to seize

[EXTREMELY HAUNTED & HOLLOW-EYED LOOK] yeah man i’m doing. Really good

I like when delivery people ask you to sign their tiny shitty screen with your finger like alright sure we can do some free drawing I guess. Some random strokes that evoke the essence of a signature. Looking me dead in the eyes while I play fruit ninja on this blank screen. Why not.

"i have no right to complain". who took it from you!? i'll defeat them...

It's crazy and wildly unfair the types of people who will be out there with no shame over any of their behavior meanwhile I'm stuck being nauseated at myself for every very normal conversation I have with someone

Fuck yes i just responded like a normal human

i love tumblr bc nothing matters here but pictures and inner thoughts

İ wish i had the mental illness that makes you get a phd

as someone who has been beaten and drowned and shot and stabbed and strangled and trampled and

rainy saturdays are a gift sent for people that love doing nothing (me)

gentleness is so nice

being at work while your personal life is falling apart has to be among the top 3 worst human experiences. You’re at your absolute lowest and someone wants to circle back on an email…… unreal

doubting myself again but I have no choice but to move forward anyways

does no one want to adore me and love me and fawn over me and dote on me and tell me how one of a kind and special and indispensable and poignant and irreplaceable and one in a lifetime I am anymore

i hate the fact that i’m such a “no, no, it’s okay” type of person