@starvowed said: ‘ sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing ’ ( second year leo to middle school tsukasa )
UNPROMPTED || ALWAYS ACCEPTING
▌█ THE PERIOD OF TIME THAT HE was supposed to be helping Ruka's study had long ended. It was only for a short little project where two schools crossed over to allow some younger kids to study with older kids... It was a nice experience and having met Ruka allowed him to meet Leo as well. A boy who absolutely needed someone in his life besides his family- And while Tsukasa is sure that Leo has some other friends ... he isn’t sure what their relationship is at this current time with how awful everything has been with him. They have a routine at this point, it’s mostly quiet- Tsukasa will come over to do his homework and hang out, sometimes with Ruka and Leo, sometimes just with Leo, and sometimes just with Ruka. There are times were Leo will lash out at him for no reason, but it usually quells pretty quickly and Leo apologizes to him (Though there have been a few times he was stubborn and stood his ground, which Tsukasa apologized instead, maybe Tsukasa was wrong in those instances? Who knows, they are both still young.)
▌█ TODAY WAS A QUIET DAY WITH just Leo. Ruka’s club had something going on and she wouldn’t be home till later and that was okay. Tsukasa enjoyed his time with Leo and he’d usually try to help the other get cleaned up and clean up his room in a way that Leo would approve of since there are some things he just didn’t want Tsukasa touching. It was a lot of just trying to keep his new friend comfortable and happy... Well, as happy as Leo could be. It was a lot for someone his age, honestly, but it wouldn’t be much easier for someone Leo’s age either, They are both still children.
▌█ THOUGH LEO WAS OLDER AND usually said a lot of things that Tsukasa either never thought about or just didn’t understand really. He was younger, had a brighter outlook on the world around them, and simply never really understand a lot of phrases older people said, even if he may say them sometimes himself. Today was another one of those days where Leo seemed a little bit more down on himself and they just sat in silence while Tsukasa did his homework. Tsukasa was used to this by now. Just silence to fill the room, though they would sit next to each other, and occasionally Leo would peek at what he was doing or nudge against him as some form of acknowledgment or a sign of endearment towards Tsukasa- Like a way to show he was happy that the other was there with him, or that’s what Tsukasa assumes it all meant.
▌█ IT WAS SUDDEN. LEO’S VOICE breaking the silence that they had been in for a while now. Spooking Tsukasa slightly- Though he isn’t sure what Leo is talking about! Sad to be human? Longing ...? Urgh, he really doesn’t understand all this deep talk about things!
❛❛ I do not understand why that is sad? ❜❜ It sounds like a question, but he is pretty set that being human isn’t sad! Nor is longing! ❛❛ I think being a human is rather [wonderful] and longing for something ... umm, it can be sad, I suppose, but it just proves that you are human, Leo-senpai. ❜❜ He is trying to think of more to say, trying to think what Leo could possibly be insinuating or talking about, but he isn’t very good at understanding stuff like this still. It’s confusing!
❛❛ Leo-senpai ... What is it that you want? I will get it for you, or I will try too. You may be sad a lot, but I truly love Leo-senpai and everything about him! A wonderful human being~ So if you are [longing] for something, Let me help you get it. ❜❜