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And this is the second ask for hrt shots from general projmoon characters if you have any fun ideas… could be anyone in the series… Lei Heng and Jia Qiu are the most intriguing to me as a gay transmasc but ya know. Anyone who’s interesting (even if it’s a negative reaction — Kromer could be funny)
a/n: got to your second request finally yippeeee (sorry this took a while though skjdgnsdgs)
Lei Heng is very rough and doesn’t care too much about the prep work. If something goes wrong then it’s whatever, he’s rich enough to pay someone to treat you and make that little problem go away.
He insists on being the one to give you your shots as well, mostly because he’s a pervert and an excuse to touch you is one that he won’t ever refuse. He’s also very good at reaffirming your in that he’ll repeatedly tell you how good you’re being by taking the shot so well and that he’ll reward you later.
Kong Qiu is significantly more caring with your hrt shot than Lei Heng is. He’ll make sure that you’re comfortable, handle the prep carefully and make sure that you won’t feel the needle going in by distracting you. Mostly by talking to you about a topic he thinks you’re passionate about — and one that you both preferably agree on — but he can also do it via touch as well. If holding your hand or him letting you hold his is what helps you the most through the shot, he’ll do that.
He’ll also make sure that you have access to hrt no matter what the situation is as well as giving you tips for your voice and such. If you come to him with a problem on how there’s something about you that you feel doesn’t fit your gender, he’ll look into it to give you the help you need.
Vergilius treats you like a child during the whole process because that’s what he’s used to: dealing with children throwing tantrums over not wanting to get a shot for one reason or another.
If you look like you’re the type to put up a fight, then Vergilius will hold you down — even tie you up — while he’s giving you the shot. If you look like you’re about to cry instead, he’ll try to comfort you and put effort into distracting you from the needle. Otherwise he puts the bare minimum amount of effort in — despite treating you like a kid, because you are an adult and he’s aware of that — and will give you candy afterwards. Mostly to mock you, but if you accept it then he’ll make sure to give you one after each shot.
He also reminds you of your weekly shots last minute before pulling you away from whatever you were doing to give you said shot. Don’t worry though, he’ll return you to whatever you were doing before.
There are two ways that this can go down with Kromer, really.
She can be extremely supportive — being trans is part of being human, after all! — so she’ll eagerly help you with your shots, though she might get carried away with it and fetishize your transness. She’ll coo affirmations in your ear as she gives you your shot, though she doesn’t put any effort into the prep at all — if she even bothers with it — and is more focused on feeling up your body. She’s also not above lying to you about when you need to take your shots so she can get more alone time with you and more excuses to touch you.
On the other hand, she can be extremely against you being trans because you’re denying what you were born with. Part of being human is accepting what you were born with and dealing with whatever life hands you. If you can’t accept what you were born with and what happened to you, even something that only affects you, then what different are you from prosthetic users?
As such, Kromer would kill you if you asked her for help.
Ricardo wouldn’t give you the shots himself but he’d be very supportive and get people who are experienced with this stuff to handle it and help you out.
This isn’t to say that he can’t handle the shots — he can, he’s not so weak that the sight of needles going into someone’s flesh would make him faint — but it does put him off. Still, you only need to let him know that you trust only him with the needles if you want him to be the one giving you the shot.
He helps you out in other ways; helping you with binding, going out shopping to buy every outfit that catches your eye, killing people who misgender and deadname you, reaffirming your gender, the works. Anyone who misgenders you will have their entire bloodline put into the book of vengeance, so you don’t need to worry about people acting transphobic towards you.
Ahab doesn’t care about you being trans, she won’t help you with your shots either because it won’t help her hunt down the Pallid Whale whatsoever.
She changes her tune if she ever she realizes how she can use this to manipulate you. She doesn’t care about the prep, she’s rough as she gives you the shot and she’s pretty much manhandling you during the process. It’s more likely that she’ll just toss you into the arms of a mermaid then bring you back when you’ve been turned into a mermaid as well, though.
At least she gives you plenty of gender affirmations! Not very good at keeping up with your weekly shots though, she’d do them daily.
Xue Pan’s very happy to help you but there’s no prep and also he takes some of your shots for himself. He doesn’t care if things go wrong, he will stick the needle in himself first, laugh about it, then give you the shot. He won’t go out of his way to be rough — and on some days that rarely come by, he will be gentle about it — but he will take delight in your displeasure and discomfort, as well as your pain.
He’s also terrible at reminding you to take your shots because he struggles remembering them himself.
Hohenheim is extremely pretentious about it to the point that he almost rivals Faust’s condescension when it comes to your hrt shots. Almost.
Like with most other things, this is just Hohenheim’s attempt at pushing people away so he won’t get attached to them and they, to him. He should not have accepted to help you in the first place to help keep his distance from you, but he couldn’t not help you either. So what you get instead is insults and condescension while he quietly makes sure you’re comfortable, handles the prep carefully to ensure that nothing will go wrong and distract you so you won’t even feel the needle going in.
He also sets up several reminders, both for you and himself, for your shots.
Callisto’s fascination with your body — and now, your gender identity — is what leads to him saying yes. He’d offer to rebuild you a body that reflects your gender to help speed up the process but he’s understanding if you say no because this gives him a chance to observe your body. Who knows, maybe this’ll help him make an art piece that can be understood by everyone.
He’s meticulous about everything — the prep, the shot, the reminders — but he’s disappointed by how lacklustre all of it is. He was expecting more, so more he does.
He looks into everything there is to know about transitioning so he can act accordingly. He doesn’t stop giving you shots, but he does lie about how that’s the only thing he does when he’s doing so much more. Before, he was only interested in messing around with how human bodies as they were when he pushed them to their limit, but now? After helping you with your shots? He’s interested in what kind of creations he can make by putting different materials and chemicals in human bodies.
Maybe that stops counting as corporism, but Callisto doesn’t care all that much at that point. Just don’t be surprised if you wake up as a monster one day or turn into one during the night. Though Callisto’s always happy to replace your flesh body with a prosthetic one.
<- Back to the masterlist?
Lei Heng | Jia Qiu | Vergilius | Kromer | Ricardo | Ahab
Xue Pan | Hohenheim | Callisto
So I've finally got past Canto 9 of Limbus Company, have many many thoughts that I might or might not share. But starting the Walpurgis that happens just after, I already have some well placed Coherent thoughts I want to share real quick. Spoilers for that
First of all? Gay. Homosexual behaviour. We all know Hohenheim is gay for Heathcliff, it's why Heathcliff gets the title of Assistant. Goes homosexual. Hohenheim wants him so fucking bad.
But enough joking about Hohen being gay, he is and we know this
But this isn't cruelty or dismissiveness. This is his version of mourning and care. He will not cling to these treats, because Marton would want them to be enjoyed. And since basically the entirety of the LCE is dead, the only remaining friends to enjoy the remnant of Marton are here, in the LCB. The people who fought alongside him as he died, who helped avenge him
People who brought Hohenheim back from the brink, who saved him when he wanted to die, who tried so hard to protect Marton and did save Alyssa. Who are now working to fix the mess (even if somewhat unwillingly)
He wanted a funeral and burial for Marton, and he got a burial. But this is the funeral. Amongst the only people Hohenheim is aware of who might mourn Marton.
He cannot cling to it, lest he fall away, it is merely another crossed out name in his list of loved ones.
It makes it sweeter, doesn't it? Knowing it's something Marton loved enough to preserve? Something that is now cracked open and enjoyed, a treat he would have had during a long rough day. Now brightening the days of others? Because Marton was the brightest shining light
He connected so well with the fairy for a reason. He was the light, let him continue to be that in death
Anyways yes this gave me Big Feelings that I could not quiet even a little bit. Hohenheim cares far too much about everything, it's an insult to dismiss it just cause it's expressed in a unique fashion
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So I've finally got past Canto 9 of Limbus Company, have many many thoughts that I might or might not share. But starting the Walpurgis that happens just after, I already have some well placed Coherent thoughts I want to share real quick. Spoilers for that
First of all? Gay. Homosexual behaviour. We all know Hohenheim is gay for Heathcliff, it's why Heathcliff gets the title of Assistant. Goes homosexual. Hohenheim wants him so fucking bad.
But enough joking about Hohen being gay, he is and we know this
But this isn't cruelty or dismissiveness. This is his version of mourning and care. He will not cling to these treats, because Marton would want them to be enjoyed. And since basically the entirety of the LCE is dead, the only remaining friends to enjoy the remnant of Marton are here, in the LCB. The people who fought alongside him as he died, who helped avenge him
People who brought Hohenheim back from the brink, who saved him when he wanted to die, who tried so hard to protect Marton and did save Alyssa. Who are now working to fix the mess (even if somewhat unwillingly)
He wanted a funeral and burial for Marton, and he got a burial. But this is the funeral. Amongst the only people Hohenheim is aware of who might mourn Marton.
He cannot cling to it, lest he fall away, it is merely another crossed out name in his list of loved ones.
It makes it sweeter, doesn't it? Knowing it's something Marton loved enough to preserve? Something that is now cracked open and enjoyed, a treat he would have had during a long rough day. Now brightening the days of others? Because Marton was the brightest shining light
He connected so well with the fairy for a reason. He was the light, let him continue to be that in death
Anyways yes this gave me Big Feelings that I could not quiet even a little bit. Hohenheim cares far too much about everything, it's an insult to dismiss it just cause it's expressed in a unique fashion
Personally I hate AI because it uses slave labor, is killing the planet and is making people stupid, but that's just me. The soulless art aspect is just one little piece of my grander disdain.
wait how does AI use slave labor? Do you mean the human works that are stolen and not credited or compensated? Because technically under capitalism everything is exploited but there are varying degrees
Aside from the scraping, AI tech companies, including openAI/chatGPT, have outsourced training their models to countries in the global south, specifically Kenya in openAI's case. These workers are working in sweatshop conditions for less than 2 bucks USD per hour. I'm on mobile, but if you search 'openAI Kenya slave labor' and related keywords, you can find multiple articles about it.
Hiii… sooo… ok, so as a transmasc I would be so into the sinners helping with t shots (or hrt shots in general, feel free to keep it neutral for the estrogen folks)! I plan to send another ask for characters in general if you have any ideas, since gahhh, I get nervous about needles and really really wis someone could just give me the shot and help me remember that sorta thing. And seeing if anyone Wouldn’t do it is also funny
A/N: Hi hiii, formatting will be different for this post because I forgot how to format,,, post with asks,,,, also no tagging with this post because it's so messy lmao
Stabbing people in general is very hot to Ryoshu and it doesn’t matter if she’s stabbing you with a sword or a needle. A hrt shot is no different for her even if she has to do prep beforehand, though she is displeased by the lack of blood and violence.
She’s a bit rough as she handles you, mostly out of a desire to see you squirm because she realizes quickly that just stabbing you isn’t enough. She won’t do more than that — even though she wants to — unless you ask her for more.
Though, if you are a sinner, you probably should give it a day or two before Ryoshu has her fun with you lest Dante’s revival removes the effects of your shot.
Hong Lu is a bit too interested in the thought of stabbing a needle into you to let go of the opportunity to do just that.
He’s a bit touchy as he goes about it; hand lingering on your skin a bit too long as he cooes reassurances and reaffirmations to you. He’s gentle with both the prep and the shot itself, making sure that you won’t feel a bit of pain or the feeling of the needle going inside your skin. No, you’ll be too distracted to even notice.
Afterwards, you can expect Hong Lu to ask you plenty of questions, most of which will be asking you about your experience — your transition, specifically — but he will also slip in questions from other topics. In general, Hong Lu is someone reliable that you can go to whenever you need a shot.
Faust takes a moment before accepting your offer because she has to quickly ask the gessellschaft on how to give someone a hrt shot. Asking you would be embarrassing because you’re coming to her for help and she’s supposed to be all knowing.
As a result, she’s a tiiiiny bit condescending the first one or two times she helps you out. The prep goes well and the needle goes in without you noticing, but your experience with her help gets noticeably better after she gets over her feelings of inferiority.
Overall she’s reliable and you can trust that she’s more focused on doing things right to get caught up by the fact that she’s giving you a shot that’s in intimate areas.
As expected, Meursault is professional with his help. He doesn’t need to be told much, if anything, about your hrt shot because he already knows what to do and is familiar with the process. If you ask him about it, he’ll give a short answer about how he helped someone else with this in the past.
If he knows that you can handle the needle well, he’ll do what you ask of him to quietly and only speak up to let you know when he’s done. If he knows that you’re anxious about the needle, he’ll distract you by talking about something different. You won’t even realize that he already did the prep work and gave you your shot until he says that he’s done. Not unless you’re watching him anyway, but if you’re anxious about needles then he’ll tell you not to look.
Afterwards, Meursault will let you know whenever you need to take your weekly shot and he’ll help you with every single one unless you tell him to stop.
Outis is unwilling to help you at first because she believes that this is something that you should do on your own — building character and all that — but she changes her tune quickly the moment you mutter about going to someone for help. If you’re going to bother others over with this then you might as well go with the person who’s the most qualified.
She’s unhappy and grumbles to herself as she does the prep. She also doesn’t care if you feel the needle or whether it’s painful, but you won’t feel a thing whenever she’s giving you your shot.
She’d prefer for this to be a one time thing so she initially has no plans to give you reminders, but ends up giving you reminders anyway as well as helping you with your future shots.
Who would do be okay-ish?
As expected, Yi Sang happily agrees to help you. You don’t need to do much to convince him.
He’s gentle throughout the entire process. He handles the prep delicately to make sure nothing goes wrong and will ramble on about something complex that he likes. You’ll either be interested enough that you won’t feel the needle go in or bored out of your mind that you won’t notice it. If you feel it anyway by some chance, he will apologize to you and promise he’ll do better next time.
However, he fumbles when giving you the shot when he realizes where exactly he needs to give you the shot. His cheeks turn pink and while this won’t stop him from helping you weekly, he will get flustered whenever the topic gets brought up even though he knows he shouldn’t be because there’s nothing he should be flustered about, but that doesn’t stop him from blushing profusely.
Don agrees to help you without a second thought when you first come to her because why wouldn’t she?
She starts to regret it a bit as you explain to her what she needs to do — specifically where she needs to give the shots. Isn’t it… improper? Inappropriate?? She’ll still help you of course but she’ll be flustered through the entire process. The prep is sloppy because she’s distracted and the shot itself is clumsy because she tries not to look while doing it… which might go alright or horribly wrong depending on your luck.
As a result, she’ll be very sad by how that went and will be apologetic — or look at you sadly from across the room — as well as understanding if you don’t come to her for help again. If you do want her help still, then she’ll be significantly more prepared the next time around.
Ishmael has to ask you what to do beforehand because she’s not familiar with this stuff, but she has your back when it comes to it.
The prep goes just fine and she doesn’t think much about the fact that the shot goes into intimate areas because why would she? There’s no need for her to be flustered because there’s nothing sexual about what she’s doing. That said, she might fumble with the needle and be clumsy with it due to her inexperience. She wouldn’t be able to comfort or distract you from the needle either — mostly because she doesn’t see the need to — but she will reassure you that you’re fine after your shot.
Overall, she’s pretty reliable and will set up a few alarms so that you don’t forget about your shot.
Dante is actually squeamish about the whole process but they do their best to put aside their problems when it comes to your hrt shots. They might be a little clumsy with the prep as well as when they’re giving you the shot — which they’ll fumble with a lot at first due to them having to give you the shot in areas that are far too intimate for them — but they’ll get used to it with time and they’ll do their best to make sure you’re as comfortable as possible during the whole process.
They’ll also regularly remind you of your weekly shots and go get you something you might like — maybe a little plushie, maybe a treat — after your shot to help make you feel better.
They’d also be overly cautious about their needles — they don’t want to screw up and give you an infection by accident — so they’ll end up throwing away plenty of sterile needles.
Sinclair wants to help you with your hrt shots, he really does! But the sight of the needle itself is enough to make him feel uneasy and on the verge of fainting. He can help with the prep just fine, but giving you the shot… not so much. The one time he tried to, he ended up passing out.
He’s a little ashamed of himself for this. He can bash in the head of strangers just fine but when it comes to sticking a needle into your skin to help you, suddenly he has a problem?
Any time you try to get his help with a hrt shot, he’ll go get someone that he thinks is more reliable — usually Yi Sang, sometimes Ishmael, not Meursault though because Sinclair is a bit intimidated by him — and help them with the prep or stay by your side so you have someone to talk with while you’re getting the shot.
That’s the most he can do for you.
Another one that’s fainting at the sight of needles despite how used Heathcliff is to violence and how much he wants to help you with your hrt shot.
He’ll help you with literally everything else. He’ll let you borrow his clothes and help you with binding if you lean towards transmasc, he’ll go shopping with you for new clothes if you lean towards transfemme and he’ll even carry your bags for you like a proper gentleman would with his lady. If anyone misgenders you then he’ll angrily correct them, and if they keep misgendering you then he’ll get into a fight all too happily.
However, needles is too much for him even when he’s not the one receiving them. The prep will be sloppy and he won’t be able to give you the shot properly before he passes out from the sight. He will eagerly bring you to Meursault for your hrt shots and hold your hand during the process; encouraging you and telling you that you’re doing a good job to support you.
That said he’d actually cause a little problem for Meursault first as he doesn’t like the idea of you getting your short in somewhere so intimiate. He’d be extremely flustered when he first finds out about this as well.
Rodya knows very well that she can’t help you so she refuses to when you first come up to her. Needles are terrifying and injecting a fluid into someone’s body is gross. She can’t do it no matter how much she wants to help you.
She can provide good emotional support while someone else handles the shot, though! She’d be pretty good at distracting you from the needle.
Gregor is actually a good candidate for your hrt shot. Despite him only having one hand to use, he has gotten very good at using that very hand so giving you the shot isn’t the problem.
The problem is his bug arm that might act up during the process. Just the possibility of it is enough to make him unwilling to help you with your hrt shot even though he refuses to, and it doesn’t help that you’re going to be very vulnerable during that time. The thought of hurting you when you’ve trusted him with something this important is enough to fill him with shame.
He’ll direct you to Meursault or Faust if you come to him for help, but he’ll never do it himself.
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Yi Sang | Faust | Don Quixote | Ryoshu | Meursault | Hong Lu
Heathcliff | Ishmael | Rodion | Dante | Sinclair | Outis | Gregor
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I was wondering if we cld see more of ur oc based on Hastur, the king in yellow?
Maybe more about his connections in the City maybe how exactly he as a being operates, etc etc
Asking cuz I saw a post from you asking for art recs
I do plan to do more for Wilde, he's actually based more specifically on Wilde and Genevieve from The Repairer of Reputations and The Mask short stories. Transgenderism beam fr fr
But! I do have some asks in my inbox still from an ask game that I intend to answer in regards to him, if you search through you can find the ones I already answered. I've been a bit slow though since a lot of work came in, plus helping a friend move and whatnot. So I'm dead tired.
Thanks for being into him, though!! Here's a face shot of him that I did as part of a larger project of doing the mugshots for all the Sinners (which should be the post just before this one)
I have completed it. Ignore the 14th Sinner. Also, zoomed in under the cut for easier viewing
I based the designs off either off the authors (Yi Sang, Ryoshu, Hong Lu), actors (Meursault), artistic representations (Faust, Don Quixote, Ishmael, Rodya, Sinclair, Outis), or a wonderful mix of inspirations (Heathcliff, Gregor). All I did use multiple references for, these are just the Main. I had a lot of fun with this!
🩸 — Do they have any scars? What do they think of them?
🖋️ — Are there any recurring motifs in their story?
👻 — What situations do they most fear happening? How realistic are these fears?
💾 — What faction are they affiliated with? If not pre-existing, what's its specialization?
RAGGHHHHH at the end of the day you're gonna be the only one asking me these but either way it makes me happy :] Thank you @wifeguyoutis
BUT if someone else DOES want to send an ask, here's the post:https://www.tumblr.com/salemcantupdate/814331009752612864?source=share
Once again, brief summary for those not in the know: Wilde is an oc/sona for Limbus Company and is meant to be the 14th Sinner on the bus. He is bound to and somewhat created the abnormality The King in Yellow, and is directly inspired by that book. Now to the questions :]
🩸 — Do they have any scars? What do they think of them?
Yes! He definitely has scars. For the average normal scars, he has a small one on his lip, acne scars, some old faded cat scratches, and a broken nose. For these he doesn't mind any of them much, if anything the broken nose actually brings him some relief since his original husband found it distasteful.
Now for the trauma-related scars, he has faint scars on his wrists and ankles from being tied down, scars on his temples from electro-therapy, and some faint but relatively recent whip scars on his back. The scars from being tied down are faint enough and mostly covered in other scarring (detailed in the next section) that he doesn't really think about them much. And the electro-therapy ones he rarely notices since it's under his hair, but he has developed a habit of gently massaging them, they make his spine tingly. And the whip scarring he actually has positive feelings for, as they were self inflicted, the pain brought him focus, soothed him.
And now the King in Yellow related scarring. Across his body he was carved in various Yellow Signs to try and draw the King in Yellow out, over his right wrist and heart is where the main ones are. Or at least the ones I've actively detailed. And then pulsing and growing from those is a yellow rot of sorts, fungus like, pockmarked and scarred and writhing.
🖋️ — Are there any recurring motifs in their story?
TRANS HORRORS, TRANS HORRORS, TRANS HORRORS
Ok so there's more than that. But for me in a lot of my writing, I enjoy trans horrors, which thus also delves into general gender and identity horrors. To be married to a man you don't truly know, who treats you as a "young woman", to be caged by him, abused by him, used for his purposes. For a being to come into existence, perhaps even be "born" from you through your extreme trauma. The feeling of constantly being trapped, of your body not being yours, of belonging to those around you, to those who "own" you. The parents, the husband, KIY, LCB and Dante... when will his body be his?
Then of course there are the typical themes of Eldritch Horror, the dangers of knowledge, self-destruction, isolation, insanity... and I just realized that this question asked for motifs rather than themes. Two different things. Coughs chokes dies
Oh well I wont delete what I've written, especially since it's not entirely wrong still. Of course the color yellow will be a heavy motif, as well the Yellow Signs. Eyes always watching, a cage closing shut around you, rot and the fetid stench of death. All very fun :]
👻 — What situations do they most fear happening? How realistic are these fears?
There are many situations that Wilde fears, but what he most fears is also difficult. KIY hurting those around him, KIY dragging him to Carcosa, KiY... leaving him. A lot about KIY, frankly. But there's also the fear of isolation, the fear of being alone forever, the fear of being found by his husband or family, of being recognized by that damnable cult.
But really, the biggest fear is probably going back in that Yellow Room, that lonely square in which he spent so many years. Where he scratched at the wall till his nails peeled off and bashed his skull against the wall until his head split open. Many of the other fears lead back to this, this is the core. He never wants to go back.
And sadly all these fears are rather realistic, after all, his room on the Bus is literally a recreation of the Yellow Room he was trapped in, that wretched yellow wallpaper that's peeling just a bit, on the yellow floors with that yellow ceiling overhead, no windows. Never any windows. And the Canto I have planned for him has him directly facing his family, husband, and the cult of his past. So many of his greatest fears are bound to be realized.
💾 — What faction are they affiliated with? If not pre-existing, what's its specialization?
I buried the lead a bit here, as the 'cult' that I referred to is actually intended to be an extremist off-shoot of the Dieci Association. This cult is very specifically focused on knowledge relating to the River and the King in Yellow, believing that Carcosa and KIY could bring salvation. They don't specifically know that this being is an abnormality, and the KIY is drawn into reality before the White Nights and Dark Days.
I'm still torn on which specific Wing he will be from, mostly cause the specifics don't directly tie to him, the Deici seem to be somewhat spread out as a large Assoc after all.
But District 12 (L Corp), District 13 (M Corp), and District 22 (Wing V, where Vergilius is from) all intrigue me. 12 is obvious for why, LobCorp and the situation, then I could use the fall of the corp in part of how Wilde was able to truly escape, which would mean he's only been free of his torture for a couple of years. 22 could be fun since they had 80,000 die in the Distortion Phenomenon, and is thus the first district to start actively investigating everything. So Wilde being from there, unless all those deaths were already explained by something, I could easily tie KIY up in that as one of the entities that added to that number. And then 13 is the iffiest, but it's there purely because a lot of what Wilde suffers is meant to mimic asylums from back in the day. So being from there could be fitting,
Otherwise I haven't directly associated him to any other factions (beyond Limbus Company of course), and I'm not gonna be including IDs since that's it's own whole thing.
🚪 — Is there something they don't wish to admit to themselves? What is it?
🪞 — What are their opinions on their Identities and Mirror technology in general?
⛓️ — How does their base EGO manifest? What does the room in it look like?
👥 — Who are their most and least favorites out of the canon Sinners?
Hi wifeguy I love you wifeguy, @wifeguyoutis is the alt for this twink btw, outing them right now.
Anywaysss these questions are harrddddd (link to the ask game if you also wanna participate https://www.tumblr.com/salemcantupdate/814331009752612864?source=share)
SO! Wilde, brief summary for those not in the know: Wilde is an oc/sona for Limbus Company and is meant to be the 14th Sinner on the bus. He is bound to and somewhat created the abnormality The King in Yellow, and is directly inspired by that book. Now to the questions :]
🚪 — Is there something they don't wish to admit to themselves? What is it?
This is one of the hardest questions, since figuring out what someone doesn't want to admit to themselves is just, idk, it's hard! Especially since a lot of Wilde's difficulties come from an abnormality that's entirely focused on forbidden knowledge, so Wilde is often holding himself back from his curiosity, viewing curiosity itself as dangerous since the King in Yellow will be drawn to that. Wants it from him, and he knows he shouldn't be feeding the King in Yellow. I think Wilde's nature as a sona also makes this difficult to answer, since the question becomes what would I not want to admit to myself?
I think the best answer right now is that he doesn't want to know how he genuinely feels about the King in Yellow. He doesn't want to think about it, examine it. Doesn't want to think about the yellow room and yellow walls that bore it, doesn't want to think about how he immediately begged for the King to drag him to Carcosa, how the King denied it despite wanting to. How the King both is constantly dragging him back to that yellow room, surrounding him in that vile color, while also being the key to his freedom. How does he feel about the King? The source and spawn and savior of so many of his greatest traumas? That which isolates him but comforts him? What can he feel?
🪞 — What are their opinions on their Identities and Mirror technology in general?
This one is more a bit difficult to word, mostly because in some ways Wilde already knew about the mirror realities due to the King in Yellow. Kind of. The King is the same abnormality in all universes, and exists in all simultaneously, if you meet one King in one reality and then another in a separate one, It will recognize you just the same. Because It is aware of everything everywhere all at once (ha). Thus, it being tied to Wilde, he started getting hints of that understanding while in his Yellow Room, but mostly just thought it was weird fucked up hallucinations for a while.
When he learns it's real he's mostly just like, "Oh, ok then." It wouldn't break his understanding of reality to know that there are other versions of him with different lives, part of him hopes they lead better lives. It's a shame that they don't.
But! This is also a great chance to talk about some of the IDs I do have planned for him!
Lobotomy Corp EGO: King In Yellow ID -- Basically a universe in which he works at LobCorp specifically to help in managing KIY. Mostly cause KIY will Only allow itself to exist in a LobCorp facility so long as Wilde is there. I made up some gameplay stuff for this and whatnot, so if people want to ask questions specific to LobCorp Wilde, feel free!
Warp, Ring, and FangHunt are all also IDs that are considered more mild, essentially versions of Wilde that managed to escape his arranged marriage before he could get trapped in the Yellow Room. Base Wilde would look at these with fondness and envy, a bit of bitterness that he too didn't think to escape. Especially since these 3 are doing... relatively well, even if KIY does find and cling to them nonetheless.
G Corp Wilde is the next interesting one, since this one is a Wilde that escaped the marriage by getting drafted and becoming Bug. Base Wilde is mostly chill with this, although this is probably also a great point to discuss one of Wilde's issues. In my writing for him, Faust has instructed Dante to try and avoid using IDs on Wilde. Why? Because the amnesia block doesn't fucking work right, and they cling to him so that he still has their affects long after. This is all due to King In Yellow, who preserves Wilde's memories (this is also why later on, Wilde will still remember the K-Corp Singularity and has hints of remembering Catherine even if he can't fully grasp it). Anyways, this is a good time to bring it up because imagine how Gregor must feel, seeing a Wilde just completely altered with roach features, including his face. I did a little sketch based on the Canto 1 guy in my sketchbook :]
Alright the big other ID that I've actually thought about way too much is The Edgar Sibling ID, aka, Isabela Edgar ID for Wilde. Notably this ID would not have any name attached to it other than Edgar, since this is a Wilde who hasn't yet transitioned. This ID takes a lot of direct inspiration from the book version of Wuthering Heights, and how Heathcliff marries Isabela to make Cathy jealous, it's a bit of revenge. And then he horrifically abuses Isabela to get at Linton. He is VILE to her in the book, and eventually she manages to escape. So this is a Wilde who was horrifically abused by Wild Hunt Heathcliff, who married him, who is now hunting him down in revenge. This is the ID that most mirrors Base Wilde, as both of them married a horrible man that abused them and stole their rights to autonomy. This is also the ID that would cause Wilde the most distress, since this is a pre-transition Wilde, this is a Wilde that if the others saw would instantly out him as trans. And due to how IDs stick for him, it's also an ID that would attempt to kill base Heathcliff on site since... well, gestures to their trauma. But it's a lot of fun! And I hope it fucks up Wilde and Heathcliff's relationship, and I hope Heathcliff feels so fucking sick and ill at the realization that a version of him so horrifically abused someone he currently views as a valued friend :]
⛓️ — How does their base EGO manifest? What does the room in it look like?
I still haven't fully figured this out, rude as fuck to ask. But I'm thinking it's along the lines of him willingly giving someone the Yellow Sign that will drag them to Carcosa. In game it would likely be a flash of his eyes opening and the mark swelling in the yellow of them before branding the target. If it weren't for how the game works for these being Base EGOs, I'd also love to play with weird sanity mechanics, but the whole point is these are basic. But it would basically be a sinking focused damage type.
And his room is The Yellow Wallpaper :]
Wilde absolutely refuses to enter his Sinner room, since it looks so much like the room he was locked inside for ages. Haha don't think about how that reflects his mental state, that his room is that same room :] But he is so averse to his room that instead of sleeping in there he ends up getting pillows and blankets and sleeping at the back of the bus in the corner, he also doesn't technically have a seat on the bus. In Canto 5 I'm planning that other Sinners feel bad about his seasickness, and he essentially gets passed between some of them so he can rest. He also gets a chair when they make adjustments to gain the Bus-Boat, they give him a little bench in the back :]
Yes this means that before Canto 5 he sat and slept on the floor in the back of the bus. His back hurts.
👥 — Who are their most and least favorites out of the canon Sinners?
How the fuck do I differentiate between My favorite and His favorite? Gah, bullshit. Anyways at the start of the game his favorite is Faust, purely because he knows she is aware of His Situation and trusts that she and Vergilius will keep the KIY in line. His favorite after that is very much Gregor, he gets on quite well with him once Wilde starts being willing to interact with people (since he is Extremely Scared of giving people the Yellow Sign so he avoided them for a while). He doesn't really have strong negative feelings for anyone, but he doesn't interact with Don Quixote or Sinclair cause they both have too much yellow going on. When you're triggered by a color and two of your teammates are fucking BLOND.
Since I’m into a wide variety of fandoms I tend to have a wide variety of mutuals from different sources, and sometimes when a mutual from One Thing suddenly likes or interacts with my posts about something completely unrelated I go AWAAAAA
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