SaintsBear's Smoking & Other Likes

FOREVER!

The BEST!

And MAN, WAS I EVER WRONG!

I have never in my life, not once, wished, or even thought, what I'm about to say. I wish I had never met or knew this person.

But after the shit I went through because of him, it is a thought I think often.

And that kills me.

I never expected to feel that way about another person... EVER!

He's a very talented actor, I will give him that!

Which, in my opinion, is because he is a master liar and deceiver. He's capable of making anyone believe ANYTHING he wants them to believe. Including abuse, physical and emotional, from previous relationships, hard drug use (meth and crack/previous and current use of both), and where he is at and/or going to.

The list of broken promises was endless, and were always followed by an excuse that involved something or someone else, other than himself. He did no wrong nor made any mistakes. There was ALWAYS someone else to blame... ALWAYS!

He has his friends, what very few he has, all believing his lies.

He has a large online following, on several apps and websites. Those people, those fans, only see what he wants them to see and know what he wants them to know.

Don't be fooled by his devilishly good-looks, smoking fetish, stories, or anything that he says. He gives just the right amount of true information, verifiable information, so that even when you know he's not being truthful, deceiving you, or flat out lying to you, a long with his charming acting ability, you dismiss your rational brain and disregard any and all proof you have, and end up apologizing to him for even having those thoughts.

He makes YOU feel sorry for HIM and makes You feel guilty when HE DOES SOMETHING WRONG, LIES, OR DECEIVES YOU!

He does what he wants to do with whoever he wants to do it with for as long as he wants to with no remorse or care for who it will hurt.

He lacks true sympathy, compassion, or understanding of other people's feelings. But he acts like he does!