extra cream.
pairing: camboy!heeseung x dom!femreader
genre: smut (18+) , angst , partial strangers
word count: 8.1k
! warnings : sub!heeseung masturbation (m) power dynamics overstimulation edging nipple play biting choking face slapping dacryphilia praise kink degrading kink voyeurism kink use of vibrators oral (f receiving) face sitting hickeys riding spit play creampie unprotected sex (don’t do this) pet names: slut whore good boy baby pretty boy
═══════ 'pretty boy had it coming the moment he walked into the cafe'
11:58 PM. 2 minutes before closing.
On a slow Wednesday night, nobody would come to the cafe.
You adjusted your apron before leaning against the wall where the light switches were. Always quick to turn off the lobby lights on time.
You didn’t serve overtime. Didn’t make exceptions. Didn’t get paid enough to care.
Dozing off on an empty plate placed on one of the tables, thinking about how’d you have to wash it later, you were disturbed by the soft jingle of the front door.
You sighed, tilting your head with practiced annoyance already set in your posture. You narrowed your eyes, before you stilled them.
Before coming to realization, it was him.
The soft lavender hair caught your attention first. Damp at the ends due to the light rain outside. He looked rushed, slightly out of breath as he walked in.
He stepped inside. The door clicked shut behind him, much too loud in the emptiness of the café.
For a split second, he looked startled to see you looking straight at him. Then he masked his expression, putting on a soft smile. You didn’t buy it for a second, he definitely looked nervous.
Your hand reached up, feeling the outline of the switch right before you flicked the door sign’s light off. You didn’t turn off the lobby lights, not yet.
You maintained eye contact throughout, watching as his soft smile slightly dropped in realization.
Cute.
Then he spoke. A bit too soft.
“Are you closed..?” he was now playing with the string on his puffer jacket.
Your gaze landed down on his figure, then back up. He caught the look.
You smiled politely before answering, “I can make an exception” . It was discreet enough to pass as professional, just a nice employee. Right?
But the way you looked at him, stoic with a soft smile, made him believe that there might just be a small hint of something else.
He tightened the grip on the string he was holding tightly now. He nodded before walking closer to the counter. Now he saw you up close.
You were beautiful, the dimmed lights of the cafe casting a warm glow on your features.
It almost made you look unreal. He was caught up on the way your lashes cast a shadow on your cheeks, how pretty your lips were, the way they curved upwards.
You didn’t need to analyze him, you knew his features like a well memorized book.
Even how pretty he looked naked.
-
You hadn’t meant to find him.
It had been a pop-up ad on a slow night, one careless click after a long shift, a blurred thumbnail you tried to close immediately. It loaded a website, when your hazy eyes adjusted to the soft nude coloring to the actual page, you rushed to exit the whole app itself.
Almost.
But then the screen had clicked on something else, it loaded another screen.
And there he was, the camera angled on the bed. His shirt off, grey coloured sweat pants begging to be removed. He was leant in, reading the chat.
So soft-spoken.
Eyes all pretty, voice low and gentle as he listened to their requests. His obedience was written in the way he waited for instructions, the way his breath caught when he got to the lustful praises.
“Thank you…” his lips curved upwards with a small hue of pink across his cheeks.
You hadn’t spoken in the chat. Not once.
You just watched.
At first it was curiosity. Then routine. Then something quieter and heavier that settled in your chest night after night.
You weren’t the type to touch yourself to streams, to be tuning in to every schedule after a long day. But you did.
You didn’t blame yourself. It was as if your type was written to existence.
Pretty, a gentle voice, the way his eyes looked at the camera. The curve of his lips. He was taller than you, for sure.
And the best of it all. Submissive.
You’ve been around for sure. Been with many men, even women. Exploring your sexuality, what things you’re into. Your kinks.
The most memorable one was your ex, who unfortunately broke up with you because you weren’t feminine enough for him?
Feminine enough? When you confronted him about it, he said it wasn’t you physically.
Fuck, you were gorgeous, physically.
“It’s not even that— It’s the way you act!” his voice had cracked when he said it. Frustrated. Small.
You were leant back on the dining chair of your own living room. He even came over to your own apartment to break up with you? What an asshole.
“The way I act?” you’d repeated calmly.
“You’re always so—” He’d struggled for the word, hands raking through his hair. “So in control. You don’t soften. You don’t need me. I feel like I’m the one being… handled.”
You held back a laugh, he noticed it. “See! Even right now you’re not crying, like most females. You’re fucking laughing instead.”
‘Females’ Is he serious? You didn’t know you signed up to date a mysogynistic in disguise.
What, like the next thing you know he’ll probably tell you to make a sandwich or something.
“So you want someone small. Someone who lets you pretend you’re bigger than you are.” you stated casually.
His jaw clenched. Weakly.
“I don’t like dating insecure guys. Especially ones with fragile masculinity. You can go now, Glad we’re over.”
Then he walked out, defeated.
Well. Definitely not softening up for a guy.
Why are men so scared of being taken care of these days ?
Lee Heeseung wasn’t like that.
You learned his tells without ever meeting him. The way his cheeks flushed, the way his lips parted when he was uncertain, the way his voice softened when he followed directions.
You learned his face at night, in shadows and low light.
Months passed like that.
He never knew you, though.
Not yet.
-
You held back a smirk before you broke the silence, “What would you like to order?”
He nervously glanced up at the menu. Without even reading it, he listed the first thing that you’d usually order in a café.
“A latte, thanks,” He said calmly, managing to steady himself.
“Extra cream.” he glanced at the menu again, before back down at you, “If that’s alright.”
“Of course,” you said while entering his order on the tab. “You always seem to like it that way.”
The words were light. Casual.
But something in him stiffened, there’s no way she knows.
Being on the leaderboard on that website, he’d been recognized around 2 to 3 times in public. Mostly in parties, and mostly, by men.
He assumed he was just being paranoid. “I—yeah.”
Before he could muster the courage to say anything more, you turned to face the machine, its gentle whir filling the silence between you. He was trapped in the warm embrace of the café with you.
The rain continued to pour relentlessly against the windows.
He watched you without meaning to, the way you moved around smoothly. How precise your fingers were, how fast they—
Alright, Heeseung.
He adjusted his throat before looking away. The small noise caught your attention, though you didn’t turn around. Not yet. Even if the drink was almost finished.
One last touch.
You bent over slightly, grabbing the cream off the far end of the counter. He caught the movement from his peripheral vision, but didn’t glance back. Not until you turned around.
Now you walked towards him with both hands occupied, the latte in one hand, and the cream dispenser in the other.
“Tell me how much I should fill it up, hm?” You said looking straight at him, before placing down the latte and pouring the cream in slowly.
He swallowed. Cafes didn’t usually customize the drinks.
Maybe she’s just being extra thoughtful, he’s the last customer anyways.
You eyes trailed down from the plastic cup, to his legs, he was nervously tapping his feet.
“I think that’s good,” He said, a bit too rushed.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah..”
You twisted the cap of the dispenser close, a bit too clumsily. On purpose.
A little dripped down your index finger, Heeseung noticed it.
Bringing it up to your lips, you let your tongue swipe it away. Savouring the sweet flavour of it in your mouth as you look directly at him.
He watches for a second too long, then drops his gaze back down to the latte.
You then glance back at the cup, “Right, the lid. One second.”
Handing it back to him with a slight teasing glint in your eyes, you watch as he mutters a thank you before debating on walking right out.
He does anyway.
The rain seemed to have slowed, likely stopping in a few moments. You watched as he slowly walked towards the lobby door.
You leaned a hand on the counter, watching the way his throat bobbed the moment he realized you were still looking at him. He stopped at the door, hand hovering over the handle, knuckles pale from how tightly he held the drink.
He was still tapping his feet.
Does he have social anxiety? I didn’t even do anything…yet.
When the rain seemed to have calmed, in under a minute, he finally walked out.
He stepped out into the cool air, the soft drizzle speckling his jacket. The door swung shut behind him with a muted thud.
He let out a breath he didn’t realise he was holding. Then glanced down.
On the cup read: Heeseung :)
His stomach dropped, he hadn’t said his name. Not once.
So she knew.
-
The dim light flickered on, the one with a soft purple hew he liked using for his streams. He slightly adjusted his hair on the monitor, taking a deep breath.
He never went live this late, especially past midnight. But the caffeine he had earlier was giving him an extra energy boost, and he’d hate to disappoint his viewers by missing today’s.
Usually he’d watch, or even read suggestive content, to turn himself on. Tonight, he didn’t have to, not at all. The earlier encounter at the cafe left with his heart slightly fluttering, and his dick…excited for sure.
He was still conflicted on whether you knew about his internet persona, or maybe you were an old classmate who he couldn’t seem to recognize.
Though really, who’d forget a face like yours.
He was running on excuses, maybe she is a viewer after all. Your confidence was still lingering on the back of his mind as he finally turned the live option on.
Everyone's awake huh? It rose to his usual viewer count, maybe doing lives this late wasn’t too bad after all.
Comments flooded in.
He smiled automatically, eyes skimming usernames he recognized, shoulders loosening as the familiar rhythm settled in. Hearts, explicit greetings, people surprised he was live this late.
“Hey,” he said softly, voice a little lower than usual. “Couldn’t sleep, I kept thinking about you.”
His niche was speaking to the camera directly as if he’s talking to the viewer themselves. Made them feel more turned on, more into it.
Fanservice was a skill, and Heeseung had mastered it.
“I was out earlier, maybe the caffeine is keeping me up.” he paused to read some of the chat.
[angelskbby]: awe dont be up this late
[loveforhee]: you’re already hard?
He blushed softly, looking away and back with a little smile. Then he leant back and spread his legs even further. The clear outline of his dick bulging through his sweatpants was evident on display for everybody to see..
“I’ve been so needy lately,” He rubbed himself through his sweats, then glanced down at the replies again.
A username he hadn’t seen before.
[23caff]: how was the latte?
Heeseung’s smile stalled.
Not dropped, just… paused. Like his face hadn’t gotten the memo yet.
He reread it once. Then slower, trying to remember if he had ever mentioned the specific drink.
Latte.
He didn’t.
His fingers tightened slightly in his lap.
“Oh,” he let out a small breathy laugh, “It was…really good.”
Chat reacted normally. Someone teased him for being shy. Someone else asked him to strip.
He ignored the suggestive comments for once, he never did that.
Never broke submission.
[23caff]: you looked pretty tonight
Not look, but looked.
He didn’t know who you were.
But somewhere between the glow of the purple light and the steady rise and fall of his breath, he realized something unsettling.
He didn’t need to.
The girl at the cafe.
The chat was confused, confused why he wasn’t getting into the main part of the stream. Instead he was talking to a specific viewer, who was saying random things.
He didn’t care, it was as if for a moment. It was just him and you.
[23caff]: you styled your hair, it looks nicer
Something about the way you typed, you never gave too much away. But he knew exactly what you were referring to.
After having to rush through the rainy streets, he entered and left the cafe with damp hair. Now here he appears with it freshly blown out. Wispy bangs framing his face just right.
The white button up cardigan he had changed into, exposing his dainty collarbones.
Your compliments were so normal, so pure. He felt like a pervert by getting turned on by just a few words.
He rubbed himself softly, discreetly, trying to get rid of the ache. Even if he’d be jerking himself off later anyway.
It was as if his eyes only focused on your user, and yours only.
[23caff]: the cardigan looks soft, it’d look better undone.
His breath hitched, for a moment he returned back to talking to the viewers.
“I should probably take all my clothes off right.. You’d want that won't you?” His tone went unnoticed by the viewers, his niche masking the fact that he was talking to you.
And you only.
He slowly removed the buttons one by one, until the smooth plane of his chest came to sight. He ran his hands on his bare chest, caressing his hardened peaks slowly.
He twisted his nipples, rubbing softly with desire. He moaned softly as his stomach knotted into intense pleasure.
“Wish you were here..”
[23caff]: do you?
“Yeah..”
[23caff]: so needy
“F-fuck..”
He slowly lifted his hips enough to slide his sweats off, hard length springing out immediately.
The cool air of his room made him shiver, but it was nothing compared to the heat crawling up his neck at the thought of you watching. The other viewers were a forgotten audience, this was a private show where you were the only one on his mind.
He wrapped a hand around his cock, whimpering at the contact. He was so sensitive.
He gave it a tentative squeeze, pre-cum beading at the slit which he smeared using his thumb.
[23caff]: never said you could touch yourself
His hand froze. He’d been so eager, so desperate to feel something. Even he was confused at his own submission.
“I’m sorry..”
[lustssfire]: ?
[angelskbby]: whys he apologizing lmao
He almost rolled his eyes at the other replies.
[23caff]: so hard when all you’ve done is listen to me. you like knowing i’m watching?
He let out a choked moan, his head falling back against the chair.
The memory of your gaze, the way you’d licked the cream off your finger, flashed through his mind. It was so much more intense now, knowing you were seeing him like this.
“Let..let me”
[23caff]: let you what? use your words
“I’m so hard it hurts.”
He’d never sounded this needy. Ever. So when the viewers saw him begging all submissive like this, they went crazy with the donations.
The pace of the chat made him unable to actually read any replies. In the haze of his own state, he just stared at himself.
Your username wasn’t anywhere to be seen.
He watched himself laid back on his setup. Legs spread, face flushed, hand stilling on his leaking cock. He couldn’t wait anymore, he needed to cum.
It was a pathetic scene, impatient strokes as he tried to chase his orgasm. It seemed easier this time, he didn’t even need material to get off to.
Knowing you were watching.
Throwing his head back, his body was tense. His orgasm was building, on the edge of release. Heeseung’s hand moved faster, desperately.
[23caff]: drag it out
And he did. Tears pricked the corner of his eyes as he was forced to comply. Though he was doing this on his own will, obeying you.
His hand now moved slower, thumb brushing over his slit to hold himself back. Breathing heaving as he bit down on his plush bottom lip.
“Mmh..”
[23caff]: you’re doing so good
Heeseung fell apart immediately and cried out in a gasp as he reached orgasm, his soft abs coated in his cum.
As the last tremors of his release subsided, Heeseung's body slumped back against the pillows, his chest heaving with ragged breaths that echoed through the stream.
His lavender hair was plastered to his forehead with sweat, and the dim glow of his room lights caught the glistening trails of his cum across stomach.
“I made a mess..” He whispered brokenly.
The ruin in his voice made the chat go insane.
[heespecial: man i just came so hard
[lustsssdevil]: that was so hot
[lv4femboys]: can you keep whimpering i’m close
“You like it when I whimper?” He said shyly, a hint of playfulness. He messily thrusted a finger in his mouth, tasting his release.
+200 xx
+700 xx
+1200 xx
Money in the form of ‘xx’ currency collected as he was nearing the stream. He usually ended the stream with a small goodbye.
He leaned forward, fingers hovering over his mouse.
Then her message appeared.
[23caff]: I'll make an exception past midnight next time.
His breath stuttered.
He ended the stream without saying goodbye.
-
He was silent for minutes after the stream ended, staring up at the ceiling.
The purple light still glowed faintly. His computer screen had now gone dark, reflecting his own flushed face back at him, dazed eyes motioning that he was sleepy.
I'll make an exception past midnight next time.
The words replayed in his head, not as text but as a voice.
Yours.
He felt like he was going insane, was it really just a coincidence? Maybe she meant past midnight because he streamed late tonight. Just a kind viewer?
It wouldn’t be because he came past closing. Definitely not.
He swallowed, finally reaching for a towel. His hands felt clumsy now, stripped of the permission he’d been floating on minutes ago.
He stood up pacing around his room in realization.
That wasn’t how viewers talked.
Not really.
Not unless they meant something else.
His chest tightened.
I mean, why would it even matter if it was really her? He couldn’t understand himself for caring too much. He’d gotten recognized before, but this time it was as if getting recognized was the scariest thing in the world.
Was it because he was attracted to you? Maybe because you were the most beautiful he had laid eyes on. Maybe because his heart flustered the moment he walked in.
But the latte comment in the chat couldn't be a coincidence.
Neither had the way you’d looked at him at the cafe, like you already understood something he was still pretending not to.
Going back would be stupid.
It was across town, he’d only been there after running an errand and caught walking into a random cafe to avoid getting soaked by the rain.
If he went back and you were just a barista, he’d live on.
Whatever I guess.
Rolling his eyes at the way you said ‘Next time.’
Like it was already decided? As if.
-
Now he stood across the street, judging himself for driving halfway across town at midnight the next day to take the chance.
“This is so..” He sighed at himself.
What did he even want from this?
He blinked as the open sign of your cafe dimmed.
See… maybe it was kind of decided? He wanted to take the chance.
Ding.
11:58 pm
2 minutes before closing.
It was a quiet Thursday night, until he walked in.
The silence remained, but it turned into something much louder. And unspoken.
You didn’t look up immediately. You were faced away, restocking something for the next day. Though something in you knew who exactly it was, you didn’t turn around just yet.
You could recognize his soft guarded steps. Now he was right in front of the counter.
Didn’t say a word. He just stood there and glanced at you.
When you finally turned around, you didn’t say anything. Your expression didn’t change much.
But his chest still constricted.
Lavender hair again. This time it was dry and carefully styled. He wore the same cardigan he wore on last night’s live. He chose it on purpose. It wasn’t meant to spark recognition, hell he knew you’d recognize him anyway.
He wanted the choice to speak words he wouldn’t, not yet. Only because he wasn’t sure.
You looked past him, towards the door. “Two minutes,” you said softly.
“Yeah. I— I know.”
She said she was going to make an exception though ?
Did he really have it all wrong?
You stepped forward, your fingers hovering over the register. “Latte, extra cream?”
He bit his inner cheek, “…Yeah.”
“You can stay. It's raining hard.” You said while ringing the same order in.
I'm also hard…
He mentally cursed at himself for his thoughts, but thanked himself for not accidentally saying it out loud.
He watched the way you moved like you weren’t noticing that any of this is weird. Like last night never happened. Like you hadn’t gone to witness him unwind to purple lighting.
Your face showed no expression.
Is she even human..
When you slid the cup towards him, your fingers touched his.
He sucked in a breath before he could catch himself.
You noticed too. Of course you did. But you didn’t say anything.
“You look tired,” you said.
He swallowed. “ Didn’t sleep much.”
“Mm.” You leaned your hip against the counter. “Late night?”
His ears were burning.
“Something like that.”
You turned your head just slightly. Studied him. Like you were making a decision.
Finally, you spoke. Softly, “You don’t usually come back to places you regret.”
“Regret?” He repeated softly. It wasn’t in a questioned tone, more of a restatement. Like he wanted you to speak further.
You simply stared at him, not giving him the upper hand. You weren’t going to explain yourself.
“I don’t regret it,” he finally said, lifting his eyes to yours this time. “I just… don’t usually go back unless I’m sure.”
You toyed with him, making him really doubt himself.
“Sure of what?” You asked with a smile.
He was close to just quitting. Are you rage baiting him or something?
“So if it’s not you,” he said quietly, “you wouldn’t mind me asking, right?”
You shrug. “Asking what?”
He almost let out a groan, but held back.
Breaking the silence after a few seconds, he asked, “If you were watching me. Last night.”
“Yeah? You came to the cafe, of course I watched.”
“That’s not what I mea–” He tried to begin before you cut him off.
“What’re you even on about?” You giggle softly, now leaning over the counter.
His heart fluttered. He couldn’t take it, “Please..” He whispered softly, looking down at his coffee.
You finally smirked softly, “The stream, Heeseung?”
His breath stuttered.
He didn’t look up right away. Couldn’t at all. His grip tightened around the cup like it was the only thing keeping him grounded.
You slightly lean over the counter and lift his chin up with your index, he complies.
His eyebrows raised up at the front, giving him a vulnerable look. The higher floor behind the counter made you taller. It made him look slightly up at you, you absolutely loved it.
You glance at his parted lips and back up, “Your face is flushed.”
He let out a shaky breath, this was humiliating. The worst position he’s been in, and he hates himself for liking it.
For liking the way he feels so exposed in front of you. You’ve seen it all, he’s seen nothing.
“...How long?”
“How long what?” You retract your hand when he finally looks straight at you.
“How long have you been watching?”
You didn’t answer him just yet, admiring the way his eyebrows contort into an expression that makes him look needy.
Like a neglected hamster.
“You’re pretty.”
That caught him off guard, but he still managed to compose himself. Surprisingly.
“You didn’t answer my question.”
“A few months”
He swallowed. Not knowing what to say after this. It’s not like he could just ask you for your feedback. It wasn’t like his streams were normal streams. They were porn.
The rain showered harder. The cafe grew quieter. What didn’t change was your expression.
Fuck you and your pretty eyes, he thought. He couldn’t seem to look away, not when caught under your gaze.
“Your latte’s getting cold,” You glanced down.
Then he realised the position, he’d been standing in front of the counter for god knows how long.
-
You roll your eyes as you watch him sit at the farthest seat from the counter, facing away from you.
Sitting on his latte looking out at the thundering rain. Looking oh so peaceful.
Is he serious?
I mean, he didn’t owe you anything anyway. So what if you watched him, the world kept spinning. But his reaction didn’t satisfy you enough. You usually got what you wanted, and in his moment…
You wanted him.
And now he looks at you with slightly widened eyes as you take a seat across from him.
You simply lean forward on your elbows, face supported with the palm of your hand.
“Is it good?”
“Yeah..” he says quietly.
The only reason why he was still here was because he ached for the same thing.
You.
How pretty you looked in that tight apron, the way it hugged your figure so nicely.
The way his fucking boner also throbbed against his jeans, not so nicely.
He wasn’t even trying to avoid you taking a seat this far, he just couldn’t be caught with a damn boner in the middle of the cafe.
A place like this? Is he a pervert?
Pretty ironic given the situation either way.
As he brought his hand up again to sip on his now lukewarm latte, his cardigan slightly strayed from his collarbone.
Now it revealed the daintyness of his right collarbone, material holding on by dear life just to stay on his shoulder.
You reached forward, not to touch him—but to hook a finger under the strap of his cardigan, testing.
Waiting.
He didn’t move away.
“I don’t know what you want from me,” he confessed, voice low, raw in the dim light.
You tilted your head, studying him like this. No camera. No chat. Just his pretty face in the dimmed lights.
“I want you,” you said simply. “Right now, I want you to stop thinking.”
His eyes fluttered shut for half a second. When they opened again, they were darker. Unsure. Willing.
“Here?” he asked.
“My room. Upstairs.”
Just convenient.
-
Heeseung lets out a soft groan as his back hits the shut door. He had never been handled by a girl like this, but god was he loving it.
He looks down at you with an aching need, your hands already snaking underneath his shirt.
“If you don’t want it, we don’t have to,” You whisper softly as you still your hand around his waist.
“I do…” He bites his lip shyly.
You reach up, lips now on his neck. Sucking a red hickey. You decided you’d tease him till he starts begging for it, not kissing his parted lips just yet.
He whimpers softly, almost like a question. It spoke words he knew he didn’t have to say out loud: Please kiss me?
You take in the sight of him, he looks so beautiful. Lavender hair fanning out messily. His lips red from biting and cheeks flushed from the intimacy. You couldn’t resist the temptation to lean up and finally kiss him, savouring the taste of the latte on his tongue.
His lips were softer than they looked, yielding under yours with a desperate sigh that you swallowed whole. He tasted of coffee and a sweetness that was entirely his own, and you drank it in, one hand tangling in his hair while the other gripped his waist, pulling him flush against you.
The position would usually be the opposite wouldn’t it? But there's something exhilarating about dominating a man that could have his way with you but chooses not to.
It’s so your type.
He was hard, you felt it when you pressed your body flush against him. A movement that made him whimper into your mouth, a sound so broken and needy it sent a jolt straight through you.
“So needy,” You look up at him with a teasing glint in your eyes. "All this time, putting on a show for everyone, but about when you’re all alone? You’re so shy you can’t even use your words."
"Please," he finally murmered out, hands coming up to grip your shoulders, not to push you away, but to hold on.
"Please what, Heeseung?" You nipped at his collarbone, right where the cardigan had slipped off his shoulder. You used your hand to slowly take each button off, savoring the time. "Use your words. You were so good at it last night on stream.”
"I’m so hard, because of you." He finally says, if you could see properly in the dim lights, you'd be able to see his ears turning a pretty shade of pink.
“Mhm? I knew the whole time. It was obvious Hee, the way you crossed your legs when you sat,” When his cardigan finally fell off, you didn’t waste a second palming one of his pretty nipples.
Rolling it between your thumb and forefinger, and his whole body jerked.
"Ah!" he cried out, his back arching off the door. "Fuck, that feels—"
"Good?" you finished his sentence, your other hand drifting down to the button of his jeans. "I know, baby."
You popped the button open and slowly slid the zipper down, the sound obscenely loud in the quiet room. You palmed him through his underwear, feeling the damp spot where he’d already leaked pre-cum.
He was so responsive, so beautifully sensitive.
“Tell me what you want,” You were now teasing his tip through his underwear.
Heeseung grinded his hips against your hand, seeking more of the touch. He was rock hard now, “You..” He breathed.
“But I’m here already? More direct baby.”
He was trying not to whine out in response, he hated the teasing. Though it turned him on at the same time.
You smirk, pulling your hands away from him. Now you were inches further away, while he was leaning his back on the door.
Heeseung looked down, confused at the loss of contact. He watched as you turned around and leant for a remote. The dull room that was illuminated by moonlight was now replaced with soft purple lighting.
He paused. Recognizing the same hue as the one he uses during his streams. Something in him felt more confident, familiar. Is this why you turned it on? Some kind of mind psychology.
He mindlessly followed behind you, hands snaking around your waist.
Heeseung then pressed his hardness against your ass, head resting on the crook of your shoulder, pressing soft kisses on your neck.
You didn’t flinch, didn’t move at all actually. “This colour gets you in the mood? Muscle memory huh?”
Heeseung slowly retracted his hands as you turned around to face him. He was excited.
Not getting a moment to speak as you took his hand and pushed him on his back on your queen sized bed, he grunted in response.
“Sit up straight. Boxers off. Face me,” You said as you slid your uniform shirt off, sitting on the edge of the bed.
You held back a groan at how fast he sat up seeing you, practically ripping off his boxers as he tossed them to the other side of his room. He was completely bare, leaning back against the headboard.
Free reign, you could do anything you wanted with him.
"So pretty like this, maybe I should tie you up and take a few pictures." You couldn’t hold back the smile that took over your face when he whimpered at you, shaking his head.
He's here because he wants to be, he wants you to have control over him. You crawl and sit between his legs, using your nails to tease the inside of his thighs, chuckling softly when he throws his head back and whines.
"Touch me [name]...I'll be so good" the tone of his voice as he says your name sends a shiver down your spine, you try not to press your thighs together.
"But I am touching you." The teasing never stops.
"P-please, I’ve been thinking about it ever since my stream."
You take in a sharp breath, hearing him beg is turning you on more than you thought it would.
“I know. Putting on a show just for me last night hm?’ You let your hands wander his chest again. He was reactive, and you took advantage of that.
“For you [name]. Only for you.”
Those words cut through any ounce of resistance you had.
He’s going to be left a mess, pretty boy had it coming the moment he walked into the cafe.
Your mouth was everywhere—sucking hickeys onto his collarbones, biting at his pretty ears, swallowing his moans with searing kisses.
“You’re sensitive here, aren’t you?,” You stated, as your mouth reached down to capture Heeseung’s nipple.
Sucking and biting, using your hand to massage the other one sensually, you knew where the other was responsive. Thanks to all those streams.
“Please.. Ah- Fuck,” Heeseung’s squirmed under the touch, his back arching as his eyes rolled back. Blood rushed to his dick again as you teased his nipples with your tongue, flicking and biting down passionately.
His nipples were now tender, every graze of your tongue sending electric shocks straight to his crotch.
You looked down at him with no intention of being gentle, wanting to overstimulate him to the brim. He’s probably a pretty crier, he’d be prettier all marked up.
You looked down at him with no intention of being gentle, wanting to overstimulate him to the brim. He was such a pretty crier, he’d be prettier all marked up.
A choked sob escaped his throat as you gave his other nipple the same treatment. A soft suck followed by a sharp bite. Then you healed the pain with your tongue, hearing as he releases the breath he was holding just to realise you’d be hurting him again.
His mind was a blank slate of static.
“So slutty, you’re moaning at the pain.”
“M’not..”
The weight of your body on his was making him feel so many things.
He’d been in this position. Yeah, many times.
But had never been handled by a pretty girl like this. He was becoming a mess and somehow, he fucking loved it. Craved every single touch that you just seemed to know exactly where to land. He knew it was from you watching his streams, and he enjoyed that fact.
You’ve seen him all exposed, touching himself, reacting honestly, touching himself where he knows he feels good.
But it was also a curse at the same time. He had very sensitive nipples, and your actions spoke louder than anything you said. You knew, of course you did.
Of course you loved the way he broke underneath you with the prettiest moans, soft gasps as your clothed knee grinds against his bare dick.
And he tells you he likes it, by chasing your touch, chest arching, dick grinding against your knee.
God, she’s even better than I imagined.
The thought was a repeating whisper in the back of his mind. Too good. Maybe too good.
“[Name]..” He gasps out.
He was always in control, at least of his own reactions. He performed submission. But this was real. He wasn't performing, he was crumbling.
You pulled back, admiring your work. His chest was decorated with a hue of red and purple, his nipples tender and glistening.
Heeseung looked back up at you with half lidded eyes, hands grasping out to grope your tits through your bra.
"Look at you," you smirked, your voice a low hum that vibrated through his chest.
"Already ruined and I barely even touched you." You finally sit back to slide your trousers off.
Black lacy panties. They matched the mesh bra you had on. You were prepared.
You reached over to your nightstand, the drawer sliding open silently. His eyes, dazed and half-lidded, followed your movements with a primal sense of dread. When you pulled out a sleek, silver vibrator, his breath hitched.
Heeseung's heart hammered against his ribs.
He used toys, of course. It was part of the job. But they were tools, props for an audience. He had never used it with another person, better yet, had a girl use it on him.
This felt different. This felt like a weapon.
"What are you going to do with that?" he asked, knowing already. It wasn’t for you, it was for him.
You smiled, it made his stomach clench.
"Ruin you." You clicked it on, and a low, steady buzz filled the room. The sound was a promise of the torment to come. You didn't touch him where it mattered right away.
Instead you let the cool metal ghost over his inner thigh, watching him twitch and whimper at the proximity.
The humiliation was a bitter pill, but one he found himself swallowing with a strange hunger.
It took everything in him not to just to flip the position and fuck that smirk off your face, but he just couldn’t. It felt too good.
"You're such a slut for this, aren't you, Heeseung? Getting paid to let people watch you cum. But what about this? When you have no control over your fucking orgasm."
The words were a slap, sharp and degrading, and he cried out, it was a desperate sound.
He whispered out your name. It instantly made you wet. How could it not? Pretty boy in a mess underneath you letting you have your way with him.
Fuck, you were in heaven.
"Please what?" you pressed the flat head of the vibrator against the base of his dick. He jolted, his hips bucking off the bed as a strangled moan tore from his throat. "Please stop? Or please don't stop?" You moved it up, tracing the long curve of his dick.
You knew he was big already, but seeing it in person made you wonder if you could fit him all in. He was definitely the biggest you’ve had. Literally perfection.
"Don't stop," tears welled to his eyes, his hands fisting the sheets so tightly his knuckles turned white.
"Please, don't stop." He was gone. All that remained was the need.
Your breathing stilled for a second, a sadistic glint in your eyes as you see him turn his head away due to humiliation from crying. Oh he was finally breaking, and you were going to enjoy it.
Every. Single. Moment.
"Eyes on me." You slapped his tilt head, making him face you again. His soft gasp followed by widened eyes.
Was he seriously surprised?
“I’m not nice, Hee,” You stated it like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
“You—”
Shutting him up again by pressing the vibrator directly against the base of his cock. He screamed, his whole body bowing off the bed as the intense vibrations shot through him.
His cock, already leaking and flushed red, twitched violently against his stomach. You watched him, mesmerized by the way he lost all composure.
The camboy persona was gone, replaced by the needy boy who was completely at your mercy.
Your own arousal was a hot, heavy pulse between your legs, a demanding ache that needed to be satisfied as you grinded your wetness on his thigh.
Grabbing his face almost violently, you stared down right at his eyes that became even more teary-eyed.
“Say ah~” Your thumb and index finger pressed together tightly, almost rushing him into opening his mouth.
Spit.
He swallowed immediately, almost as if on reflex, “F-fuck you.”
“You wanted something in that pretty mouth so bad hm?” You didn’t let him speak before lazily thrusting two fingers down his throat.
“You’ll take it down well, remember when your slutty throat took that dildo right down like it was nothing?”
‘Mmph–!”
You pulled your fingers out, wiping it on his hickey covered chest.
“You want something even better baby?”
Almost like he knew exactly what you were referring to, he nodded softly. “Let me taste you, please.”
“Awe, so desperate.” You said as you unhooked your bra, panties following.
He stared at your pretty cunt and perky tits like he was seeing a diamond up close. Hands automatically grabbing each side of your hip as you move them forward, hovering over his face.
You lowered yourself onto his waiting mouth.
The first touch of his tongue was hesitant, a soft, exploratory flick against your clit. It sent a jolt through you, and you tightened your grip on his hair, pulling him closer. "Don't be shy, Heeseung. Look at how wet you made me."
That was all the encouragement he needed. His tongue became more confident, lapping at your folds with a desperate hunger. He was moaning into you, the vibrations sending shocks of pleasure up your spine.
His messy mouth working against you was so focused. He was worshipping you with his mouth, trying to communicate everything he couldn't say.
"So good," you gasped, grinding your hips against his face.
The praises made him do better than what he initially was.
"M-mhm. Such a good boy with your mouth. You look so pretty like this, covered in me."
“You’re so good with your tongue.”
And the best of it all
“Good boy.”
Then he went crazier than ever. His soft moan vibrated around your pussy as his tongue was stuck deep inside you.
You began to ride his face in earnest, using his nose and chin to rub against your clit as his tongue fucked into you.
He was completely at your mercy, his world narrowed to the taste and feel of you, the sound of your voice praising and degrading him in equal measure.
"Getting off on this. On being used. This is what you wanted, wasn't it?” you felt your release close.
But you weren’t going to come just yet. You liked edging yourself as well, a girls gotta do what she likes.
He whimpered at the loss of contact, now you sat on his chest.
"Look at me," you commanded. He forced his eyes open, his gaze hazy and unfocused. "I'm going to fuck you now, and you're not going to cum until I say so. Understand?"
He nodded frantically, his lip caught between his teeth. "Yes... yes, I understand." The thought of holding back was terrifying, but disobeying you was worse. It hadn’t been long, and he was already under your control.
"Cute." You sank down onto him in one smooth motion, both of you crying out at the sensation. He filled you perfectly, stretching you in a way that made your own head spin. You paused for a moment, giving yourself a second to adjust. He felt bigger at the stretch, bigger than what he looked like.
You rolled your hips, slow and deep at first, building a rhythm that had him gasping for air. Every time you lifted up, you'd grind your clit against his pubic bone. You took him balls deep in, and it took everything in him not to become a moaning mess.
He could feel the orgasm rebuilding, a feeling that he fought it with everything he had.
“No, hold it back.”
His hands flew to your hips, his grip desperate as he tried to anchor himself. "I can't... I can't hold it," he sobbed, his voice breaking. "Let me cum. Please, baby, I'm so close." The pet name slipped out, a testament to his utter surrender.
Something fluttered inside you with the way he said baby. So desperate. Screaming permission.
You bounced on his cock, hard and fast, the sound of skin slapping against skin echoing in the room. You brought your free hand down, squeezing his throat.
Heeseung’s eyes rolled back as he reached his hand to hold your hand shortening his breath.
The sharp sting in his eyes made him cry out, the pain mixing with the pleasure and sending him spiraling. "Then come."
The humiliation was the final push. With a broken scream, his body seized, his back arching as he came, hard and long, spilling inside you. The pulsing of his cock against your walls sent you over the edge with him, your own orgasm crashing through you as you clenched around him. Your hands around his throat sliding off as you rebalanced yourself
Heeseung looked up with concern in his eyes, you knew why.
“On the pill.”
In relief, his hands moved to caress your waist, “You’re so pretty,” He said with a soft voice.
Hm, he thinks I’m done?
But you didn't stop. You lifted off and clicked the vibrator beside him back to life. Keeping the vibrator pressed against his now oversensitive dick. He thrashed beneath you, his pleas turning into raw sobs.
"Too much! It's too much! Please, stop! I can't!" He was babbling now, mind too hazy to even comprehend thoughts.
“I..Fuckk– There.. Can’t!”
“Dumb slut, can’t even form a simple phrase.” You said mockingly.
He hated but loved how cruel you were, even though it was torturous at this moment.
"You can," you said, your voice firm. "And you will."
His tears dripped down like honey. His face looked like sex.
Sex.
Flushed. Eyes hazy, decorated with tears. Lips wet from licking them, or maybe even the wetness of your pussy. Hair messy.
And his voice, raspy. It’d be so sore tomorrow, he wouldn’t be able to stream. To be able to strip, to be able to answer any questions regarding his marked up chest or the glow on his face after the best fuck he’d pronably gotten in his life.
He was completely broken, and he'd never looked more beautiful. And he was everything.
Finally, with a shuddering gasp, he came again. You tossed the vibrator away and swallowed his moan with a deep kiss, body collapsing onto his. The room was silent except for the sound of the rain and both of yours’ ragged breathing.
“[Name]...”
For a long moment, you just lay there, feeling his heart hammering against your chest. Peppering his cheek with soft kisses, a non verbal sorry for the treatment.
“Took it so well, baby.” You press a final soft kiss to his cheek before moving up to lay beside him.
Heeseung grunted as he turned to face you, tucking a hair strand behind your ear. You smiled softly at the touch
Your hair was also a mess, but he was looking at you with such raw, unguarded adoration that it made your chest ache.
So he’s clingy after sex, cute.
The dominant persona melted away, replaced by a wave of fierce tenderness. This was the part you craved, the aftermath. The quiet intimacy that was more potent than any orgasm.
You shifted, lying down beside him and pulling him into your arms. He came willingly, burying his face in your neck and clinging to you like he was afraid you'd disappear. He was still shaking, his body wracked with occasional tremors.
"Shh," you murmured, stroking his hair gently. "I've got you." Your voice was soft, a stark contrast to the harsh words from moments before.
“Did you know?” he asked quietly.
You didn’t answer right away. You studied his face.
“I knew you’d come back,” you finally said.
His chest tightened. “How did you k—”
You cut him off,
“Because you already did.”
═══ aaaaand with that drops my debut fic ~
took crazy inspo from this edit , camboy!hee is soooooo
═ i had so much fun writing sub!heeseung , there's been a drought for him on this app . also not proofread , excuse any spellings !
═ i'd definitely love to hear your thoughts and don't forget , requests are always open.
signing off, arie










