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❛ Yes, go with your friends. ❜ Elena told her nine-year-old in italian, as she held him by his shoulders. Conversations with him were easier when held in her mother tongue. Besides, she didn't want him to lose touch with it by not speaking as often as he did in the past. ❛ And if you run into trouble? ❜ She asked. It was like a little ritual by now. She would start her sentence and stop so he could complete it. ❛ Call zio Antonio, I know, ma. ❜ A smile spread across her lips as she gave the little boy a kiss and patted on his back before watching him go. The day was pleasant enough that she had even told one of the people hired to ensure the Santoro’s safety, to go and grab something to eat. She could handle herself. Antonio’s voice hit her ears as his arm moved around her shoulders and she greeted her cousin with another smile. ❝ You’ve just missed him. ❞ The brunette chuckled as she motioned vaguely towards the games area. ❝ Some of his school friends are here, so he’s off with them. ❞ As she turned around fully in order to face the younger man, the brunette allowed herself to pay attention to their surroundings, too. ❝ You know, I think I enjoy this laid back version of you a lot more. ❞ Lena chuckled as she playfully tapped the edge of his hat up. The therapist took Antonio's and made her cousin twirl around, so she could check this outfit (even if against his will). Sadly or thankfully, she had a way of convincing others to abide to her wishes. ❝ See, I knew I liked your assistant for a reason. ❞ A playful tease left her lips as she let of his hand and had her own join together in front of her. ❝ Oh, you have a tell, Santoro. I would have known if you were lying to me, you see. ❞ Another innocent jest of hers. They had been friends for quite a while, and Elena didn’t see it useful to be lied to. Not when she had adapted so well into the family’s dynamics. ❝ I suppose my question is: are you having fun? I can’t expect you to only do that when Lucca challenges you to a game. ❞
antonio's expression immediately softened at the mention of lucca, his gaze drifting briefly toward the game booths where children darted between attractions with far too much energy for his liking. “good,” he said simply. “he should be with his friends. if he's spending the festival following adults around, then we've all failed him somehow.” there was warmth beneath the dry remark, the kind reserved for very few people. lucca had always been one of them. unfortunately, before he could say anything further, elena had already grabbed his hand. “elena—” the protest died somewhere between annoyance and resignation as she spun him around in a full circle. antonio tolerated many things from very few people. this happened to be one of them. barely. by the time she released him, he looked thoroughly unimpressed with the entire experience. “i am surrounded by traitors,” he informed her gravely. his eyes narrowed slightly. “i wear one hat and suddenly everyone becomes a fashion critic.” despite the complaint, the corner of his mouth twitched upward. only slightly. “and i do not have a tell,” he added immediately, because of course that was the part he objected to. antonio santoro had spent most of his life making sure people couldn't read him. hearing otherwise felt mildly offensive. “if i had a tell, i'd be considerably worse at my job.” still, her question gave him pause. his gaze wandered briefly across the festival grounds. families, music, children running around with sticky hands and overpriced prizes. normal people doing normal things. “i am, actually,” he admitted after a moment. “surprisingly.” the answer sounded almost reluctant. “it's nice seeing everyone out of their houses for something other than a funeral, a murder investigation, or a crisis.” his eyes returned to her then, calmer than they had been in weeks. “and before you accuse me of lying again, yes, i mean that.” a beat passed. “though if you tell anyone i enjoyed myself, i'll deny it immediately.”
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the hospital room felt too small for someone like zahir cole. too quiet. too still. every instinct in his body hated it. he was used to moving, doing, fixing. not lying flat on his back while machines monitored his breathing and nurses reminded him not to try getting out of bed. his right leg was immobilized, his ribs protested every breath that was even slightly too deep, and the burns along his forearms had been cleaned and wrapped so many times he was beginning to lose count. the concussion lingered worst of all. it left everything feeling just a fraction slower than normal. foggy around the edges. still, compared to the people who hadn't made it out of the festival, he considered himself lucky. that thought had become his anchor over the last day. every time frustration threatened to take hold, he reminded himself that he was alive. others weren't. he'd been staring out the hospital window when he heard the knock at the door. his attention shifted immediately. the tension in his shoulders eased the second he realized someone was coming in. visitors. finally something other than doctors, nurses, and concerned looks. "hey," he greeted, voice rough but warm. a small smile pulled at the corner of his mouth despite the bruising still visible across his face. "come on in. door's open."
Tatianna picked her arms up to cross over her body, in this moment she wanted to just disappear again. "Tommaso." She cast her eyes down, not wanting to look at him as she said her next piece, "Guess he's back in town. Came up from me from behind, put his arm over my shoulder, I pushed it off and turned to see who it was. Told him to fuck off, when I tried to walk away he grabbed me and pulled me back." She paused as she looked back up at him, studying his expression. "The situation just kinda got worse from there... I just.. I don't want to get into it." She didn't want to repeat the horrible things her brother said to her, the threats he made that she knew he would follow through out. Some family, huh. "I can handle my brother, and I did handle him. For now at least." If slapping him and then running away was handling then she sure in hell was a pro by now. "You just wouldn't understand." How could he? He could keep his siblings close, but hers? She would be putting them in danger, now more than ever with Tommaso around. They were liabilities, leverage, weaknessess, all things that could be used against her to get her to bend to the Donatelli's will. She wouldn't subject them to being used as pawns just as she was. "And if I'm gonna be in the dog house I might as well make it worth it, it's two public incidents I've started tonight, new track record I guess."
"So now I've ruined the entire day?" Tatianna threw her hands up at his words. He was right though, it was good for her, good for them. "Was it just another ploy to get me out of the house to socialize or some shit? Trying to make me some more friends." Tatianna's eyes rolled, but she let out a bit of her tension. She brought her hands up to her face, placing the base of her thumbs to her eyes and pressing down as she pushed out words. He was losing his edge and she was finding it hard for have the will to fight with him, she was just mentally exhausted. "Sorry" she mumbled as she shook her head. "I get it. It was good for us, maybe." She hated admitting that but maybe she just needed to take a deep breath and calm down. "But, unfortunately, until something changes we are going to continue to have this argument because I'm not just gonna give in." But she was sure he knew that by now. "I don't want you to fix my problems, Antonio. They are mine to deal with."
Then Antonio hit the nail on the head. Yes she was trapped, that much she knew, but it felt like in the past few weeks, the sharks were starting to circle her and press in. She was surrounded and losing space. what i don’t understand is why you’re acting like something changed, because something has changed, multiple things. Tati poked her tongue out to wet her lips before meeting his eye, for a solid moment she just lookd into them and she knew, he did care to know what was bothering her. It was genuine, not just because he had too. "Antonio, if I tell you this, you need to promise me it goes no further. It does not go to my brother or my dad. It does not go to anyone in your family. I really mean no one can know." She held his eye, but her own had a slight look of fear in them, and that's because she was scared shitless. She then looked away, past him and around, making sure no one was in earshot. "My father is a cruel man. He will stop at nothing to get me to do what he wants, there is nothing off limits, there is no line he will not cross. He hasn't really found anything of value to me to use to his advantage. I was just a poor foster kid, all alone with nothing." Tatianna let out a shake exhale, she was taking a chance here and that terrified her. "Savannah Greco is my baby sister. Thalia Greco, that's my twin and Sal is my brother. I hadn't seen any of them since I was a child." She paused for a moment, just a brief one before continuing. "They keep pushing and pushing but I can't let them in. I can't let them see how fucked up this all is. I can't bring them in danger." A tear slipped from her eye and she was quick to reach up and wipe it with the sleeve of her shall. "I ran from Tommaso tonight but he's watching. He's always watching. He wants leverage on me and I can't give that to him, so if yelling at her is what keeps her safe then so be it. If Tommaso knows, my father will know. Hell, I'm not even sure you and your cronies won't use it against me." She regretted the words as soon as she said them, "Well... not you but I don't trust the others and they don't trust me." She felt like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders with her confession and yet she still looked defeated. "Can we just.." She pressed her eyes closed, finally giving in. She leaned forward and let her forehead fall into his chest. "Can we really go home?"
for a moment, antonio simply stared at her. the anger he'd been carrying toward tommaso solidified into something colder and far more dangerous. his jaw tightened as she described being grabbed, pulled back, handled like she belonged to someone. if there was one thing antonio santoro understood, it was possession. and there was a line between protection and ownership that men like tommaso seemed incapable of recognizing. his tongue pressed against the inside of his cheek as he forced himself not to immediately start making plans. not here. not now. tatianna was speaking, and for perhaps the first time since he'd met her, she wasn't throwing knives to keep him away. she was letting him see the wound underneath. antonio listened. really listened. the confession about savannah hit him first. then thalia. then sal. pieces he'd already begun assembling falling violently into place all at once. the resemblance. the hostility. the strange reactions. suddenly it all made sense. and worse, he understood exactly why she was terrified.
he opened his mouth to respond when the world exploded.
the sound ripped through the festival like a gunshot fired by god himself.
antonio's head snapped toward the source immediately. years of instinct took over before conscious thought could catch up. screaming followed a second later. people turning. running. confusion spreading through the crowd like wildfire. every muscle in his body went rigid. his hand was already reaching for his phone before the echoes fully died. thomas, now, he typed rapidly before sending it. find tatianna. stay with her. do not leave her side. get her somewhere secure. then he shoved the phone back into his pocket and finally looked down at the woman leaning against his chest. the conversation they'd been having vanished beneath something far more immediate. his hand settled firmly against the back of her neck. steady. grounding. protective. "listen to me carefully," he said, voice low and controlled despite the chaos erupting around them. "thomas is coming for you." his eyes scanned the crowd even as he spoke, already searching for exits, threats, anything out of place. "when he gets here, you go with him. no arguments. no disappearing. no trying to be difficult for sport." there was no room for negotiation in his tone. not this time.
another scream sounded somewhere nearby. antonio's gaze sharpened instantly. whatever this was, his instincts told him it wasn't an accident. not after everything that had happened. not after miles. not after josephina. not after the letters. his hand tightened briefly against her neck before he lowered it. "we'll finish this conversation later," he told her quietly, and despite everything happening around them, there was something almost reassuring in the certainty of it. because for the first time since she'd met him, antonio wasn't dismissing what she'd told him. he wasn't brushing it aside or redirecting it. he was promising they would return to it. then his attention shifted toward the smoke rising in the distance and something cold settled across his features. the don was back. "stay with thomas," he ordered. "i need to find out what the hell just happened."
his smile sort of drops from his face, but it's still faintly there. he feels a tad - just a tad - bad for winning the game on the first try. he guesses it was beginners luck for him. maybe he gloated too much. it's just rare for him to win a prize and he wanted to show his excitement. "i mean if you say you are. i never said that and i certainly didn't mean to make you feel that way." he wasn't sure if the antonio was being serious or not. that's one thing he struggle with having a job that kept him on the phones. he lacks social cues. and doesn't really know how to read anyone in person. "oh thank you. that's hasn't happened to me before. i think i got whatever luck you were lacking." he holds the dinosaur close to his chest. his arms crossed to keep it from falling.
"this really isn't for me. i...i wanted to give it to the kids at the hospital." he couldn't pick up whether or not his enjoyment was bothering the other man. he almost didn't care. cassidy watches antonio take the fishing rod. he doesn't stop him from doing so. he shakes his head and shrugs his shoulders. "i guess if you fail, you may never know if its because you're not good at the game or if i had them rig it. although i don't have that kind of pull." cassidy snorts, shaking his head. "any game that makes you lose all the time until you pay enough money to actually win is suspicious. it's like gambling and hoping that you actually win money instead of losing it."
antonio stared at him for a moment, the fishing rod resting loosely in his hand as he considered the explanation. the irritation he'd been cultivating over losing at a children's carnival game faded almost immediately. not entirely, because antonio santoro disliked losing on principle, but enough. his gaze shifted briefly toward the stuffed dinosaur tucked against cassidy's chest before returning to the younger man. "well." his mouth twitched faintly. "that is considerably more noble than what i assumed." there was a pause before he glanced toward the game booth. "and here i thought i was witnessing the world's most enthusiastic dinosaur collector." his tone remained dry, but there was less edge to it now. "the children at the hospital will appreciate it more than i would." he adjusted his grip on the rod and looked back toward the water basin with quiet suspicion. cassidy wasn't wrong. the entire setup looked designed by someone who had a deep personal hatred of fair competition. "you know," he said thoughtfully, eyeing the floating fish, "the fact that you're openly admitting the game might be rigged somehow does not inspire confidence." still, he lowered the hook into the water with the concentration of a man preparing cross-examination rather than attempting to win a stuffed animal. "though i suppose there is comfort in knowing failure can be blamed on corruption instead of personal incompetence."

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He had avoided that type of suffering and so he became hers? Kiana thought for a second before scolding herself. Now, that wasn’t fair, was it? Regardless of what she thought might be going on between Antonio Santoro and her very fake, very free of a girlfriend, should be discussed between them prior to accusing people over bright conversations held in public events. ❝ Cool. Speaking of politics… yours is a name often spoken around town. Do you have plans of heading into that direction? ❞ An innocent question, but it would be nice to know that Kiana had friends in high places in case she needed. She wasn’t going to all of a sudden side up with anyone, having enough problems of her own, but, in case the MC gave her more headache with the restaurant, maybe he could help. Or something. There was a particular glint in his eyes as he spoke of Asena. One, that forced a smile to Kiana’s lips because he looked quite a fan of the young District Attorney. Maybe, her best choice would be to accept that there was indeed something happening between the duo… If she asked Asena, would the younger woman be honest with her about it? It wasn’t like she owed Kiana an explanation of any kind in the first place. ❝ She really is. ❞ Kiana replied rather dreamily as her eyes scanned the crowd, looking for her girlfriend. The navy-blue dress fit her like a glove, giving Asena a glint of youth that sometimes went amiss among the seriousness of her daily life. ❝ She’s an incredible woman. I’m still trying to figure out what she ever saw in me. ❞ There was a nervous chuckle there. Not the one that implied Kiana was being modest, but one that referred to her insecurities when it came to the shift in her own feelings for Asena. ❝ But you didn’t hear it from me. ❞ The brunette added, trying to sound casual as she leaned in for a second so that those words would sound like a secret between them, then returned to her original spot. And then, just like that, she let out one of her jokes. ❝ Hey, it can’t be that bad if it made a serious guy like you smile, can it? ❞ Kiana pointed out, a smile of her own gracing her lips before she motioned towards the taco truck. ❝ Besides, what’s up with people in this town and their aversion to humor? A little pun has never hurt anyone, you know? ❞ In a way, they were kind of her love language. Making people laugh. Kiana had long realized that when she was nervous and needed to ease back into a place where she could be herself, all she had to do was crack a joke. People would laugh, she would laugh and her body would relax. ❝ And please. Miss Chowdary makes me feel like I’m being lectured. Call me Kiana. ❞ She told him with a definite nod, before motioning to the taco truck. ❝ Buy you a taco, then? Trade you another pun for a minute of your time. Or… should I threaten you with another pun? ❞ The brunette narrowed her eyes at the don in a playful threatening way, pointing her finger at him.
Antonio's smile lingered at her question about politics, though it shifted into something more thoughtful. "Once upon a time, I thought I might," he admitted. It was close enough to the truth without actually being the truth. "Law was always the plan. Politics seemed like a natural extension of it." His shoulders rose slightly in a small shrug. "Life has a habit of presenting other opportunities." Or obligations. Depending on how honest one wanted to be. His gaze drifted briefly across the festival grounds before settling back on her. He listened as she spoke about Asena, and despite himself, something softened around the edges of his expression. Not enough for most people to notice. Enough for him. "She is," he agreed quietly. "One of the most impressive people I've ever met." There was no hesitation in the statement. No need for it. Antonio had admired Asena long before she became district attorney. Before the campaigns, the headlines, the public image. "And for what it's worth, Kiana, I suspect you're doing yourself a disservice there." His tone remained polite, conversational. "Asena isn't the type to invest her time in people she doesn't value. She's far too busy for that." A faint smile touched his mouth. "You make a lovely couple." The words tasted bitterer than he cared to admit, but he delivered them flawlessly all the same. Years of practice made smiling through unpleasant realities second nature.
The joke earned another brief shake of his head. "I don't have an aversion to humor," Antonio replied smoothly. "I simply find most people aren't particularly good at it." His eyes glinted with mild amusement. "You, however, seem determined to prove me wrong." The offer of a taco caused him to glance toward the food truck before looking back at her. He found himself studying her more closely now. Not aggressively. Not obviously. Just observing. The easy smile. The nervous energy she disguised with jokes. The way her eyes searched for Asena even when they were speaking. Genuine affection. That much was clear. It was irritating. Mostly because Antonio couldn't dismiss her as some opportunist or publicity stunt. She seemed sincere, which somehow complicated things further. "A taco and another pun?" he asked dryly. "You're a surprisingly aggressive negotiator." The corner of his mouth lifted slightly. "Though threatening me with additional puns may constitute extortion under California law." He folded his hands loosely in front of him before nodding once. "All right, Kiana. One taco. One additional minute of my time. But if the next pun is worse than the first, I'm billing you personally for emotional damages."
his appearance wasn't a surprise for anyone involved. they all knew to expect tommy's return sooner or later. and given tatianna's behavior (or lack of communication), his visit came sooner and will likely last longer. "ah, I see. maybe you should introduce me to the mayor then. I'm more than willing to give him my input directly." while tommy didn't give a shit about getting involved with community and politics, he did plan to make his stay as comfortable as possible. and that included making friends a little all over the place. antonio was their way into the town, a means to an end. but if the donatelli's planned to know the ins and outs of rift valley, they would have to expand a little further than just the santoro's. "I suppose you're right. maybe I got too accustomed to the new york way of doing things." he glanced at the other with a confident smile. "perhaps it's time I spend more time with you. learn how you do things around here." and possibly fix a few, but he left that thought in his own head. he nodded his head in agreement instead, eyes shifting the scan the grounds in which the festival was taking place. "you're not entirely wrong. though loud places make for a great...distraction."
Antonio glanced toward Tommy, catching the confident smile and the implication tucked neatly beneath it. Not subtle, but then Donatellis rarely were. The corner of his mouth lifted into a polite smile of his own, practiced and controlled. "Careful," he replied smoothly. "Spend too much time giving politicians your opinions and eventually they'll start asking for more of them." His gaze drifted briefly across the festival grounds before returning to his brother-in-law. "Though if you intend to stay awhile, I'm sure there will be plenty of opportunities for you to meet people. Rift Valley has never lacked personalities." The statement was pleasant enough on the surface, but Antonio had no intention of handing Tommy a roadmap to the city simply because he asked. Trust was earned. Especially now. "As for learning how we do things here," he continued, adjusting the cuff of his sleeve, "I've always found observation more useful than instruction. People reveal far more about themselves when they don't realize they're being watched." His eyes lingered on Tommy for a beat longer than necessary before the smile returned. Diplomatic. Civil. Unreadable. "And you're right about distractions. Large crowds tend to make people comfortable. Comfortable people become careless." He looked back toward the festival where families laughed, children ran between booths, and music drifted through the evening air. "The trick is making sure you're paying attention while everyone else is distracted."
The fuck is a skirmish? The question writes itself across his face. It could mean just about anything. Then, Antonio finally gets to his point and it all starts to make sense. His brow furrows so tightly it looks as though he's trying to squeeze a thought out of his own head. A dangerous exercise. On a good day, Nicky's depth of contemplation rarely exceeds that of a teaspoon. Try as he might, he does land on one thing: "Hold on a minute," he rolls his shoulder, shrugging off Antonio's hand. Not petulantly, nor he is he that irritated, but he stands in a puddle of confusion where he's struggling to piece things together, one of which is Antonio's admonishing tone. "I don't- let me get this straight. So, you got no time for me, but you got time for Wilder? How does that work?" He looks at Antonio, with a complete lack of understanding, though desperation for it lingers beneath his gaze, before it curdles into something he can understand: hurt. "And you don't even wanna hear my side of the story?"
Antonio stared at him for a moment before letting out a slow breath through his nose. Of course that was the part Nicky latched onto. Not the accusation. Not the fight. Not the fact that he'd managed to punch a hole through an already fragile situation. No. It was the perceived slight. The corner of Antonio's mouth twitched faintly, not quite amusement and not quite irritation. Somewhere uncomfortably between the two. "God help me, Niccolò," he muttered, dragging a hand down his face. "Only you could hear 'you punched a capo in public' and somehow make yourself the victim of the conversation." Despite the words, there wasn't much venom behind them. Frustration, certainly. Exhaustion. But not anger. Not yet. His gaze settled on his younger cousin again, taking in the confusion that slowly gave way to hurt, and for a moment Antonio was reminded that Nicky often felt first and thought second. It was one of the things that made him endearing. It was also one of the things that routinely gave Antonio migraines. "I spoke to Wilder because he was easier to find. You disappear like a stray cat every time you think you've done something wrong." His brow lifted slightly. "And if I didn't want your side of the story, I wouldn't be standing here having this conversation. I'd have already made a decision." Antonio folded his arms across his chest then, studying him carefully. "So yes. I want to hear your side of it. All of it. Preferably the version that doesn't begin with 'he started it'." His expression softened by a fraction. Barely noticeable to most people, but there. "You're my cousin, Nicky. If I was interested in handing down judgment without hearing you out, you would've known about it days ago." He tilted his head slightly.
It was nice hearing things were going well for Zahir. They had been close friends once and their different choices in life didn’t change Jia’s feelings for him overnight. I was nice knowing he was happy, that he was healthy and keeping up with a good life. As much as possible, of course. ❝ Oh, shit! That sounds important. ❞ The offered Zahir a smile, bumping their shoulders onto their friend’s at the mention of meeting his girlfriend’s brother. Family was an important factor in relationships, whether they were creating a new one or expanding an old one, Jia was certain. Even if they weren’t certain all the time that they wanted to create one for themselves. ❝ It’s the Greco chic I’ve seen you around with, right? Thalia? ❞ Hopefully, they would be right. Jia didn’t pay much attention to people’s lives outside of what they could dig up online. ❝ You excited? ❞ Probably more nervous than excited, but again, it was nice seeing Zahir under a relaxed light. His last comment, as well as the return of the bump on their shoulders, brought up a small, thin-lipped smile to Jia’s face. ❝ Well, thanks for making the honors this time. It was getting tiring to always be the optimist between you and I. ❞ It wasn’t exactly true, but at least, Jia wasn’t usually this sad or drained whenever she made her deflective jokes or had something crass to say about a horrible situation. ❝ It’s just been shitty days, is all. First Dario and then Ryker’s abuela? ❞ Jia shook her head as they ran their fingers through their short hair. ❝ It’s just a lot at the same time. ❞ They then motioned their head towards the food trucks parked side by side. ❝ You wanna grab a burger with me? ❞
zahir's smile grows a little at the mention of thalia, the kind of expression that would've earned him endless teasing from half the people who knew him growing up. "yeah, thalia," he confirms, rubbing the back of his neck. "and before you say anything, i know exactly how obvious i've been." there's a warmth in his voice that doesn't appear often these days. despite everything happening around town, talking about her feels easy. grounding. "i'm excited," he admits after a moment. "nervous too, but mostly excited. she's important to me." his gaze drifts briefly toward the crowd, searching for trouble out of habit before forcing himself to let the thought go. tonight wasn't supposed to be about murders or investigations or the next disaster waiting around the corner. tonight was supposed to be normal. as normal as rift valley ever got. the smile fades slightly as jia mentions dario and ryker's abuela. the weight of it settles between them for a moment. too many funerals. too many people hurting. too many names added to a list nobody wanted to keep. "yeah," he says quietly. "it's been a lot." he doesn't offer empty reassurances. doesn't tell them everything will be okay because he isn't sure anyone can promise that right now. instead, he nudges their shoulder lightly again. "which is exactly why i'm trying to enjoy tonight while we've got it." when they gesture toward the food trucks, a small chuckle escapes him. "now that's the smartest thing you've said all evening." he points toward the row of vendors. "c'mon. let's get burgers. for one night, i'm choosing to believe the festival won't catch fire, nobody will get arrested, and the biggest problem we'll have is figuring out which truck makes the better fries." with that, he starts walking toward the food trucks, determined to hold onto that optimism for at least a little while longer.
OF COURSE, SAL'S EYEBROWS had been raised upwards at the mention of an eerily familiar last name when thalia had first told him that she was seeing someone. cole. of course, all sal ever wanted was for his sister to be happy -- and for her to be taken care of after all their family had gone through. protective was perhaps the understatement of the year, especially after so many years apart. it felt like another opportunity to be the man he had promised himself he would be for his sisters. keep them safe from anyone and anything that could hurt them. he had spent most of the day at the heavy ink temporary tattoo tent, keeping his head down and only addressing the consumers of his work -- not bothering to look very much further. sal used to think he was allergic to overwhelm. that he was stronger than this, and there was nothing he couldn't beat as long as he focused in hard enough. but, he knew he couldn't hover forever. thus, he made the conscious choice to stop by for a drink -- when his eyes fall on his sister. he knows what's coming, but he's looking forward to it. even if it comes with some amount of sizing up -- thalia had seemed to excited about her new relationship. he could see it in her face. thus, he decides to remember that she is in fact a very good judge of character -- born with the very same protective skin that he was. as they approach his face turns up into a smile. even if it's only partially rehearsed, it's not because of either of them. " so this must be the man of'the hour. " sal greets the two of them, offering his sister a hug before he extends a hand to zahir. " 'm sal. i've heard a lot 'bout you.... and i'm likin' what i'm hearin'. either of you want a drink? "
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"i do love it when you stay over too." she loved it more than anything. she loved falling asleep in his arms at night and waking up to him in the mornings. how she had managed before, sleeping by herself was beyond her. this was it. the moment she would finally introduce zahir to her brother. in a way. she was glad to finally be introducing them. sal would get to meet the man who made her beyond happy. "don't be nervous. he's going to like you. trust me, he will." she was sure of it. she knew her brother pretty well. she knew he would like zahir. "i may have talked about you a lot to him too." she had. she really had. it was something she couldn't help either. when sal had been at her place earlier in the week, she had mentioned zahir and how they were together. and that head lead her to talking about him. how happy he made her too. the smile staying on her lips, she hugged her brother back with her free arm. "sal, this is zahir, the man who makes me insanely happy. " and the man who she knew she was in love with too. "i could go for a drink. " she spoke before looking at zahir.
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zahir's nerves settle a little the moment he sees the way sal looks at thalia. there was something familiar about it. that instinctive protectiveness. the quiet habit of checking that the people you cared about were alright before worrying about yourself. he'd spent enough years looking after family to recognize it in someone else. keeping his hand linked with thalia's, he returns the offered handshake with a firm grip, meeting sal's gaze evenly. "i've heard a lot about you too," he says with a small smile. "mostly good things, which is probably because thalia loves you enough to leave out anything embarrassing." the joke comes easily, helped along by the fact that this mattered to her. he could feel her excitement standing beside him, and despite the initial nerves, that alone was enough to make him relax. when thalia introduces him as the man who makes her insanely happy, zahir can't stop the smile that follows. it softens his entire expression as his eyes briefly find hers. there was a time not that long ago when he would've convinced himself he was imagining things. now she was standing beside him holding his hand in front of her brother, proudly claiming him. the realization still felt unreal sometimes. "i'll take a drink," he says, glancing back toward sal. "and for the record, i think i got the better end of that deal." his thumb brushes lightly across the back of thalia's hand before he continues. "she's been talking about introducing us for a while now." his tone is warm, genuine. "family's important. so i appreciate you taking the time." there is no mention of clubs, affiliations, or the complicated realities of rift valley. just a man meeting his girlfriend's brother at a summer festival, hoping to make a good first impression and quietly grateful for the chance to be included in a part of her life that she'd spent so many years trying to get back.

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"can you believe the line for body paint?" lola asked, shaking her head. "the news headlines are still in bright red and all they can think about is getting someone to paint their chest." she huffed, clearly not in the most cheerful of moods with everything going on. it was hard for her to focus, her thoughts mainly centered on making sure bash was okay. "i'm sorry..." she sighed. "we don't even know each other and i'm here ranting to you about body paint."
zahir lets out a quiet huff of amusement as he glances toward the line in question, watching a group of teenagers eagerly debate paint colors like the town wasn't currently plastered across every news station in the state. "honestly?" he says, folding his arms loosely across his chest. "i think i can believe it." there's no judgment in his voice, only understanding. "people get scared, they look for normal. sometimes normal looks like body paint." his gaze drifts back to lola, immediately picking up on the tension underneath the complaint. it isn't really about the body paint. not entirely. "and hey," he adds gently, shaking his head. "you don't have to apologize for talking." the festival lights reflect softly off his badge as he shifts his weight. "i spend most of my day listening to people when something's wrong. comes with the job." a small smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. "besides, i've heard worse complaints than body paint. a guy yelled at me for twenty minutes once because a seagull stole his hot dog." his expression softens slightly after the joke, concern settling in behind the warmth. "truth is, i don't think you're upset about the line." his voice remains calm, never pushing. "i think you've got a lot on your mind, and the body paint just happened to be standing in front of you when it boiled over." he nods toward an empty patch of grass nearby. "if you need to vent, you're allowed to. festival's long. i've got a few minutes."
nico wasn’t really in the mood to be at the party. the whole festival felt too loud, too bright, too full of forced cheer while everything else in the valley seemed to be unraveling. he was only here because eddy had asked him to be his date, but it was starting to feel like a pity invite. eddy had disappeared into the crowd ages ago, and nico couldn’t shake the nagging suspicion that it wasn’t accidental. maybe eddy had realized this whole thing was a mistake. maybe he was avoiding him on purpose. maybe he was still stuck on the last conversation he had with romy. “huh?” his uncle’s question snapped him out of the spiral, yanking him back to the present.
suddenly the different scents of fried food, popcorn, and sugary desserts slammed into him all at once, mixing with the different sounds. he looked up at his uncle as zahir spoke about how none of the recent chaos in town was normal. nico took in every word, the concern in his uncle’s voice landing heavier than he expected. it was nice, having him check in like that, but it also made the knot in his stomach twist tighter. “yes, of course, uncle zahir. thank you,” he replied, the words coming out quieter than he meant them to. even then his voice didn’t really sound like it belonged to him, still tangled up in the swirl of doubts and distractions. nico looked forward again, chewing the inside of his lip as the crowd milled around them. he asked softly, almost under his breath, “who keeps you safe, uncle zahir?”
zahir's expression softens immediately at the question. for a moment, he doesn't answer. because the honest answer is complicated. there were plenty of people who worried about him. thalia. the cole family. friends. fellow officers. but safety had never really been something zahir spent much time considering for himself. he was usually too busy worrying about everyone else. "that's a good question," he says quietly, glancing back toward his nephew. a small smile touches the corner of his mouth, though there's something thoughtful behind it. "truthfully? a lot of people try." his hands settle into his pockets as they continue walking through the festival. "my family. my friends. people who care about me. they remind me to go home every once in a while." a soft chuckle follows. "whether i listen is another story." then his attention settles fully on nico again, concern returning as he notices the tension that still hasn't left him. "but that's kind of how it works, kid. we look out for each other." his shoulder bumps lightly against nico's in a familiar gesture. "and for what it's worth, you're one of the people who keeps me safe too. maybe not with a badge or a gun or anything dramatic. but knowing you're okay? knowing the people i care about are alright?" he pauses, his voice quieter now. "that matters more than you think." his gaze drifts briefly toward the crowd again before returning to his nephew. "which is why i'm gonna ask again if you're alright. because you've been staring through half this festival like you're trying to solve a problem nobody else can see."
Damian's face lit up the second he spotted Zahir. He lifted a hand in an enthusiastic wave before making his way over through the crowd. Between the music, the food stands, and the festival atmosphere, he looked entirely too happy to be standing anywhere near work. His badge was clipped on more out of habit than necessity. "I am off duty," he said immediately, pointing a finger at Zahir as if defending himself in court. "Mostly. Like eighty percent off duty." He paused. "Okay, maybe seventy-five. But I'm here to party. Responsibly. In a law-abiding manner." His grin widened. "Somebody's gotta set a good example." Damian gestured vaguely toward the crowd around them. "Besides, it's a festival. People are having fun. Nobody's actively on fire." He lowered his voice slightly. "And I've got a total babe on my arm that I'm trying to impress, so I can't spend the whole night acting like a patrol officer." The words came out with absolutely no shame attached to them.
At the lecture, he stared at Zahir for a second before laughing outright. "Oh, come on. You say that like you're ninety." He shook his head. "You're supposed to be giving me vague mentor wisdom. Something mysterious. Not admitting you had no clue what you were doing either." The question made him pause, though. His smile didn't disappear, but it softened around the edges. He shoved his hands into his pockets and looked out across the festival for a moment. A small shrug followed. "I don't know. Some days I feel like I'm doing great. Then another body drops, another family gets hurt, and it feels like the city takes two steps backward for every step forward." He glanced back at Zahir. "I still think we're gonna figure it out. I know that's probably the annoying optimistic answer you expected from me, but I mean it." His expression grew a little more thoughtful. "I guess the hard part is realizing that wanting to help isn't always enough. Nobody really tells you that when you're starting out. You think if you care enough and work hard enough, things get fixed." He let out a quiet laugh. "Turns out the universe didn't get that memo." A grin slowly returned as he nudged Zahir's arm. "But hey. I'm still standing. You're still standing. The town hasn't burned down yet. So I'm calling that a win for today."
he remarked, folding his arms across his chest as he looked the younger officer over. there was something familiar about it all. the enthusiasm. the optimism. the belief that things could still be fixed if people just cared enough. it reminded him of himself years ago, before the military, before new york, before enough crime scenes and death notifications to understand that sometimes doing everything right still wasn't enough. "and for the record, i am glad you're here having fun. that's important too." his gaze drifted briefly toward the crowd before returning to damian. "the city's had enough people carrying the weight of the world lately. you don't have to volunteer for all of it." his expression softened slightly as damian spoke about the bodies, the setbacks, the frustration that came with realizing effort alone didn't guarantee results. zahir knew that lesson well. maybe too well. "that's not an annoying answer," he said quietly. "it's the answer i'm glad you still have." he reached over and gave damian's shoulder a firm squeeze before letting his hand drop. "the day you stop caring is the day i start worrying about you." there was warmth in his voice, but also conviction. "you've got something a lot of cops lose after a few years. you still believe people are worth helping, even when they make it difficult. don't let this town take that from you."
The Fire Zahir Cole & Pamela Gibson Interaction @brokenxdreams TW: explosion/bombing, fire, blood, injury detail, disaster scenario, panic, first responder trauma, survivor's guilt, sacrificial behavior, references to death and fatalities
the explosion hit before zahir's brain had time to process what he was hearing. one second there had been music, laughter, the steadiness of a summer festival. the next, a deafening boom that rattled his bones and painted the night sky orange. people were screaming. some froze. most ran. zahir was already moving before the debris finished falling. years of training took over where fear should have been. "move!" he shouted, his voice carrying over the panic. "get back! keep moving!" he grabbed a teenager by the shoulders and steered her toward safety, then turned immediately for the smoke. the smell hit him first. burning plastic. gasoline. something worse beneath. his stomach twisted, but his feet never slowed. the closer he got to the blast site, the worse it became. vendor booths had been shredded apart. decorations burned. fire spread across the dry grass in jagged lines like glowing veins. through the chaos, he spotted people trapped, injured, too shocked to move. and of course he went toward them.
for the next several minutes, zahir operated on instinct. he carried a little boy away from a collapsed tent. pulled an elderly woman to her feet when she couldn't stop shaking long enough to stand. directed people away from the spreading fire while trying to ignore how quickly it was moving. someone grabbed his arm and told him to get out. he didn't even register who it was. there were still people inside. there were always still people inside. sweat mixed with soot across his face as he ducked beneath a partially collapsed vendor stand, spotting another victim pinned behind twisted metal. "hey," he called, already moving toward them. "i've got you. just stay with me." his hands wrapped around hot debris, shoving it aside despite the burn biting into his skin. he was halfway there when the second explosion hit.
the blast wave slammed into him like a freight train. one moment he was standing. the next, the ground vanished beneath his feet. zahir was thrown sideways through smoke and heat before crashing hard into the steel frame of a food truck parked nearby. pain erupted through his side as metal met bone. the impact knocked the air from his lungs so violently he couldn't breathe. for several seconds, all he could hear was ringing. loud. endless. the world tilted in and out of focus as he struggled onto one elbow. every breath burned. every movement hurt. blood trickled from somewhere above his eyebrow, disappearing into the soot coating his face. his leg screamed when he tried to stand, nearly buckling beneath him, but he got up anyway. of course he did. somewhere beyond the haze people were still screaming. fire continued to spread across the festival grounds. zahir pressed a hand against the side of the truck to steady himself, limping forward before his vision fully cleared. there were still people in there. and as far as he was concerned, that mattered more than the pain.
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As much as Pamela enjoyed a good party, the summer festivities were a bit too crowded for her taste, too overwhelming. It got to a point where she needed to get away for a little in order to breathe a little better. A walk along the beach brought the exact kind of quietness that she craved, just five minutes. It was all the time it took for all hell to break loose. She heard it before she saw it, too focused on the waves crashing into the shore just a different kind of crashing reached her ears. It was loud, like thunder that shakes your body down to your core. Before there was any confusion about the origin of the sound, the sky lit up with the burnt orange of flames as the whole of the festival grounds erupted into chaos and destruction.
Pam’s feet fought against the sand as she ran toward the fire. Everything in her told her to run the other way yet she couldn't. Not when there were people she cared about who could be hurt. Or worse. The rising temperature hit her the second she stepped in between what was once two food stands, now nothing but debris. Everything was torn to shreds, engulfed in flames and thick smoke that barely allowed her to see what was in front of her. The smell was so strong she could barely breathe but there were people screaming and she was moving between destroyed tents before she could even think. The festival was a mess. She kept tripping on fallen debris, her clothes kept getting caught on twisted metal. And then it happened again.
The second blast had her falling to the ground near the--where the hell was she?! The festival grounds were nothing but a maze of people, destruction and fire. Her knees hurt from the impact, her palms were raw from meeting the ground but she pushed herself up anyway. Staying down meant definite death. She turned to find an exit and instead found a man barely standing up. He was clearly hurt, clutching his side as he struggled to move. She rushed to him, the sight of blood and soot making her stomach twist. "Hey, are you okay? We need to get out of here." Her hand reached out but refused to touch, too afraid to hurt him. But they didn't have time for small talk. They needed to get moving quickly. "Can you walk?" her eyes scanned his face for a moment before she glanced around them, looking for an exit.
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his ears wouldn't stop ringing. every sound felt distant beneath the high-pitched whine lodged somewhere inside his skull. zahir braced himself against a twisted section of metal, drawing a sharp breath that immediately punished him for the effort. something in his side protested. his leg wasn't much happier. he ignored both. pain meant he was conscious. conscious meant he could still help. through the haze, he spotted movement heading toward him. a woman. concern written plainly across her face. for a second, he looked her over, not because he cared about himself, but because he was checking for injuries. making sure she was standing under her own power. "i'm fine," he said automatically, even though blood was running down the side of his face and soot covered most of what wasn't already bruising. the lie came easy. it always did. "you hurt?"
his eyes swept over her again before shifting past her shoulder toward the chaos unfolding behind them. people were still screaming. fire continued to spread through what remained of the festival grounds. somewhere deeper inside the smoke, someone was calling for help. zahir pushed himself upright, his hand briefly tightening against his ribs as pain flared through his side. the movement nearly cost him his balance. nearly. "need you to head that way." he pointed toward a safer section of the grounds where emergency responders were beginning to gather survivors. "stay low. keep moving. if you see anyone injured, get them to the medics." the detective took a limping step forward before another followed. stubbornness carried him where common sense had long since given up. "there's still people in there." his voice remained calm despite everything around them. the panic. the flames. the destruction. it was the same tone he used during hostage situations and death notifications. steady. certain. grounding. "i can't leave them." another cough tore from his chest, rough from smoke and dust. he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and immediately started moving toward the thickest part of the wreckage again. toward the danger. toward the screams. because as far as zahir was concerned, the moment he walked away while someone still needed help was the moment he stopped being the man he was supposed to be.
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Fine? The man was clearly injured and clearly struggling to stay standing, much less moving. Yet instead of worrying about himself, he was shrugging off his own well-being and asking about hers. Pam was lucky to not be near either blast, but she knew there'd be scraps and bruises if she were to check. None of which mattered in comparison. "I'm okay. Where--" her sentence was cut off when the man tried to move past her, but rather than do as she was told, Pam stayed at his side, following after him. "You can't go back in. You're hurt."
It was as if her words didn't even register in his ears. The side of his shirt became darker and damper as blood soaked through it, yet he didn't seem to care. Or notice. "You need a doctor, do you hear me?" her face twisted into a slight grimace when she took a step and felt something digging into her foot, but she chose to ignore it. She wasn't hurting like he was. His breathing sounded troubled, shallow. He was clearly struggling but too stubborn to stop. She could relate, but she didn't have a death wish.
The sirens behind them grew louder as more first responders arrived, but there were still people in need of help that might not have that long. "Hey!" she called out as she stepped in front of him with her hands raised, blocking his path. "You're bleeding. If you go back in there, you're putting yourself and them at risk. Let's go find someone to help you and then I’ll come back here, okay?" even standing there, she could feel the heat radiating from the flames around them, threatening their safety. Everything in her screamed to get the hell out of there but she knew if she did as he was told, this stranger might be in a body bag the next time she saw him.
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zahir stopped when she stepped in front of him. not because she had convinced him, but because nearly running into her would've been counterproductive. his chest rose and fell in uneven breaths, smoke and pain making each one a little harder than the last. the blood soaking through his shirt had spread further, dark against the fabric, and his hand remained pressed instinctively against his side. brown eyes lifted to hers, steady despite everything around them. the screaming. the sirens. the fire chewing through what remained of the festival grounds. for a moment, he simply looked at her. really looked at her. the fear. the concern. the desperation to make him choose himself for once. it was a look he had seen before. more times than he could count.
"i hear you," he said quietly. his voice remained calm, grounded, as if they weren't standing in the middle of a disaster. "but there are still people in there." his gaze drifted past her shoulder toward the smoke. toward the flames. toward the place everyone with any sense was trying to escape. a memory flickered somewhere in the back of his mind. two sixteen-year-olds thinking they were invincible. one of them made it home. one of them never got the chance. it was an old wound by now. buried deep enough that he rarely let himself touch it. but moments like this always dragged it back to the surface. the reminder that sometimes people didn't get a second chance. sometimes they waited for help that never came. his jaw tightened briefly before he looked back at her. "if someone's trapped in there and i walk away..." he shook his head. "i can't do that."
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It was clear in his face that he was fighting against himself. Doing the right thing versus saving himself. It was the opposite for her. She had been taught to always put herself first, everyone else was an afterthought. Except this time, that meant letting someone else possibly die and she couldn’t bear that. Not in this inferno that surrounded them. Her heart pounded viciously in her chest, this standstill making her whole body shake in a mix of adrenaline and fear. They needed to make a choice fast or neither of them would make it.
“Help is coming. They’ll get them out.” Even as she spoke, with a voice hoarse from the smoke, she could see the words were rolling off of him. His focus was on helping the people trapped inside, even at the cost of his own life. And well, that just didn’t sit right with her. “Listen.” She grabbed onto his shoulders, shaking them the best she could to grab his attention. “If you go back in there, you’ll die. And they will too.” Her chest heaved, forcing herself to get the words out. “So you can either let me help you get the fuck out of here or… Well, I guess they better start making our coffins because I’m not leaving without you.” This sudden surge of fearlessness was foreign to Pamela, but she felt it was the right thing to do. For once, she was putting other people first. “You choose.”
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the screams carried through the smoke like hooks buried beneath his ribs. every instinct he possessed pulled him toward them. years in uniform, years in the military, years spent running toward the worst moments of people's lives had trained him that way. he could hear them. people calling for help. people afraid. people waiting for someone to come. his jaw tightened as pamela grabbed his shoulders, forcing his attention back onto her. the words registered. more than the ones before had. not because she was right but because of the conviction behind them. the refusal to leave. the willingness to throw herself into danger for a man she didn't even know. it hit him harder than it should have. harder than the pain radiating through his ribs and leg.
zahir looked past her one last time. toward the flames. toward the black smoke clawing its way into the sky. toward the people he couldn't reach. the guilt settled in immediately. heavy. familiar. there had always been a part of him that believed if he just moved faster, tried harder, made better choices, then people wouldn't die. it was an old wound. one that never really healed. he took a step forward anyway, stubborn enough to try despite everything. the moment his weight shifted, his injured leg gave out beneath him. pain exploded through his body. his balance vanished. for one terrifying second, he pitched forward directly toward pamela. at the last moment, he caught himself against a twisted piece of metal beside them, his arm shaking violently from the effort. a rough breath escaped him. then another. reality finally forced its way through the adrenaline. he wasn't helping anyone like this.
for the first time since the explosion, his shoulders sagged. not in surrender. in defeat. the realization hurt more than the injuries did. he hated it. hated standing there while people still needed help. hated that his body had become the thing stopping him. hated feeling useless most of all. his eyes closed briefly before reopening, settling on pamela once more. "damn it," he muttered under his breath. the words sounded more frustrated than angry. more heartbroken than either. after a long moment, he finally nodded. "okay." the agreement felt wrong leaving his mouth. "okay, we go." his voice was quiet now, roughened by smoke and exhaustion.
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They’d been standing there for too long. The fire didn’t look like it’d slow down any time soon. Her mind screamed at her to move but her body wouldn’t budge, not until he did. They had to make a decision now or it’d be over for both of them before they even chose which direction to go. Was she really willing to die with a stranger? Die saving people she didn’t give a shit about while those she did care about were nowhere to be seen? She hadn’t even started looking. That realization dawned on her with a terrifying chill that ran down her spine but she stood firm in front of him. There was no going back now anyway. No point in regretting things they couldn’t control anymore. This was it. Do or die.
The moment he took a step, Pamela was right there ready to catch him. Her small frame was a joke next to his but she was willing to put all her strength into holding him up. She could see the pain written all over his face, even as he held himself up by grabbing on to a piece of debris that looked like it might crumble at any given moment. Her assumption had been right, he was in no condition to do any rescuing. His body was slowly giving out on him and he would have gotten himself killed had he managed to go back into that fire before she arrived.
“Fuck… Okay.” Her body geared into action before she could think, moving so that she was standing by his side, arm circling his middle as gently as possible while. She could feel the wetness of blood immediately coating her fingers but she refused to acknowledge that. She had to get him to lean on her, to hold on to her shoulders so they could get to the exit. This was it. She couldn’t freak out now. He was already looking dejected, as if he had accepted his failure when he was in fact choosing to survive. “We just need to walk a little, okay? Just a few steps and then the paramedics can help us. Do you think you can do that?” Her voice was shaky and strained as she tried to adjust to his weight. He was almost twice her size and she had fooled herself into believing she could literally drag him out of this hell. She didn’t know the full extent of his injuries so didn’t want to rush him. But the time to wait was over. “Come on. We need to move. Now.”
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the first few steps were worse than the explosion. adrenaline had finally started to fade, leaving pain to rush in and fill the space it left behind. every movement sent a sharp ache through his ribs. his leg protested with each uneven step, threatening to buckle whenever he put too much weight on it. still, zahir moved. one foot. then another. pamela's arm around his middle was the only reason he remained upright. around them, the festival had become something unrecognizable. the cheerful rows of vendor booths were reduced to twisted frames and burning debris. smoke rolled across the ground in thick waves, stinging his eyes and throat. somewhere nearby, something collapsed with a loud crash that made both of them flinch. instinctively, zahir shifted his body slightly toward pamela, putting himself between her and the direction of the sound despite being in no condition to protect anyone.
"watch your step," he rasped, pointing toward a section of broken metal hidden beneath the smoke. even now, his attention drifted outward. to the teenager crying near an overturned table. to the elderly man being guided away by two strangers. to every person they passed. more than once he slowed, trying to stop and help. more than once pamela practically had to drag him forward. the screams behind them had lessened, replaced by the growing chorus of sirens and shouted commands from first responders flooding the area. rationally, he knew help had arrived. rationally, he knew staying would only make things worse. but every few steps his head turned back toward the fire. every few steps some stubborn, guilty part of him whispered that he should have done more. saved more. been faster. better. the thought sat heavy in his chest alongside the pain.
when they finally broke through the worst of it, the sight nearly brought him to his knees. ambulances. fire engines. police units. flashing lights cutting through the darkness. medics ran toward the disaster while survivors stumbled away from it. safety. they had actually made it out. zahir stopped for a moment, breathing hard as he looked back toward the burning festival grounds. the fire reflected in his eyes. he could still hear the chaos. still feel the pull of it. but now there was something else. relief. not for himself. for pamela. for the people being loaded into ambulances. for the fact that the professionals were finally here in force. his hand briefly tightened against her shoulder as he steadied himself.
"you should've left me back there," he admitted quietly, though there was no anger behind it. only disbelief. gratitude he wasn't entirely comfortable expressing. his exhausted gaze settled on her before the corner of his mouth twitched upward into the faintest smile. "good thing you didn't listen."
Scout spotted Antonio before he reached her and immediately felt her mood sour. It was almost impressive how one man could ruin a perfectly good afternoon just by existing. The second he called her Scarlett, her jaw tightened. She hated that name coming from him. Hated the way he said it. Hated the memories attached to it. The version of her that lived in the Santoro house had been Scarlett. Quiet when she was supposed to be. Pretty when she was supposed to be. Polite when she was supposed to be. Scout had clawed her way out of that girl years ago. The bubble gum between her teeth snapped loudly as she looked him up and down with open disdain. “Funny,” she said dryly. “I was just thinking the same thing. Usually I can smell a Santoro infestation before I stumble into one.” Her eyes rolled dramatically. “And it’s Scout. Scarlett died the second I got the hell out of your house.” She crossed her arms over her chest and tilted her head, studying him with the same hostility she reserved for rattlesnakes and men who touched dancers without asking. Antonio always carried himself like he was the smartest person in every room. Like the rest of the world should be grateful he chose to occupy it. Scout had hated that look since she was a teenager. “So tell me,” she continued, her smile turning sharp. “Have you laid that sister of yours in the ground yet?” The words came out cruel on purpose. “Or are you waiting till you can drag the whole town through another Santoro tragedy first?” Her gaze never left his. “You people do love making everything about yourselves.” Another snap of her gum followed. “Honestly, I’m surprised there’s room at this festival for the rest of us with your ego taking up half the county.” Scout shrugged one shoulder. “Then again, if I spent my whole life pretending I was God’s gift to Rift Valley, maybe I’d walk around looking that pleased with myself too.” Her smile widened. “Good to see being rich still hasn’t fixed your personality.”
antonio stared at her for a long moment after the comment about josephina. not angry. not immediately. if anything, the first thing that crossed his face was disappointment. the sort reserved for people who should have known better and chose not to. scout always seemed determined to prove him right about her in the worst possible ways. "you know," he began calmly, brushing an invisible speck of dust from his sleeve, "for someone who spends so much time insisting she's escaped us, you certainly can't stop talking about us." his gaze swept over her deliberately. the attitude. the gum. the carefully crafted image she'd spent years building around herself. "it's almost impressive. you had every advantage handed to you. a roof over your head. people willing to help you. opportunities most people would kill for." his mouth twisted into something resembling amusement. "and somehow you've convinced yourself you're a victim." he clicked his tongue softly. "rift valley is full of people with actual sob stories, scarlett. your tragedy is that life didn't bend itself around your feelings." his eyes narrowed slightly. "for all your talk about freedom, you traded one family for another and call it independence. at least be honest about it." he took a step closer, not threatening, but entirely unbothered by her hostility. if anything, he looked bored by it. "and let's not pretend you're playing the struggling artist because you have some great moral objection to money." antonio's smile never reached his eyes. "you grew up wealthier than most people in this city. now you cosplay as poor because it's more fashionable than admitting you threw a tantrum and ran away from home." harsh. cruel even. but scout had deliberately invoked josephina. any patience he'd possessed evaporated the moment she did. "i hope dancing for drunken strangers and letting a motorcycle club convince you they're your family has been worth it." his gaze remained steady on hers. "i hope every bad decision, every bridge you've burned, every opportunity you've wasted has been worth it." then came the final blow, delivered in the same calm tone he'd used from the beginning. "because your father died giving his life for something bigger than himself. you spend most days making sure your life is only about you."

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he thinks for a moment on his question with a smile, knowing exactly what he was getting at. it was similar, in a way to family engagements where you're requested because you're obligated. different yet similar enough. he looks to the don, not with arrogance but as someone he didn't mind sitting down and sharing a conversation with. " i'm doing alright. " he finally answers in truth. he was doing alright, he was content and contentment was what he'd consider enjoying himself. " besides, if you put in the effort enough, you can get through the persuasion. " even if you didn't really want to be somewhere, tyler learned people responded better when they have your compliance. " just me though. " he lightly shrugs. " what about you? "
antonio hummed thoughtfully at the answer, watching the crowd move around them as festival music drifted through the warm evening air. there was something reassuring about hearing one of his people say they were doing alright, especially lately. too much had happened in rift valley for anyone to take normalcy for granted. "persuasion is one word for it," he replied dryly, the corner of his mouth lifting slightly. "i've always found life becomes easier when you stop fighting every obligation that lands in front of you." it was a philosophy he'd built an entire life around, whether he wanted to admit it or not. his gaze shifted back toward tyler then, studying him for a brief moment before giving a small nod. "i'm glad you're doing well." the words were simple but genuine. antonio made an effort to know who worked for him, not every detail, but enough. enough to know when something was wrong. enough to know when someone needed help before they asked for it. "as for me?" he glanced toward the festival grounds, children running between booths, families laughing, people trying very hard to pretend the city wasn't carrying a shadow over it lately. "i'm managing." which was about as close to honesty as most people received from him these days. after a moment, his expression grew slightly more serious. "i won't keep you from enjoying your evening, but if anything unusual happens tonight, anything at all, i expect to hear about it." his tone remained calm, conversational even, but the expectation behind it was unmistakable. "hopefully i'm worrying over nothing." a pause followed before he added, "but be careful regardless. i'd rather everyone make it home with nothing more serious than a hangover and poor financial decisions from the food vendors." a faint smile tugged at his mouth then, softening the warning enough to let the conversation remain light.
summer kickoff festival | @aqu4regia (elena)
antonio spotted elena through the crowd long before she noticed him. some people simply carried familiarity with them no matter how many years passed or how many oceans separated them. seeing her standing there at the festival pulled him back briefly to italy, to family dinners that stretched late into the evening, to marino laughing too loudly over a bottle of wine, to a version of life that had seemed permanent until it wasn't. the thought settled heavily in his chest, but antonio had long ago mastered the art of carrying grief without letting it show. "elena," he greeted warmly as he approached, a genuine smile touching his face as he leaned in to kiss her cheek in greeting. "and where is my favorite nephew?" he asked, glancing around for lucca despite the fact the boy was hardly a child anymore. his gaze returned to her after a moment, softening slightly. of all the people he had insisted remain close after marino's death, elena had been one of the easiest decisions he'd ever made. family was family. there had never been another option. "i'm glad you came," he admitted, his tone quieter now. "these festivals are much easier to tolerate when surrounded by people i actually like." the corner of his mouth lifted faintly before he gestured toward the festivities around them. "tell me you've been enjoying yourself. i'd hate to discover i've spent years convincing you california is worth living in only for you to decide i've been lying this entire time."