Took my first dose of this heavy duty antibiotic and I felt slightly dizzy in a good way, so relaxed. And I get to be like this for a week. I get to have this stupid bladder irritation dealt with, and all I have to do is sit back and let the medicine do its thing. And don’t take any foods that may anger it.

Felt good all afternoon after a busy morning. I feel weirdly optimistic about the future.

I went to get some groceries in the afternoon since I had ran out of lunch options at home. I’d rate it a 6/10 on the scale of how chaotic this particular Costco run was. Never pleasant but pretty rewarding. I finally got frozen broccoli and restocked on yogurt along with some other things. This grocery run was sort of stressful but it made for an ok lunch and dinner.

My afternoon looked much different and it was very pleasant. I went to get a massage, I got a burger from my favorite burger joint. In the evening I walked the dog.

I really miss working out. It’s been a week now and hopefully my gym can accommodate my health problem and pause my membership for at least another week.

Some things I actually appreciated today:

1. colorful clouds during sunset

2. a burger

It was a rest day today so I just ran some errands and then chilled inside my air conditioned bedroom watching youtube on my tv.

1. I’m starting to see more of my abs, so the training and relentless dieting has been paying off

2. I don’t have bladder inflammation anymore, it’s completely gone and I’m so stoked I haven’t gotten any flare ups

3. I’ve taken a liking for watching mma like a divorced dad watching his favorite game from ‘96 because it’s just one fight that I watch

I’d call this a fuel-heavy day… but I think it should be standard for a crossfit day in my book. I’m excited for my upcoming massage session on Tuesday. I wish that was today but I’ve got to wait at least a week between sessions or else I’ll get too used to it. Plus, even elite athletes wait a week in between their massages so I know I’m doing it right.

Someone from elementary school recognized me at carls jr while I was getting my milkshake and I was definitely wearing an idgaf outfit. Literally the one shirt that was clean with some random ahh shorts. So I just ordered some lounge “idgaf” coded pieces to throw on when I go on little outings like this. Ones that look way more intentional because the outfit I was wearing was NOT. Some pr trained coded fits. I wasn’t embarrassed but I thought I shouldn’t be caught slipping like that again.

The gameplan for tomorrow is to wake up, have some cereal and a banana, hydrate well, workout for an hour. After my workout I could come home and have a yogurt bowl and then go get a burrito or something since the place doesn’t open till noon.

Other errands I have to run in between include getting gas and grocery shopping for lentils, onions, carrots and celery, chicken breasts and sweet potatoes.

Stuff that stood out for me that I appreciated today was

1. having free time to relax

2. having a source of income