salem:)

yall imagine the 9-1-1 writers play out buddie right, here me out- we get eddie having his gay (or queer) realization. somehow someone brings up eddie going to a gay bar to introduce him to the queer scene (preferably it would be him, buck, hen, and karen. as much as i hate it tommy would also have to be there for the plot. or a random person from the bar but i feel like it wouldn’t hit the same). eddie hangs low for a while due to the unfamiliarity. hen/karen and buck/tommy go off dancing. eddie has a guy approach him, they talk for a little bit, ends up being bold and dances with him. a song like the 1975 somebody else starts playing, then we see a shot of buck and eddie looking at each other with perfectly timed lyrics.

buck never got to say ‘i love you too.’ and never got to call bobby what he was, ‘dad.’

i think i can officially say after the newest episode, and how the next on is looking… i’ve never been more stressed with watching a show.

y’all did not warn me about the emotional turmoil about 12 and clara. i just finished watching heaven sent and heaven bent, the amount of tears i cried is unhealthy… 0/10 don’t recommend.

another day of begging for a sapphic show where it is written like good omens or merlin (pretty much forced proximity and secret care for each other), but not with a tragic ending (this includes death, separation or both), and goes on for more than one season without being cancelled even though the show does amazing in viewership.

i think i can confidently say doctor who is the first show where i know pretty much all of the heartbreaking moments (at least the in beginning seasons), and i will still cry every time.