don't worry about who I am

I miss flirting and swooning someone

What I hate most about people calling me terminally online is how if I really was terminally online I would have online friends I would be able to maintain online relationships I'd be able to make posts regularly enough to find people who want to give me the light of day and I can return it

My sleep has just been so fucked they've been fucking with my dreams and making me wake up all fucked up. I managed to get a chip out of me before sleep but I woke up and it's back in

I really need people to stop telling me I'm not stupid when I keep insisting I am, then when I display stupidity I get yelled at. Stop putting me so highly please. Accept I have a IQ in the double digits. I feel like someone with a broken leg being told off for not running

I want a girlfriend so bad I'm shaking

Weirdly enough being completely inept at being able to make friends or find a roleplay partner is kinda keeping me alive. I want to roleplay with an elsen before I kill myself

Regularly sobbing in the shower over the fact I don't like marvel movies online games sex culture or live action people I wish I was a normie I wish I was a normal person I wish I had common interests I wish I wasn't unique in any way shape or form I wish I was the same as everyone else

So sick oh my God

Imagine being one of those blessed ungrateful people who complain about having no friends to one of their five friend groups