anything I need to forgive myself for? For getting angry at my mom for ignoring me for days. My feelings are/were valid.
What am I grateful for today? I am grateful for the silly moment Mateo gave us earlier tonight, when he hopped into bed between us, saying, "I love you both" <3
What are my needs that aren't being met? I've been having weird chest pain, well, pressure lately, and I feel like I'm avoiding taking care of that.
What accomplishments can I celebrate today? I can celebrate the end of the ever-so treacherous 2025, and the fact I survived it... literally.
How can I be kinder to myself in this moment? I could just... be kinder.
What's one thing I can let go of that's not serving me? That whole mess, that I certainly don't care for or about, that has forever altered the family dynamic for the worse.
What brings me joy, and how can I incorporate more of it into my life? Sleep.. I could actually sleep more.
mental health check-in
how am i feeling right now? i am feeling a bit lost without weekly therapy sessions, and a bit down, but i also feel so much peace being where i've wanted to be for so long. i feel forgotten but i accept it with a little sadness. all good things must come to an end.
what does my body need at this moment? most likely sleep, since it is 12:17 in the morning
what self-care action can i take today? well, besides sleep, i could attempt to take a walk during lunch later today, or shape my eyebrows
is there anything i need to forgive myself for? for feeling selfish for taking time to myself after my second miscarriage. it seems like some ppl took offense, and quit communicating with me altogether, but i have to accept that
what am i grateful for today? i am grateful for being able to cook without worries, and my son, mateo, for always stopping to give hugs and kisses
what are my needs that aren't being met? there are too many to name
what accomplishments can i celebrate today? i can celebrate being able to cook again, and for doing my best at work.
how can i be kinder to me in this moment? i could stop telling myself i'm ugly or not worth anyone's time
what's one thing i can let go of that's not serving me? the fact those people quit talking to me without explanation
what brings me joy, and how can i incorporate more of it into my life? besides mateo, photography, and jiu-jitsu will always be two things that bring me the most joy, but one must have monetary means to keep up with such hobbies. reading and writing also brings me joy as well, so i could try reading more often throughout the week. i could also journal my feelings more consistently.
Have you ever felt this way?
From my book The Secret Name of Things.
As a licensed therapist, let me tell you that the most success Iāve found with patients is not being uwu soft happy thoughts guy, and instead being someone that validates all the rage, anger, frustration and sorrow they have. Curbing it with fake positivity is unhealthy and self-destructive. Express it. If you need to cry, you cry, if we need to rage, we rage, if you arenāt good with words, we can do something more physical; I bought cheap plates one time, for this 16 year old girl who just couldnāt communicate and convey properly, then we smashed them together whenever our slow conversation touched on the things that truly hurt her, the idea being that giving a physical component to speech could help her organize ideas better, and it worked.
And after we get all that rage out of you, after we validate and shape it into something thatās nothing to be ashamed of and that neednāt be kept in a little cloister until it blows you to kingdom come, then we talk about how beautiful shit can be once rage and frustration are things you can grab by the throat. Yeah itās not going to solve everything because a lot of psychological issues are symptoms of a greater root problem, and a lot of times, you donāt have mental illness, you simply donāt have money, but with that wholly on the table? Yeah it becomes easier to navigate potential solutions and increase resilience.
But seriously, āfake it until you make itā has a lot of merits but thereās a big red line that says āFAKE HAPPINESSā that you shouldnāt cross. Canāt blame you if you do, because we are taught ānegativeā emotions exist (they donāt) and that we have to repress and never āfailā. Fuck up a lot, and learn from it, learn how to get angry in a way that helps you and doesnāt hurt others. Way more productive than thinking happy thoughts.

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Unbeknownst to many: last year, at the end of March, I went through a miscarriage, and it broke me in many ways. Some days you forget about it; forget that the possibility existed, and some days you remember, but the sun is shining so brightly, it obliterates the thought. But some days, some nights--like tonight, it's all too real, what could've been and what isn't. And you have to constantly remind yourself you got through it, so you can get through today, right? Or is the miscarriage just an excuse? Is it something to cling to, when you feel sad? Whatever it is, it hurts. It sucks to go through life, not really knowing who really cares and who doesn't. It sucks to have to constantly remind yourself that you are your own advocate, that you can do this, as everyday hinderances try to bring you down even more. It is what it is, as they say... right?
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How we fight our monsters mustn't be to create new ones.
We must be better than them.