saint of whimsy

aguefort gets a new website and they go around taking photos and somehow the bad kids end up being the token diversity photo right on the front cover

kristen having to unlearn her parents bias that they taught her. sitting with fig and listening to the music she writes and listens too and realizing not all of it is bad. it isn’t dooming her soul to eternal torture, it’s just louder than other kinds. sitting with her friends at lunch and looking at all of the other sorts of people and realizing they aren’t all violent, or scary, or sinful. they are only trying to get through the school day. she talks to the cleric teacher that worships gods she’s never even heard or thought of and accepts that this is a religion that’s just as worthy as hers. these gods are real and beautiful. she reckons with the lies her parents taught her every single day.

just realized i hit a bit over 200 followers!! ik i haven’t been super active on tumblr recently but i hope to return more :)

adaine has such vivid visions that she can’t tell sometimes if she is living life or seeing a part of the future

fig and gorgug bonding during their tour is a fic that i need to write

graduation for the bad kids is absolutely such a mess. everyone is trying not to cry but failing so miserably. riz keeps saying that if he keeps moving and doesn’t think about it then he isn’t gonna cry (liar). fabian acts like he is too good to cry and looks ridiculous trying not to. fig isn’t even graduating with them but has snuck in and keeps talking about how she doesn’t wear her heart on her sleeve but keeps crying as she tries to. gorgug accepts that he’s gonna cry and just lets tears stream down his face as he engages with everyone normally. adaine keeps tearing up, collecting herself and being fine for five seconds, then tearing up again, until she finally fully cries. kristen just keeps frowning and crying looking at everyone while trying to hold a conversation and failing

fabian loves to nap and can nap literally anywhere. someone will come to seacaster manor and just see him conked out on the couch. he keeps saying it’s cause he needs his beauty sleep

having a favorite character is actually so embarrassing take me out already

i think i’ve talked about this but kristen existing in a world where gods do in fact exist is fascinating. you would assume in most worlds she leaves the church and becomes an atheist, but there’s even more salt in the wound because the god she’s leaving is extremely powerful. she has met him, even if he’s an idiot, he is so so incredibly real and leaving him is all the more hard. but she has proof of a new goddess that is everything she’s looking for. and maybe that’s enough to be able to move on and no longer regret the fact that helio was such a big part of her growing up